'mom? hey it's me, are you feeling better? The doctor already gaves me the bill. It's really expensive, 200.000 $. But don't worry, i will pay it. I will finish school and work harder, i promise. I have to go now, i write an math exam, tomorrow. Love you mom, wake up, soon' i kiss her forehead and slowly got up.

I took a last glance at her and then i left the hospital. My tear was rolling down my cheek. The rain started to fell down, also. Today was deffinitly one of my bad moment in Life.

Flashback

'your mom is in a really bad situation. We can only get her an Operation, if you can pay 200.000 won. I'm sorry' the doctor's word replayed in my head.

I just nooded and left, sadly.

I walked the little street down. Then i arrived at a small, white building. I took my key out and went in.

'home again' i sighed and took my shoes and jacket off. Then i went to the kitchen and cooked kimchi. Well, i haven't got another food, so i have to eat onlly kimchi. Then i put in on the table and ate it while i'm studying.

After that i changed my clothes and went to bed to fell in dreamland. 

'At least, my life is better in dreamland as in reality...' i mumbled before i switched the light off.

short summary:

My mom is in the hospital. My dad left us. I have to work and study hard. We are poor, but i don't care. As long as my smile doesn't faded i'm satisfied. One day an woman enter in the cafe shop i work. She is always there and she's really nice. She always give me tips. Then one day she met me at the street. She invited me at her house. Well, better a villa! She is very rich. She is married and has one son. And now it comes. She beg me to marry him! She wanted me to teach him what love is, since he doesn't know it. But why me? Because she trust me, even she doesn't know me well? I don't know. But the she told me she would pay me 500.000$ if i get success. Bad that i need that money for my mom. So no other choice left. I said yes. And i regret it. Living with him is hell! But i need to stay strong for my mom.

So, annyeong! I'm Beak Eunji *bow*

I'm 16 years old and live currently alone.

My mom is in coma, because, of an 'acidentally' car accident.

And my dad left us and remarry an old, but rich woman. 

So my life is really nice, isn't it? *sigh*

I have three jobs (actually four, but the last one will be find out soon) and i have to go to school at the same time.

First job: Waiter in an cute cafe

Second job: Deliever some cakes

Third job: working in an flower shop

So, my diary is always full. I really havent much free time. Only sunday, but sundays i visit my mom.

And this is me

Even in such a bad situation, I'm always smiling. My mom told me once, even in an bad situation, i should smile. Because smile can hide so much pain. And smile is the best medicine against sadness or lonelyness. So i smile, matter what is it.

I don't have any sibilings, sadly. 

I live in an small flat. I only can pay it, with my three jobs. Without them i would be homeless today.

I'm cheerful, bubbly, lovely,stubborn, and always happy.

I can cook well and play guitare, but now i don't have time for it.

I'm bad at math, very bad. But i always try my best. 

My best friend is Choi Jaengmi.

She's 16 and very nice. I met her at school.

She has also no sibilings. Her parents own an small supermarket, where i often go shopping. 

Jaengmi is atually pretty, but she always have to put her fake glasses.

She said because she doesn't want to get notice. Weird girl.

Her parents treat me like i'm theire own daughter and i treat them as my second parents. They really nice.

Eunji is temepremntally, if something don't suits her, she would use power. Yeah i know, she doesn't look like a typ of that. But she's a real fighter!

She's also always cheerful and funny. She is very smart, the smartest of our school!

I love her so much.

And the last person.

Oh Sehun

A very arrogant, cold heartend guy.

He is very rich an only child and pretty bossy.

He is very handsome and go to the s.m school. My dream school!

He is 17. He sings and dances. His group is call exo. 

He hates if someone wakes him up early. He really do.

May he looks or is hard and cold outside but inside he's only a frightend child who is lost.

And now it comes,

HE IS MY HUSBAND!

So please enjoy reading and sorry for my english and please, PLEASE! Comment and subscribe! I love ya *kiss blow*