Denial

A Wistful Farewell

A Wistful Farewell: Chapter 1

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BoA has always been the straight-forward type of person. She hated beating around the bush and she absolutely hated it when people weren’t upfront with her. Due to her personality, none of her previous relationships managed to last for more than a month. However, there was one relationship which lasted for over two years, but that ended up in shambles as well. She often wondered whether she was destined to be alone forever.  Her friends have tried to play matchmaker as well but their efforts proved to be futile as BoA kindly rejected all of the potential candidates.

But everything changed when she met Oh Sehun.

In all her years of dating, she has never dated a younger man. Call it being old-fashioned but she believed that in a relationship the man should be older. Dating a guy that’s younger would feel like dating a younger brother. No? Of course this was not correct.

She’s 26 and he’s 20. Barely legal. Was she robbing the cradle? Her friends insisted that he’s an adult and is old enough for her. BoA wanted to listen to their advice but she felt insecure with herself. Sehun was not only extremely kind, he was also good-looking and came from a well-off family. These qualities and assets he possessed would allow him to date whichever girl he wanted. But why did he want her? Her, of all people? She was convinced it was a joke. A cruel joke.  But deep down she knew it really wasn’t a joke.

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“So!” Seohyun’s voice interrupts her train of thought and she notices that Seohyun has barged into her room without knocking, “How’s Sehun nowadays? Still sending you roses--” A smirk was sent her way and BoA immediately glares at her younger sister.

BoA quickly interjects before Seohyun can fish out information, “You have his number. Go text him and ask him how he is yourself. Oh, and next time knock first before you enter.”

Seohyun puffs her cheeks in a child-like manner and her eyes brighten, “But we all know the one he’s interested in is not me, but you.” She was right, but BoA would rather die than admit to it.

Choosing to feign ignorance, BoA just smiles at her sister, “What are you talking about? I have no idea.”

“Ah, the sweet smell of denial.” Seohyun sniffs the air dramatically, which causes BoA to send a pillow into her direction.

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“BoA noona!” Sehun runs up to her and he’s breathing heavily, “Didn’t you hear me calling you from over there?” A quick point to the block down the street causes BoA to realize that Sehun ran quite the distance to catch up to her. His eyesight must be perfect!

“No I’m sorry, I really didn’t,” BoA smiles sheepishly at the young man before her, suddenly feeling shy under his intense gaze, “Was there something you needed?”

He nods and notices that BoA’s having trouble maintaining eye-contact with him, “Would you like to grab dinner later? I heard you got a promotion at work.”

“Ah, how did you know?” BoA didn’t know why she even bothered to ask, it was obvious that Seohyun told him.

“Your sister.” Bingo.

An awkward silence fills the air and BoA just wants to crawl into a hole. She’s aware that Sehun likes her, heck, he makes it clear to her every day! But she honestly wasn’t confident enough. Sehun’s perfect but she really didn’t want to ruin their friendship by dating him and then having them breaking up because of her faults.

Sehun has calmed down from the mini-run but for some reason, his heart is still beating fast. But then again, it has always been like this around BoA. From the first time he met her, he immediately felt an attraction to her. Forget the age difference and what society thought. All he knew was that BoA was the one. The problem was BoA. Despite her subtle hints telling him she didn’t feel the same way, he knew she did. Call it his gut feeling but he knew she felt something for him.  But she’s in denial.

“So is that a yes to dinner?” He looked hopeful.

BoA gulped, suddenly dry. A warning went off in her head. Should she accept? But she really didn’t want to lead him on. But then again, she didn’t have the heart to reject his offer.

Noticing the conflicting look on her face, Sehun places his hands on her shoulders, “I’ll pick you up around 7. And no, you don’t have a say in this.”

Speechless. He always manages to leave her speechless.

And it’s not necessarily a bad thing.


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Author’s Note:

WOW. I knew that starting a chaptered-fic was hard, but I didn’t know it’d be this difficult. I was racking my brain ‘cause I really didn’t know how to start chapter one. Sorry that it’s off to a sloppy start. I promise it’ll get better.

Onew and some other characters will appear in the next chapter. Yunho will make his grand appearance as well. Although he’s briiiiiefly mentioned already (ahem).

Anyway, I hope it wasn’t too bad.  

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impeccableduizhang
#1
Chapter 2: i just reread this and i have a feeling you'll update soon ;)

also, another human being have been enlightened and seen the perfection that is the hunboa ship. the comment before this made me sooo happy.
D-Hime #2
Chapter 2: Omg! Nooooooo! Why? Why must you stop at the most interesting part!? Nuuuuuh! You can't do this to us! I need to see Sehun get jealous! Or maybe go protective of BoA! My SehunBoA! My babiesss!!! Hehehehe. :3

When will you be back? I hope soon. We really need to see the next chapter. Your fans needs you, authornim! Hehe. ^_^V i love all the characters you put so far! Aww. So cute all of them! Seohyun is such an adorable lil sis. What a teaser. Hehe.

