Jessica's POV

"Omo! Krys! We got it!" I squealed as jump lightly and unconsciously grab krys hands. She then smiled at me brightly, seconds pass then i realized our position. Were so close with each other, she was hugging me from the back, i was holding her hands, our face just an inch a part and i can already feel her warm breath touches my lips. And then my body automatically stiffen as our eyes met, its like the time stops and the world is just between the two of us. I was admiring her attractive dark brown eyes, it was damn hypnotizing..,, wait wait! Jessi!?Wake up! What do you think are you doing!!! You gotta regain yourself now! -i scolded myself-

 

"Ahemm..." I fakely cough "ow a fluffy puppy... Aww! Its so cute!!" I exclaimed as if nothing happened. I drop her hands as kneeled down to get the toy

 

"Ye.. Yeah.. Its cute.." Krys stuttered awkwardly as she move backward a little. I hug the fluffy puppy and smiled brightly, i wanna erase that awkward moment. Though its freakin mesmerizing, its kinda embarrassing too

 

"Can i hold it?" She said as I nodded and gave her the fluffy toy.

 

"Aww! indeed cute!! So is this a boy or girl?" She said as she pinch the cheek of the puppy toy

 

"Since its color gray.. Its a boy then" i said as she nodded cutely

 

"I think you should give him a name too sica" she said as she look at me and gave back the puppy

 

"Hmmm... Lemme think" i said as tried to think of some possible cute name. A minute pass and then my mind finally came up with a certain name which is weird but very cute. So clever jessi!

 

"How about..." I said as look at krys then smirk

 

"I can feel something bad with the name. dontcha give me that smirk, its scares me. Now what name?" Krys said as she frown

 

"Ill call him.... Young Master!" I said proudly as i laugh. Krys just look at me with -are you serious!?-look

 

"No you cant name him that! Dont you pity him? The name is embarrassing" she complained cutely

 

"I dont think so, and its mine right? I can name him for whatever i want. Right Young Master?" I said as pinch the nose of the the toy.

 

"Sicaaaa..." Krys whined like a cute kid

 

"Aishh..Could you just be happy cos i name it after you? Its because you help me to catch it and stop thinking its not cute" i said firmly as krys just pouted

 

"Arasooo" krys finally gave up

 

"Let me put him down first" i said walk to the sit at the minibar. Then sat the fluffy toy in it

 

"You rest here for a while young master okay? Umma will just play a little more " I said playfully as i heard krys giggling

 

"He wont answer you sica" krys said while still giggling

 

"I dont care" i said sarcastically

 

"Lets rest for a while too sica. Lets sit at the couch" krys complained and sat to the couch just beside the billiard. I just obediently followed her and sat beside her, she must be really tired. She was accompanying me the whole day, shes doing every little things for me. Carrying my shop bags and including opening the car door for me. How gentlewoman she is. I feel sorry all of the sudden, she must be really tired

 

"Sica?" She called out softly

 

"Yes?" I said as i look at her

 

" do you somehow like music too?" She ask as i quickly nodded

 

"I do. You?" I ask back

 

"So much" she said shortly as she smiled. She then suddenly stood up and pull out his phone from her pocket then attached it in the duck on the top of the desk beside the couch. And then a music played. A thousand Years. I just look at her curiously

 

"So.. can i have this dance?" She said as she extent her hands like a prince.

 

"I thought you wanna rest?" I said as i look at her worriedly

 

"Well..I happen to change mind. So can we?" She said jokingly as i chuckled. I gave her my hand and she pulled me up softly. I placed my hands on the back of her neck as she laid her hands on my waist.

 

"Looks like miss jung is good at dancing huh?" She said teasingly as we sway to the melody. I just manage to hit her arm lightly

 

Here we go again, so close with each other. Like earlier its paralyzing, thank god i can still manage to move. It was pretty quiet and only the soothing music can be heard, none of us dared to talk. I never thought doing this can be so relaxing. I comfortably held her tighter and unconsciously laid my head to rest on her chest. It was so warm, i can also feel her soft heart beat within my ears.

