[A/N: Hi everyone! It's kyuhyunwifey! I have recently concluded my Lay fanfic, and thank you sooooo much for all the comments. I have read all of the comments and hopefully, I get to reply to everyone. If not, pardon me and my turtle skills. :( On another note, I'm back with an update for the Baekhyun fic! Enjoy meeting Byun Baekhyun! Deer Poster Shop, thank you for the cuteeeee poster!]

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>>> BAEKHYUN'S POV<<<

Another hectic day at the studio was over.

And this, is my boring life.

You might get disappointed, but I'm not as passionate as Yixing hyung or Suho hyung when it comes to career.

Everything about idol life is monotonous. Fanservice, fanmeets, live shows, rehearsalas, guestings, jetlag, plane sickness, everything. 

Don't get me wrong- I love my fans, but that's it. I'm not passionate about singing. I'm bored with idol life.

Do you know what I really want?

I want something fun. I want YOLO. I want booze, girls, party. All of that. I don't think wanting those things makes me a bad person.

It just makes me a normal 20- year old guy.

I love girls. I love games. I don't date. I never will. I'm not the marrying kind and certainly not the boyfriend type. 

I guess this is reality. Not every idol is what you expect them to be off camera. It's tough. Being a public figure weakens my freedom, to be honest.

I'm sorry to say, fans, but this is how I am. I am not the perfect singing angel you always see on music shows. 

I am a normal 20-year old guy with a desire to live life to the fullest and seize the day. 

This is who I am. 

Byun Baekhyun.

"Wanna hit the bar?" Chanyeol asked me as we arrived at the SM building.

I gave him a you-know-it look. Chanyeol and I high fived.  Girls. Booze.Party.

>>>FAST FORWARD<<<

As Chanyeol and I hit drinks at a newly opened nightclub, I started looking for my potential preys for the night.

"Bro, are you happy with this life?" Chanyeol asked me as he took a shot of tequila. 

"You mean, drinking? Girls? Parties? Yeah. Absolutely." I answered while looking at a blonde who was eyeing my direction.

"But how come you never sleep with anyone?" Chanyeol spontaneously asked, causing me to choke on my bacardi.

"'Cause I'm not like you. He-he-he." I sniggered. My best friend just gave me a yeah-r