FINALLY BACK/UPDATE/RANT~
Confessions of a KPOP Fan ~
I'am finally back! ( no duh..) I have had such a hectic start of the year this past month..
I'm currently in high school, so I had some major Final Exams to do well in and some last assignments to hand in. I honestly had no social life, cuz I would study my off in school-catch up with school works and assignments- Go home, eat a snack, and study til I went to bed.. and then repeat. for the past month..(such a great way to start 2014..) what a drag. School is highly burdensome.
I was a severly- serious- little - this month.. cuz I have too much self discipline, so even if I don't want to study I force myself to sit down and study for hours.. - what's wrong with me?!- If I don't take time to study or at least review, it comes and bites me in the later on and I feel slightly guilty.. It was such a distressing moment in time~ quite poignant really..
For many, their moms constantly nag and pester them to start studying, while in my case... it was the polar opposite.
My family members were rather upset with me cuz all I would do was study. I would become soo immersed in studying that I wouldn't even go down to eat anymore.. I was so obssed with studying that my mom started pestering me not to study anymore. Yes my mother got flustered with me putting all my time into studying. My friends got in on it too... *sigh* I feel lots of pressure to do well in school-im on honour roll- and plus I want to get into a good University. A double whammy is that i have strict Asian parents-whoo. Sooo I feel like i have to over work myself so that I can be successful too. It also doesn't help that I'am a perfectionist. ____
Deep down, this is not what I want. I don't want to invest all my time studying, and over working myself but it's what im practicing... I don't want to miss out, I hate studying and doing school work.. UHH excessively detest school.
Anywaaayz I just got back from a winter skiing trip with some classmates and friends of course- it was for school- it was quite relaxing and breath taking if I do say so myself.
-Everybody (every every everybody!) Almost lost their toes cuz it was insanely nippy and frosty.
-We had an adventure hiking up the snowy mountain, and ice sheets ( my guy bestie fell a total of 200 times )
- saw a frozen water fall- Astounding- Natures best.
-went skiing properly for the first time ( I first went when I was like 4 which was millions of years ago..) I don't know what got over my friend and I, but we decided to go down this hill, even though we didn't know how to effciently stop yet.. both ended up flipping and falling half way down the hill >__< good times-
-I almost completely fell off a cliff and died but luckily my guy friend caught me before I would tumble down all the way into a icy, bone-chilling lake- yea fun >-<
-ate a lot. ( Understatement)
-now my body is sore from all the outdoor physical activity
Taking in requests again, but they won't be uploaded soon cuz my energy levels are drained and non stop studying for exams fried my brain..
How have you guise been doing by the way?
oHH OHH I started watching 'The Heirs'- Kim woo bin and lee min ho<3
INFINITE Thanks to You! Yes you!<3
This has been AZN_KPOPLUVER3
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