I was driving to my girlfriend's house to have an advance celebration for her birthday. We were both busy and today is the only day we were able to meet up. Today is also the day that Jiyong Hyung is having a party to celebrate his success of his new album. Of course I do feel bad for not attending, but he has been always so understanding of me. I know he's upset when I told him I couldn't make it, our conversation still lingers at the back of my mind.

*Flashback*

'Seungri-ah, you must come, okay?! It's been so long since all of us hanged out and what's more it's to celebrate your hyung's album!' Jiyong excitedly invites me to his party, smiling happily at the thought.

'Hyung... I'm sorry I couldn't make it. I am celebrating my girlfriend's birthday in advance...' I said guiltily to him.

'There's no way you can make it? We haven't been together for a long time. I really miss you...' he asked, hopeful. I could see that he really wanted me to say I will try to adjust my plan and make it, that I could go to his celebration.

'I'm sorry... I can't. You know how busy both of us are. I'll celebrate with you next time okay? The two of us.' I tried to cheer him up.

'Ah... never mind, it's okay then. You enjoy with your girlfriend.' and he smiles at me, a sad smile, and walked off.

*End flashback*

What do I know when I said all those? While I was driving I met in a terrible accident when the driver of another car lost control and crash onto mine. I died almost instantly.

People says that when a person is dying, memories that are important to them flash before their eyes, regrets occurs to them almost immediately at that moment. When I was dying, I did not think about my girlfriend or regret the fact that I did not get the chance to meet her for the last time. Jiyong hyung's face is the first to flash before me, and then my other members. At that instant, I regretted not going to Jiyong hyung's party because I really wanted to see him, at least for the last time. Memories of how Jiyong hyung has supported me, consoled me when I was down and has been always by my side came to me. And that's when it occured to me, that's when I knew, my life has been such a joke. I have always loved the person who is by my side the whole time, and he loves me back too. But it's all too late.

'Please God...' I begged, 'Please give me a chance to make things right'