As soon as I got home I head towards my bedroom but somehow I feel sick and tired all of sudden I guess the rain did made me a bit sick… but I was too tired to shower so I just changed my clothes and head onto bed. Hopefully I can sleep it off ><

Ughh! Nope wrong choice… My throat’s burning and my head is so heavy I feel like it’s going to fall right off…. I tried getting up but no luck.. my whole body aches… I turned my head slightly and saw the time… midnight 2 o’clock.. great! I didn’t even prepare dinner for junhyungie but I guess he’s skipping them again why bother… Why am I even thinking about making him dinner when I’m so sick? Where is he anyway always coming back so late.. bet he’s goofing around with some random girls.. I can feel sudden anger boiling up inside me for no reason and suddenly I felt so alone… like when I was a kid and my father just passed away and my mom was always out working late… It was always like that and I had to face my sickness on my own with no one beside me… why do I have to be sick now! Out of all times! When doojoonie’s gone and there’s no one here to support me… It was better when junhyungie was still friendly with me.. I remembered once I also had a high fever and he panicked so much he carried me to the hospital because he was afraid that I’m going to have car sick if we went on taxi and the way to hospital was not near either… I can feel my eyes tear up… No crying seobbie, you’ve always endure this! No reason why you can’t now… As I feel the tear starting to slid across my cheek I heard someone toptoeing into my room, touching my forehead to check out my temperature.. is it my mom?? Is she back??

“Omg! Seob! You’re burning” I heard a low husky voice but it was too dark I couldn’t see who it was

He left the room pretty soon and once again I was left in a room filled with silence… Of course my mom didn’t return… what am I thinking about… she’s off in another country having a nice time with my step dad… although I’m happy for her but now I just want someone to be here with me….

The door creaked opened again after quite awhile I can hear plastic bag rustling and someone panting and muttering something along the line “Damn.. Thank god the pharmacy’s still open..”

“Here seob you need to eat some medicine” I can feel him supporting me and putting a medicine in my mouth and passing me water for me to swallow the medicine

“mmm…” while slightly pushing the water away after getting enough of it

He then gently place the cup at the side and laid me down onto my bed and put a wet towel on the top of my head to try cooling the fever down, I can hear him leaving and I tried making a sound to protest

“don’t…”

“Seob? What do you want?” I can hear him asking me gently trying to soften his voice as much as he could… is it junhyungie?? This is the same voice he had when he was carrying me to the hospital!

I can feel my eyes once again teared up but this time I was really crying when I clearly see the man that was taking care of me was junhyungie

“Seob are you in pain? Do you want to go to the hospital” I heard him say, panicking, while wiping the tear off my cheek

“Please stay…. Junhyungiee… I missed you so much” I said while trying my best to grab hold of his shirt

“Seob I’m not going to leave you ok? So please rest and go to sleep hmm?” he said while gently brushing the hair that has fallen onto my face when I tried pulling his shirt

“I’ll be right here…” was the last word I heard when I slowly drift off to dreamland, his voice was so soothing and I feel like he tried saying something else but I just don’t seem to capture it because I was too tired

Tadaa~ for junseob lovers as i promised :DD but it's really sooo short >< I will definitely make it longer next time~