 

Little by little, i felt her losing grip on my waist and then i felt wet somewhere in my shoulder. I was so clueless. Is that tears? -I ask myself- i got shock when she suddenly lost her balance and kneeled down. I was about to catch her but it was too late. She was kneeling in front of me. Her hands on the floor, her head was also facing the floor. Then i heard the proof, she was really crying as i heard her sub silently. Im starting to panic but i was just staring at her. I dont know what to do. I dont know what happen to her. Just minutes ago she was okay and here she is crying in front of me. Im so sure i didn't do anything bad that will make her cry like this....



 

"Sunny..." She said between her subs. I cant descrive a word of how it sounds, but seems full of heart ache. Between those bright smiles you gave me everyday, i never thought you feel this inside you krys.Your such a good pretender .... i just wish i can do something to help
 

Your POV

 

I dont know why, but i feel so comfortable with jessica. Behind those icy look she had everyday, the warm sica was hiding just inside her. She rarely smile, so when she did, its like an angel went down from heaven. No joke! thats why I kept on teasing and joking her because of that -lol-

As we sway in the melody of the song. I can feel her steady breath, as she moves closer and hold me tighter at the back of my neck. I just smiled and let her be. Suddenly, i was interrupted and stunned when she laid her head on my chest. Not because im uncomfortable but b... Because i remember someone who happen to this to me so often.... Beforeee....
 

Flashbacks

It was a silent night and two girls are lying on the bed cuddling each other sweetly, enjoying their own world.

 

"Sun..?" The tall girl called out as she brushes the soft hair of the small girl with so much love and care

 

"De?" The small girl replied as she look up and face the taller girl

 

"I was just wondering... Why do you always like laying your ears on my chest? Even when you just hug me, you place there" krys ask softly and silently, still brushing the small girl's hair sweetly

 

"Ohh...Here?" The small girl ask softly as she cuddle the tall girl more tighter. The tall girl just nodded

 

"Its because i can hear your heartbeat from here. Its like a lullaby and i feel very secured and comfortable" the small girl replied softly and honestly

 

"A heart that calls out only your name. No wonder you like it" the tall girl murmured silently and sadly. The small girl just look to her up with a question look

 

"Did you say something?" The small girl ask. But in reality she really heard it, its impossible not to since they were so close, she was just pretending she didn't. It made her feel hurt as she can feel the sadness on the tall girl as she spoke

 

"I said... do you happen to hear your name in my heart beat?" The tall girl said as she reconstructs her sentence in a not so obvious manner

 

"Yes i do hear it. A lot" the small girl said as she smiled brightly.

 

"Well, your a good listener then" the tall girl said as she chuckle. The small girl just giggled softly

 

"Thats why this is my place. YOU miss krys choi roberts! Dont you dare anyone be here, this is my spot okay?" The small girl warned cutely as she pouts.

 

"Araso araso, my chest is all yours little princess" the tall girl replied sweetly as the small girl who was cuddling her just giggled. She cant help but to feel overwhelm every time the tall girl called her princess. She rarely heard it, its just when no one is around and just the two of them.

End of flash backs
 

As i remember those moment im still with her, my eyes started forming tears. As it forms, it automatically went down to poor cheeks. I lost my grip to where i was holding. I was feeling so weak and dead. After all this years, everything that made me think of you still makes me feel so weak and destroyed. Next thing i knew is that i fell on the ground with my knees. I didnt mind the impact of falling, as my heart feels worst, damn worst. It still aches so much. everyday i was trying to heal it and move on. But it seems to make it worst. Because every time i tried to forget you, the more i think and miss you.

Where are you? Do still think about me? Or you did forget about me already? Are doing fine? Do you found someone else? thus that persong takes care of you? thus that person love you as much as i do? All of this questions are running through my mind as i cried.





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