Well I am Yoseob first of all; I personally think that I’m bubbly and fun to be with. Well for most of the people I am… I have a step brother, my mom remarried and my step dad had a son! Same age, but a bit older, I always remembered our first encounter. He was cool but had a warm smile. I was shy back then and hid behind my mother, I didn’t extend my hand for the hand shake he offered but he just patiently waited with the warm, sincere smile. I stared back and didn’t know what to do, I guess he saw the panicked in my eyes (I was also a bit antisocial because I was always bullied by others when I was young due to my small build) so I didn’t get what I’m supposed to do. After a million years, well that’s how long I thought the time have passed, he withdraw his hand and patted gently on my head instead, and in his soft affectionate voice, he said

“Hello Yoseob, I’m Junhyung, Yong Junhyung”

And from then on, he was always there by my side when I needed help, mostly rescuing me from bullies and he became my protector!

Well that’s my nice and sweet memories of junhyung, the brother that’ll once smiled at me… Now we don’t even have any proper conversation anymore, he just ate whatever I cooked and leaves the room. The only thing between us is suffocating silences… It’s hard for me, sitting in a room full of silence with only the sound of plates touching one another, and I guess it’s hard for him too. There’s normally only us two in the house because our parents travel a lot, they’re like newlyweds, always going on their nth time honeymoon, I’m happy though~ seeing my mom having a happy life after my father passed away. But back to Junhyungie, I don’t know what happened, but he start distancing himself from me, stop giving me those nice and warm smiles, we start talking less and less, hang out less and less… and it’s awful, I wanted our happy relationship back… Now I can’t even enter his room without knocking and sometimes I don’t even GET the permission to go in… ARRGHHH enough with the negative thoughts of junhyungie!!

And for the so said devil, he’s back… Its 12:00 now as in midnight 12, he starts going out later and later and sometimes he doesn’t even tell me if he’s eating or not.. and I’m just waiting here like a… STUPID MONKEY…. Ughh! Anyway I can hear his effort of trying to open and close the door as quiet as he possibly can but the stupid door is just way too old, always making huge clashes whenever someone tries to open it and of course, it woke me up… well considering that I wasn’t even sleeping yet, I guess he didn’t. Well at least I know that he still kind of cares for me? Anyway greeting is always needed! You never know, junhyungie might always return to how he always was and start greeting me back :DD

“Junhyungiee you’re backk~” I said, trying to sound energetic because I’m an early sleeper and sleeping so late is just too much for me… and of course I didn’t comment on the perfume and cigarette smell on him which I can smell from quite a distance…

“You didn’t have to wait and I’m not eating tonight” he said in his low, husky voice and

*SLAM*

The door was shut and I’m facing a room full of disgusting smell that he left behind and a table of cold food that probably will be microwaved for my lunch tomorrow~ and his of course. Well I always have to stay positive don’t I? But still… he should at least texted.. Saying that he’s coming back late and not eating.. No use saying it so late… UGHHH and that cold cold tone in his voice! Why can’t he say it in a brighther tone? Like “Aww seobie sorry buy I’m not eating tonight” or something!? Well that’ll be disgusting to hear anyways :p as I pictured junhyungie’s failed aegyo I giggled to myself for awhile (not that he ever did it.. maybe when we still had that nice happy brother relationship). Ahh~ that was fun to imagine :p Well that’s that, he’s not going to come down and eat after that stupid stupid cold behaviour is he… better start packing these away and sleep :(( awww sux! My beauty sleep was ruined by him!!

And thats that for this chapter~ hope you guys likes it >< please enjoy~~<33