CHAPTER SIX

It was the day.

Yonghwa oppa’s performance and hanging out with Hyo eonni.

I had sighed for nth time. Maybe it couldn’t be counted anymore.

It was a day off. I didn’t go to college. I was at my bedroom.

Thinking.

Sighing.

Thinking.

Sighing.

I really wanted to come to oppa performance. God knew how much I wanted this.

But..

Hyo eonni asked to hang out with her. Not just with her. With my beloved friends.

Eottokae?? >___<

Suddenly, my phone rang.

Yonghwa oppa called me. I answer him immediately.

“Hyun-ah~” he greeted me happily.

“Ne, oppa,” I answered his greeting as I sighed.

“Whats wrong, Hyun-ah?” he asked me. I could feel his worried.

I really wanted to tell him, but it would make me feel worse. “Aniyo, I just finishing home chores, oppa. What are you doing?” I tried to make my voice sounded better.

“Hm? Really? I can feel your anxiousness, Hyun. Are you really okay?” he asked me again.

I nodded like he just in front of me, “Hu-um, don’t worry. Thank you,” I was glad that oppa was really caring and considerate to me.

“I’m just practicing with my fellow bandmates. What are you doing there? Have you had breakfast? It’s already at ten, by the way,”

“I was laying at my bed. Yes oppa I have. How about you? Don’t skip your meal,”

He laughed, “Hmm, thank you. You always take care of me,” he said sweetly. Although I just heard him, I blushed.

I heard someone called him.

“Hyun-ah, I’m so sorry Jonghyun called me, I have to go, okay? See you, I’ll pick you up, at 6, don’t forget, ne?”

Smile at my face faded immediately after he reminded me, “Hu-um, see you soon oppa, have a nice day,”

Then I hung up.

I should make a decision soon.

I couldn’t make him disappointed.

But, my eonni?? T________T

What should I do? >,<

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It was 5 o’clock.

And I didn’t have any decision yet.

I kept looking at my bedroom clock.

Yonghwa oppa was someone that I really respected and I was always happy with him around me. He made me happy with his cheerful and mischievous character. He took care of me and protected me. He was really kind to me.

I admitted that he made me feel something that I never felt before.

I felt happy and comfortable with him.

I didn’t get along easily with boys actually.

But he had changed me.

And the most surprising thing was my heart beated faster when he came closer with me.

What was it called?

Ah, molla.

I didn’t know.

Suddenly… my phone rang.

One new message from Hyo eonni.

‘Hyunnie, where are you? Go to Y mall, we will be waiting for you ^^’

I took a deap breath.

I texted to her.

‘I’m so sorry eonni. So~ sorry. I can’t go tonight. I’m so sorry~’

Sent.

I made a decision.

I would come to oppa performance tonight.

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So, here I was.

At a building where some indie bands performed.

Yonghwa oppa’s bandmate welcomed me happily. I was glad that I didn’t make them disappointed. I hope my arrival would make them happy and felt supported.

Yonghwa oppa was protective to me. He knew I never come to this kind of place. This place could be wild because of the fans and its music. But I calmed him that I felt comfortable and I would like to experience something new.

But, deep in my heart, I was really thankful for his attention.

“Just say to me if you feel uncomfortable, ne?” he reminded me when he was about to go to the stage.

I nodded, “Ne, don’t worry, oppa. I will watch you. So, do the best! Fighting~!”

He smiled and nodded.

His bandmates followed him and I cheered them up by saying ‘fighting!’

I stood in second row of the stage.

I could watch him clearly.

Then, he began to open their performance.

The crowded became so noisy when he spoke.

I giggled. I never knew that they had many fans like this.

“Hoa, Yonghwa oppa is getting more handsome now,” a girl in front of me whispered to her friend but I could hear her.

“Ne! he’s getting hotter too. Oh my god, Jonghyun and Minhyuk are handsome and cute!” her friends added.

I chuckled a bit. Hearing their whisper was really funny.

But I admitted that oppa band was awesome. Physically, they were tall, good-looking and had their own strong character. No wonder many girls liked them.

They started by performing I’m A Loner.

Their fans chanted and shouted crazily. I tried to follow them as well.

At this time, I could see other side of Yonghwa oppa.

He was charismatic and glowing.

He looked awesome when he sang.

He seemed enjoy performing music.

I couldn’t take my eyes of him.

When our eyes met, we smiled. I mouthed ‘fighting!’ and clapped for them.

The second song was Love Revolution.

The crowded went crazier. They sang along with oppa band.

Although I didn’t know much about their songs before, but when we became closer I listened to their song often. I liked this song.

They ended their performance by a new song. I didn’t know about this song either.

“This is our new song. I wrote it by myself.” Yonghwa oppa spoke.

