It is already been around two days I am here, Friday night, Saturday, and today, Sunday. Well, I want to go to school tomorrow, so I beg you Mother and Father to talk something about me going to Korea to me today. Mother and Father have not visited me again after Mother was mad last time, until now. I hope today will be my day. I am tired eating snacks that did not make me full at all.

I go to my wardrobe and take some clothes. When I am stressed, I probably will eat or take a bath. Since I feel nausea now if I eat snacks, I choose to take a bath. I take a white tank top, a red jacket, and a short red training. I also take a towel and straightly go to the bathroom.

I go out from my bathroom and tie my hair into a bun. I walk to my bed like a zombie, sit beside my bed and take my little G-Dragon oppa plushie. "G-Dragon oppa, I am hungry." I talked to my G-Dragon oppa my plushie. I want to eat... I am hungry I am hungry!

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"Lee Hayi, we need to talk," Father knocks my door.

"About you going to Korea." He continues his sentences.

I stay quiet for a minute, then unlock my door. I see Mother and Father looking at me with hopeless faces. "Mommy and Daddy already talked about it?" I ask them with sharp stare.

"Let's eat first dear... You have not eat for a few days..." Mother holds my hand and walks to dining room downstairs. Father also follows us to the dining room. I walk slowly and carefully because I feel somehow dizzy, maybe because I have not eat properly.

I see our dining table is full of my favorite foods. Grilled chicken, pizza, and tteokbokki are all here. I know I cannot hate them and they cannot hate me too... I mutter "Have a bless dinner," but keep quiet and eat silently. No one dares to talk, or want to talk. We only eat, and eat. I eat a lot because I am very hungry...

We are already done eating, and we are cleaning up the dining table now. Still no one talks, what can I hear is plate sounds. I help Mother to wash the dishes, meanwhile Father sits in the living room, waiting for us.

"So, Lee Hayi..." Father starts the conversation.

"We had discuss it," Mother says, but she could not continue it.

"That we allow you to go to Korea." Father continues Mother's words. My eyes widened.

"Rea-really?! Arigatou gozaimasu Daddy!" I got up from my seat and hug Father, then hug Mother.

Mother is crying, Father is comforting Mother, and me? well, I am full of joy. Who does not happy to meet your own idol?

"Hayi-ah," Father calls me.

"Yes, Daddy?"

"We already bought the plane ticket, you have around two weeks in Japan."

"T-two weeks?! So fast!"

"And you will stay in your cousin, Lee Seulmi's house."

"Lee Seulmi unnie is Rania's T-ae right?"

"Yes, she is. You can know celebrity lifes from her."

"Thank you Daddy! I love you so much!"

"We love you too dear, a year is enough right?"

"Yes, it is enough Daddy!"

Sorry for not updating, and crappy short chapter, I will promise to make better chapters!

*song of the day: U-Kiss' 0330