I'm actually pissed as .... hell. My old story if anyone can remember it somehow got deleted or probably just ran away because I didn't pay attention since april 2013.

Yeah it's been an eternity but HEY IM IS BACK. sorry i can't english.

So yeah I kind of got inspired by the song 'Painkillers' by Speed, T-ara and the other artists AND the MV! I'm addicted to the song replay mode since 48 hours.help.

Anywayaaayaysas, this is my first attempt in writing somehting sad, angsty-like. I will obviously . So if you don't end up crying I

1. Made up an happy ending yaays \o/

2. I obviously and disappeared in the earth.

This story will take a bit time so it's obviously not a one, two or three shot.

I can't promise to update everyday cos i'm a sleeping beauty monster, I'm always sleepy and tired. 24/7. uh oh.

This story will star EXO's Chen as main cos he needs attention in the AFF world ma bby and some other idols...which I don't know yet. They just appear. A wild idol appeared watch out

About my english...I'm actually pretty good in english. Level A-student I'm NOT a native speaker. So ofc I will make mistakes in grammar and since I'm a pretty fast typer...i make typos...a lot typos OTL

I will fix these a day after or if I have good mood right away!

About the YOU character: I prefere to have a face and name for my YOU characters hehe BUT IT'S STILL SOMEHOW YOU YOU YOU O K? just i don't really like writing with ____ or (insert name).