“I made this for a girl that captured my heart. She makes my day. She is special.” He starred at me. We looked at each other for a while.

The crowded went silent.

Special?

He once said that I was special.

So, it was me? The girl that this song made for?

It couldn't be~

“The title is ‘Lovelight’” Yonghwa oppa smiled to me and started strum his guitar.

His bandmated started play as well. I could see Minhyuk winked at me.

Why did I think this song was for me??

Yonghwa oppa began to sing.

geuh del bo myun ul gool ee bbal geh jigo
geuh del bo myun ga seum ee doogeun doogeun
ah ee chuh lum soo joob geh mal hago
geuh del bo myun gwen siri oo seum ee na
babo chuh rum ja ggoo man geuh leh
ama neh geh sarang ee on gut gatah

[when i look at you my face gets red
when i see you my heart goes thump thump
i talk with shyness like a kid
when i look at you i just smile out of nowhere
like a fool I keep doing that
I think love came to me]

geuh deh neun neh ma eum sok eh president
neh ga seum eh byul soo noh ji
i’m genie for you girl
neh soom eul mut geh haji
geuh deh ga won ha neun gun da
nuh reul sarang ha ni gga
neh sarang eh ee yoo neun ub jan ah you know

[You’re the president of my heart
You’re my chests’ star embroider
I’m Genie for you girl
You make me stop breathing
whatever you want
because i love you
There’s no reason for my love you know]

geuh deh neun darling
bam ha neuk byul bit boda ah reum da wuh yo
neh mam sok gip peun got eh suh ban jjak guh li neun
naman eh sarang bit

[you’re a darling
you’re more beautiful than the stars above in the night sky
the shining thing deep inside my heart
my own love light]

geuh del reul sarang heyo darling
uhn jena neh gyut hae suh beet cheul neh joyo
meh il bam bara bogo
bara bwado ah reum dawuh yo
geuh den nah eh sarang beet

[i love you darling
give me light next to me whenever
every night i look at you
and you’re beautiful even when i look at you
you’re my love light]

geuh del leul bo myun goo reum eul na neun gi boon
yoo chi heh do ja ggoo man geuh leh ama neh geh sarang ee on gun ga bwah

[when i see you i feel like im up on the clouds
it may be immature but i keep doing this
i tihnk love came to me]

geuh deh neun darling
bam ha neuk byul bit boda ah reum da wuh yo
neh mam sok gip peun got eh suh ban jjak guh li neun
naman eh sarang bit

[you’re a darling
you’re more beautiful than the stars above in the night sky
the shining thing deep inside my heart
my very own love light]

geuh del reul saranghaeyo darling
uhn jena neh gyut hae suh beet cheul neh joyo
meh il bam bara bogo
bara bwado ah reum dawuh yo
geuh den nah eh sarang bit

[i love you darling
give me light next to me whenever
every night i look at you
and you’re beautiful even when i look at you
you’re my love light]

geuh deh neun lovely
juh ha neul het sal boda noon ee boo shuh yo
neh mam sok uh doon got gga ji bal geh bee choo neun
naman eh sarang bit

[you’re lovely
you’re mroe blinding than the sunlight up in that sky
you shine the dark places inside my heart
my own love light]

geuh del leul saranghaeyo lovely
doo noon eul gam ah bwado geuh deh bo yuh yo
ee luh geh bara bora go
bara bwado noon ee boo shuh yo
geuh den nah eh sarang bit.

[i love you lovely
even if i close my eyes i see you
looking at you like this
you’re still blinding even when i see you
you’re my love light]

My heart fluttered. This song was beautiful. The lyric was sweet. It made any girls fall in their knew when listening to it.

Yonghwa oppa finished their song and he looked at me straightly.

“Thank you for everything.” He smiled.

I blushed. No, I blushed crazily.

OMO~

Was I too confident? But why did he look like me like that? Why did he often starring at me when he sang?

The crowded went crazy again this time. They girls was busy screaming and calling their names. They finished their performance by bowing and thanking to their fans.

I clapped my hands happily, I hoped they could feel that I really enjoyed their performance. Yonghwa oppa waved his hands and he looked really charming.

They were the last performance. The crowded splited up.

As Yonghwa oppa instructed me to meet at the corner near backstage, I went there quickly and was waiting for her.

“Hi, pretty,” someone poked my cheek.

I tilted my hand, there was a tall guy starring at me intently. He was so close to my face. My eyes went wider. “What are you doing?” I hid my nervousness.

I was afraid.

“Why are you here alone, pretty girl?” he winked at me. I shivered.

“I’m not alone,” I answered him back with confident. I didn’t want he noticed that I was scared.

He went closer to me, he held my wrist tightly. “You are so beautiful, will you come with me?” he whispered to me.

“What are you doing? Let me go,” I almost shout at him.