Sehun deserves the Queen! Sehun-ah, fight for your love! Don't let her get away! Hahahahaha. I'm a really huge crackshipper of SehunBoA. I dunno. The chemistry is REAL. Sadly, only a miracle can bring them together in real life. T^T anyway, i hope they end up together even if just in this fic. Thank you for sharing this wonderful piece of gold! :) fighting! ^_^
corinneniix
#3
Judging from the characters there'll be seokyu and minhee too right!!!!! I love both of those ships ahhhh
corinneniix
#4
Chapter 2: Yunho's appearance!!!!!!! Dramatic appearance!!!!!!! Hahaha ahh I love seohyun here. So different from out usual but still very cute ^^ pls come back to aff??? And update this???
eyes2blues
#5
Chapter 2: OH MY GAAAWWWDDD TEEEEE!!!!! YOU ARE BACCCKKKK!!!! OMG OMG OMG!!!!!! I MISSED YOU SO SOOOOO MUUUCCCHHH! I DON'T EVEN GO TO AFF ANYMORE COZ YOU'RE NOT AROUNDDD BUT THIS!!! THIS COMEBACK THOOO!!!! OMGOMGOMG!!!!!

But the freakin' ending tho!!! Such a cliff hanger! Why would you do this to meeeehhh!!! But I love it! I LOVE IT!!!!! I love the struggle she's going through with Sehun and Yunho and OMG!!! Dying here right now! Somebody hold me!!!!!

HAHA!!!

Surpried with Seohyun's characterization here but it's nice to see her like this. So refreshing. And this is so cool that you didn't have to drag the story :3 Just the right narration and suspense in the end. Gawd!!!! I know this is prolly asking too much but I hope you can update soon! Hihi!!!

But the fact that you didn't forget about this story is good enough.

Really missed you!
rubytinny #6
Chapter 2: This fanfic is sooooo cool
Look forward to the next chap
VEESWAG
#7
Chapter 2: OMGGGGGGG WHYYYYYYY MY SEBOA FEELS ANDTHEN YUNHO SHOWS UP OMOMOMOMOMO
impeccableduizhang
#8
Chapter 2: (another continuation.) OTL


Sehun reminded her of him.
“At least tell me he’s better than Yunho!” It was almost like he was begging her.

It sounded like Yunho did something to hurt her feelings tremendously and she is not yet over her. She thinks about him still, and she even sees qualities of Yunho at Sehun. Yunho was/is a big part of her life and he threw that away and… What did you do?? How dare he break BoA’s heart! Shheesshh!

….the familiar soft smile, the sharp features on his face, and the tall muscular build….

/ehem
muscular? Lol. Was that a jab at Sehun’s skinny body?



/SCREAMS AGAIN

I can’t wait for the next update because this was a cliffhanger! How would BoA react with Yunho around and how would Sehun continue the date? Why must you do this to my poor kokoro Sunbae!
I’ll wait for you to elaborate on “Yunho-BoA: What really happened”. I hope he didn’t cheat because that just… ugh!
I’m so glad you updated this. I hope you aren’t too busy anymore!
I am excited for the other characters too! Many weren’t still mentioned so, I am looking forward to all the love stories to unfold.
I am more excited than ever!!

PS. I’m sorry for spamming you with a comment that is annoyingly messy (and long.) But I love you! (you already know that!)

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impeccableduizhang
#9
Chapter 2: continuation (because I exceeded. OTL)

Seohyun is the best dongsaeng here. LOL. I don’t know why but I love siblings who bicker-at-each-other-but-not-really-and-they-really-love-each-other-very-much.


So maybe Seohyun wasn’t being dramatic because she was currently standing in front of Sehun and he did have a stupid grin on his face. Well, not stupid but moreso adorable. Sehun looked at her as if she was the most beautiful woman in the world….
“Y-you look beautiful.”

/cries
You perfectly described Sehun every time he dances Only One with BoA. Aww. The ‘adorable/stupid’ grin he has and the way he looks at BoA like she is the most precious thing he laid his eyes upon. Like, those few seconds of holding her face means the world to him.

And there is Seohyun being a bratty one. “Wow, you’re already dying seeing her in this simple dress, imagine her in a wedding dress!” LOL. Can I just hug Seohyun for saying that?!?!


“Who did you come here with before? Girlfriend?”
“Why? Jealous?”

Hopeful Sehun is hopeful. I like Sehun tried really hard to impress her. Dressed in a dressed shirt and went to the best restaurant! Way to go Sehun!
impeccableduizhang
#10
Chapter 2: /SCREAMS

/SPEWS RAINBOWS AND SPARKLES

Sunbae, why wasn’t there even a warning before hand, hey I might upload chapter? I basically had a heart attack and squealed in so much delight!!! But boy, it’s one of the best things to wake up to! LOL.


Not necessarily like the dead type of doomed, but more like the ‘falling in love’ type of doomed.
“So, there’s this guy… And I may or may not be interested in him.”

Please please please BoA don’t be scared to fall in love with Sehunnie here in the fic! (also irl, if possible!) LOL. Sehun will take care of you! (I promise upon the Sehun’s rainbow hair.)


...but he would always stumble upon his words and just give up.

LOL. I bet is like that everytime BoA is around.


I like Onew as the best friend, so caring and protective of her. Since she doesn’t have a brother to that for her. And Changmin being a Voldimin and suspecting things between Onew and BoA’s platonic relationship. Who said boys and girls couldn’t simply be friends? Oh… that’s right. Shim Changmin. Just you Min, just you!!