Eunji POV

Exhausted i woke up and noticed that everything wasn't a dream. I really live by junhong, leaving sehun, alone. A small guilty cames up me. I'm so confused!

Junhong was still asleep, so i decided to made breakfast.

As i finished i woke him up. My eyes dropped out as i saw his upper body. He was really pale and he had a slight six pack.

I remembered how sehun was always at home. How i missed him~I wish i could only go back to him, but i can't. It would only brinngs nothing, expect hurt.

The whole time i had to restrained the feelings for sehun. And it was damn hard!

Finally junhong cames out. He took seat acrossed me and started to ate. Junhong told me that he will be away for awhile. Silently i nooded.

Then he left, but before he did, he kissed my cheeck. I was really shocked! My cheeks reddened slighlty and i forced a weak smile. The feelings weren't the same as when sehun did. Sehun kissed me once in tokio, i remembered.

Sooo...junhong is away, what should i do? I didn't hear anything from jaengmi, the past days. Should i call her?

I decided to call her after a long thought.

'yeobseyo?' her voice asked

'jaengmi?' i asked

'oh, eunji! Nae?' she smiled

'can you come over here, please?' i pleaded

'umm, sure...what's wrong?' she sounded worried

'i will tell you later' i said

'arrasso, where are you?' she asked

'let's met at seoul cafe' i said

'nae' she hung up and i dressed up.

At 11am i left the house. I took the bus and arrived ten minutes later.

'over here~' jaengmi waved at me.

'ahh, hey' i greeted her and took a seat

'hey too' she smiled

'soo, what's wrong? Did you and sehun fight?' she asked worried

'well....' it wasn't just a fight. It was war.

'aww, boo, don't worry. Every couple are fighting' she cheered

'wea? Did you guys fight?' i raised an eye brown

'no...but sometimes, we will surely' she puffed her cheeks

'hmm' i nooded

'what's the reason?' she questioned. 

'i,.....i-i l-e-eft h-h-im' i stuttered after a long silence

'BWHO?!' She reacted shocked. The attention were at us, but soon fadeded.

I told her everything and didn't even notice my tears. That whole thing made me so broken.... I also told that with junhong.

'don't cry, eunji-ssshi' she my back while hugging me

'it's so confuseing' i muttered

'nothing is easy in the world' she explained

'what would you do, if you are me?' i whispered in her chest

She thought about it hardly and then got a decision.

'i would......i would go back to sehun. Like you told me, he seems to be really broken like you. Two days passed, who knows if he was still alive...' she muttered

'and junhong?' i looked at her

'he will understand' she smiled

I nooded and wipped my tears away. ~sniff~sniff~

'okay, i will visit him, tomorrow' i said after awhile

'really? Should i come with?' she asked

I shook my head and smiled

'i can do it alone, but thanks for everything' i hugged her again

'everything for you' she smiled

It felt really great, after telling someone theire problems. It was already 3pm. Since it was late, i decided to go back.

On my way, junhong called me. I picked up and we talked, laughed and yeah. He really mades me happy. But no one can't just beat sehun. He made me feel a way, no one can ever do.

Junhong was also outside. He would come home soon. I told him that i was outside, but on my way home. He wanted to picked me up, but i already arrived.

Should i tell him that i will visit sehun tomorrow?

I asked myself as i sat on the couch. After awhile i decided against it. Junhong wouldn't let me go. So i have to do it secretly. I'm sorry for lying to you, junhong-ah~

As he arrives at home, we ate dinner togheter. We didn't really talk much, since we tired. So we slept. I'm on the couch and he in his bed.

'good night, eun' he smiled

'night' i smiled back and felt asleep with sehun in my minds.