Yonghwa oppa, I kept calling his name in my mind.

“Hm, wae? Why did you reject me, pretty?” that strange guy looked annoyed. He held my wrist tighter. It’s hurt.

“Let me go!” I shout at him and struggled trying to release his grip.

Then, someone pulled him and punched him in the speed of light.

It’s Yonghwa oppa.

“Don’t you dare touch her!” he shouted at him. “If you land a finger on it, I will kill you!”

I was surprised, I never saw him mad and shouted like that.

Although I just saw his back, I could feel his anger.

That strange guy stood, he smirked, “Hahaha, Yonghwa, why are you so protective to her, huh? I just played with her,”

“Don’t touch her, Dani,” Yonghwa oppa told her with cold tone.

Minhyuk came to me, “Are you okay, Seohyun?” he asked me.

I nodded, “Ne, I’m okay. Don’t worry,” I tried to smile.

Minhyuk sighed and smiled, “Fiuuuh, thanks God,”

I walked to Yonghwa oppa and held her arm, “Oppa,”

Actually I was scared because I didn’t want him being more mad.

That strange guy, Dani, as I heard oppa calling him, chuckled. “What is she to you? Your girlfriend?”

Yonghwa oppa hissed, “Yes, she is my girl.”

what oppa said surprised me.

“I’m serious, Dani. I’ll kill you if you touch her again,” he added.

Dani laughed, “Hmm, she’s so pretty, Yonghwa-ah. Really my type.” He winked at me.

Yonghwa oppa was going to punch him again, but Jungshin held him strong.

“Hyung, enough. This is what he wants. Stop now!”

Yonghwa oppa glared at him. Jungshin gulped.

“Hyung, please, this is what he wants for you. You just make him happy if you are like this,” Jonghyun said to him.

Slowly, he looked calm, he sighed, “Okay, but let me go, Jungshin.”

Jungshin let him and smiled. “Just hold your self, Hyung,”

Yonghwa oppa nodded.

“Wae, Yonghwa? It’s done? Just like this?” he tried to make Yonghwa oppa angry again.

Yonghwa oppa ignored him and walked to me. He held me shoulder.

“Are you okay, Seohyun?” he asked me. I could see that he was worried.

I nodded, “Ne, I’m okay. Jinjja. Just let him be. By the way, thank you, oppa,” I patted his shoulder.

He smiled weakly. “Let’s go home,” he held my hand tightly.

Dugeun. Dugeun. My heart beated faster but I felt so secure now.

He walked pass Dani. Yonghwa oppa didn’t look at him at all. Jungshin, Minhyuk and Jonghyun oppa followed behind.

“Pretty girl, see you around! If you are done with Yonghwa, I will be happy to be with you,” He shouted.

Yonghwa oppa gripped my hand tighter. I squeezed his hand to make him calm.

At Yonghwa oppa’s car……….

Minhyuk, Jungshin and Jonghyun oppa went home by Minhyuk’s car. They were exhausted today. And I felt bad that I put them in problem. Silly problem with that strange guy.

We were on my home way. Yonghwa oppa didn’t utter any word since we were at the car. I didn’t dare to speak first. I was afraid I would make him feel worse. He often glanced at me without saying anything.

“We’re arrived,” he told me.

“Ne,” I wanted to say something, but I didn’t know what to say.

“I’m sorry, Hyun-ah,” he sighed and held my hand.

“It’s okay, it’s not your fault, really,” yes, it was not his fault.

“I couldn’t protect you. I couldn’t make you feel secure, I…”

“Oppa, stop,” I cut him. “It’s not yor fault. You didn’t do anything wrong. You saved me. Okay? You made me feel comfortable and secure. Please stop blaming your self,” I told him.

He looked down. I didn’t know what in his head.

“Oppa,” I called him to make him look at me.

He looked at me. He still felt guilty.

“I had a great time tonight. Your performance was awesome. You are great. Really. I enjoyed it so much,” I patted his hand.

“Really?” he seemed like my compliments.

I nodded smiling, “Yes. A lot. Thank you for today,” I pecked his cheek lightly and as fast as I could and opened the car door quickly and ran to my home.

Omo! What did I do? I pecked his cheek? Aigo, what happened to me? What would he think about me? He would think that I was aggressive. Aigo, what did I do? T_T

My face felt so hot. I greeted my parents quickly as I hid my red face from them and walked to my room. I could see they were a bit worried because I went stange. But I didn’t dare to tell them. I was sorry but I was so shy now.

That night, I couldn’t sleep thinking about that peck.

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Aigoooo, it took a long time to write this chapter hahaha because I kept re-typing.  I was a bit confused with my own story kekeke

but tadaaaa~~ it's done.

what do you think about it? seohyun pecked his cheek! kekeke i giggled when I wrote this hahaha

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