I'm Just Tired
Summer Wedding
Jessica's POV
"Can't I visit my husband?"
'Husband?' I turn to Krystal who has an angry face, I held her hand
"Whats wrong Soojungie?"
She was fiercely staring at the girl
"Thats Amber's ex girlfriend"
'She calls Amber her husband when she was just her girlfriend?'
I got surprised when I heard she was Amber's ex. She walk towards Amber and hug him tight
"I missed you so much"
She looked at me and my sister with a stern face
"Is the child she's bearing yours?"
"No"
"Then you are mine once more"
Her sentence made me want to slap her in the face, but Amber pull her off and went beside Victoria and the girl follows
"Sudden appearance of BoA! Alright! Lets get this started!"
"Each and everyone of this girls will do something for Amber and Amber will do something in after, clear?"
We all nod and we head to the dj's and sound system crew and told them what we will do
"Okay! Everything is set! Lets start it off with Victoria!"
I saw Vic approach Jjong and whisper in his ears and head back besides Amber
"Victoria Noona has back down, which means its down to the three girls! Krystal, Jessica and Boa!"
"Without further a do, please give a round of applause for Krystal!"
Soojungie walk to the center and took the mike Jjong was handing. She took a deep breath as the music began
"I shouldn't have walked away
I would've stayed if you'd say
We could've made everything okay
But we just threw the blame back and forth
We treated love like a sport
The final blow hit so low
I'm still on the ground
I couldn't have prepared myself for this fall
Shattered in pieces, curled on the floor
Super natural love conquers all
Remember we used to touch the sky
And lighting don't strike the same place twice
When you and I said goodbye I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift but we let it drift in a storm
Every night I feel the angels cry
C'mon babe, can't our love be revived?
Bring it back and we gon' make it right
I'm on the edge, just tryin' to survive
As the angels cry
Limitless omnipresent, kind of love couldn't have guessed
It would just stop and disappear in the whirlwind
Here I am walkin' on this narrow rope wobbling
But won't let go, waitin' for a glimpse of the sun's glow
I know I can stand just pull me back up
Like there ain't no hurricane it's just us
I'm willing to live and die for our love
Baby, we can get back that shine
'Cause lighting don't strike the same place twice
When you and I said goodbye I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift but we let it drift in a storm
Every night I feel the angels cry
C'mon babe, can't our love be revived
Bring it back and we gon' make it right
I'm on the edge, just tryin' to survive
As the angels cry
Baby, I'm missin' you, don't allow love to lose
We gotta ride it through, I'm reaching for you
Baby, I'm missin' you, don't allow love to lose
We gotta ride it through, I'm reaching for you
Lighting don't strike the same place twice
When you and I said goodbye I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift, we let it slip in a storm
Every night I feel the angels cry, the angels cry"
After the song Krystal's tears were falling and so did Amber. I came to get her and comfort her. Then I heard someone clapping and saw Amber smiling while tears escape. Then everyone claps as Krystal compose herself
"That was one touching song from Krystal, Thank you by the way. And next is Jessica!"
I peck Krystal's forehead before going to the center and wait for my cue
'Here goes nothing'
"Take time to realize
That your warmth is crashing down on in
Take time to realize that I am on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you
But I can't spell it out for you
No, it's never gonna be that simple
No, I can't spell it out for you
If you just realize what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other and we'll never find another
Just realize what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if we missed out on each other now
Take time to realize, oh, oh, I'm on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you
Take time to realize, ooh ooh I'm on your side, oh, oh, oh.
But I can't spell it out for you
No, it's never gonna be that simple
No, I can't spell it out for you
If you just realize what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other and we'll never find another
Just realize what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if we missed out on each other
But, it's not all the same, no, it's never the same
If you don't feel it too, if you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way
It could be the same for you
If you just realize what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other and we'll never find another
Just realize what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
Just realize what I just realized
If you just realize what I just realized
Ooh, ooh
Missed out on each other now
Missed out on each other now, yeah
Realize, realize, realize, realize, oh"
I look at Amber who was already staring at me. It took some time before he broke our eye contact by look away. Then Donghae came to guide me back
"Thats was one wicked song Jess"
"Thank you"
I look at Amber who was talking to Vic
"Thanks Jess! And last and not the least BoA!"
I saw her smirk as she heads in the center. 'Is she gonna dance? She came prepared considering she has back up dancers' group of men position themselves behind her
"You’re only getting farther – you’re the only one
As much as I loved you, you’re the only one
It hurts and hurts and it’s foolish but good bye
Though I may never see you again, you’re the only one
Only one
We awkwardly sit across each other,
Making small talk and asking what’s new
The moments when the conversation stop for a moment
The cold silence freezes us
We will become strangers at this place right now
Someone will shed tears and be left alone but
I hate seeing you try not to scar me and feel ill at ease
So I’ll let you go
My love, good bye now – you’re the only one (you’re the only one)
Even at the moment we break up, you’re the only one
It hurts and hurts and it’s foolish but good bye
Though I may never see you again, you’re the only one
Only One
You’re the only one, Only One
At my sudden works, you seem to be relieved for some reason
Where did we go wrong?
Did we hope for different places starting from long ago?
The sharpness of the vast difference of our start and end
And the pain that stabs my heart – why is it so similar?
My overwhelmed heart crumbles emptily in just one moment
How can I stand up again?
My love, good bye now – you’re the only one (you’re the only one)
Even at the moment we break up, you’re the only one
It hurts and hurts and it’s foolish but good bye
Though I may never see you again, you’re the only one
When will my head erase you? (I will let you go)
One day, two days, one month, if long term then a few years (My baby can’t forget)
And someday in your memories,
I won’t live in it, you will erase me
Only One Only One
You’re the only one, Only One"
After her performance, we head straight to Amber, it made my blood boil. I want to slap her so hard!
"Jess, Jess. You okay?"
Donghae brought me back to my senses
"Ye-yeah, could you excuse me for a sec"
I stood up as I saw Amber talking to the
"Thank you BoA for that lovely choreography! And now lets give it up for the birthday boy himself! Amber!"
Amber's POV
I walked in front and sat on a chair and Jjong prepare the mike and hand me a guitar
"Hey guys! How are you?! While you guys eat imma sing a song. Its for someone. And I don't her to know its for her so here it goes"
"Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet
Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
when you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your, what's your...)
Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
x4
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)
Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)"
From time to time I glance on Jess and each time my heart hurts seeing how close she is with my brother while they talk.
"Thats it guys hope you all like it, if you all excuse me and please eat up! Thank you for coming!"
I walk towards Vic Noona and informed her that I'm heading home
"Why are you going home all of the sudden Yiyun?"
I shrugged
"I'm just tired thats all"
I don't wanna lie to Noona but I don't want her to get worried about me.
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i know i know its effing long >~>' sorry guys. Its hard to edit it itouch >~>. Comments is most appreciated thank you
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