I lay in my bed, looking up at the glow-in-the-dark stars that I’d stock on my ceiling back in grade school. I was too tired and too strung to sleep.

I turned my laptop on, realizing I hadn’t checked my e-mail or my Facebook in days. I typed his name on my Facebook search field and then out of the blue I saw the photo I had taken of him and that girl.

Luhan is in a relationship with Park Sojee.

I felt them again those tears that won’t stop from falling since that night. I don’t know what to feel now. I am too tired to think that everything will be ok after this. But I needed this to end, my feeling for him. I needed it to end if I wanted to have my happiness back again.

I know I couldn’t face him right now, it would hurt too much to hear his voice or see his face. I don’t know what really his reasons are for doing that to me. The worst is he didn’t even say sorry to all the things he did at me. You know what, I don’t even want to know. I just wanted to forget everything and move on. I know he had been given me a lot of happiness when we were together, but it is all over now. I should face the reality that we are not really meant for each other.