"sometimes people doesn't realize that they hurt our feeling by their words"

Minwoo pov

I didn’t fight with youngmin today yet..hmm what should I do this time to make him mad at me? Let me think...aaa...what about critic his style? He going to mad and argue with me for sure.. ok..set..I’m going to make u remember me even in your sleep..hahaha.. (evil laugh)

“Yah, are u crazy or what? Laughing like mad guy..Did u have fever?” youngmin put his forehead to my forehead..maybe to feel my temperature..but he just too closes to me..and seeing him this close just want to make me kiss on those kissable lips..aaa minwoo..control yourself..It’s not the right time..when I’m about to push him, someone just pull youngmin from me.

“What is u two doing, ha???did u like minwoo,youngmin?i thought u going to be ashamed by yourself having those girly face but now u just showing how low u than a ..Having crush on minwoo, your own bandmate”, said kwangmin with cold tone to youngmin..but I don’t know why I feeling hurt by hearing those words..I love youngmin..what if people know about this? they going to hate me? Would they find me disguisting? When I’m in my inner talk, I heard youngmin say something..and that make me want to hit kwangmin.

“What did u say kwangmin? I don’t mind if u didn’t call me hyung since u just said its just 6minutes not a whole day...I don’t mind if u going to avoid me since I know u have your own life too..I don’t mind if u didn’t see me as your twin, your half, who share the special bond which is call twin, but cant u just watch your mouth and respect me as human being? Can’t u just ask first without jump into any conclusion without know the real situation..U just too much..I really hate u, kwangmin!” youngmin said while sobbing before leaving the room.

I didn’t notice everyone in front of the room watching this awkward situation till I heard donghyun call youngmin name and run to him.

“Minwoo, can u leave me with kwangmin for a while?” ask hyunseong hyung to me

Hyunseong pov

When me, donghyun hyung and jeongmin busy watching television, we heard some noise...we go to our bedroom to see that kwangmin scream like crazy people mad at his twin, youngmin...he even saying something bad to youngmin that just make all of us shocked..What make me sad is I heard youngmin’s sobbing...poor that boy...

While donghyun hyung go get youngmin to keep him calm outside, I think I need to calm the other twin..So ask minwoo to leave me with kwangmin for a while...from my point of view, kwangmin even shock with his own words...he looks so regret to say like that to me..He even fall down, hugging his leg while crying...aigoo...being twins is not amazing as u see.

“Kwangmin, gwenchana?”

“Hyung…I didn’t mean to say that to him...I don’t know what got into me to make me hurt him like that...” said kwangmin while sobbing

I can’t bear to see them fight since they are twin...not just a normal sibling...hmm...I should ask something to make it clear...

“Kwangmin, if u didn’t mind, can u tell me what happen actually that makes u mad like this?”

“I see youngmin put his forehead to minwoo forehead...they to close...I thought they going to kiss since they too close...I don’t know why I feel so mad...or hurt...to see him that close to other people beside me…”

Wait...did kwangmin said he feel hurt to see youngmin with other people? Dont tell me he have crush on his own twin...oh my lord...I need to confirm it.

“What did u said kwangmin?”

“I said…oh, nothing hyung...I’m just said I’m just mad since him my twin...haha”, did he going to deny it now...without doubt, kwangmin have crush on youngmin...

“Hmm...u knows kwangmin..Sometimes we just didn’t realize what we say going to make people hurt...and u know how sensitive youngmin could be...I think u should ask his forgive...but now today..U should wait, to give him time to clear his mind and to calm his heart...I bet donghyun hyung comforting him right now...”

Kwangmin pov

Donghyun hyung? andwei! Kwangmin, look what u do...u just make donghyun hyung more close to youngmin...serve u right...what will u do if youngmin fall for donghyun? andwei3!! I can’t let that happen...I keep struggling with my own thought till I feel someone pat my shoulder.

“Yah, are u ok? Why u keeps shaking your head?” hyunseong hyung asking me...aish I just make him think I’m crazy...youngmin r..u should take responsible for make me like this. I don’t think I can turn back the time, to ignore my feeling to u since I’m already falls deep to u..I will make u love I back…don’t hate me youngmin..

Donghyun pov

Where those kids go? He surely ran fast..Eh wait..I heard someone crying..could it be youngmin?i go to behind our manager’s car, just then I see youngmin hugging his leg while crying..poor my baby..seeing him like this just make me want to kill kwangmin..that brat..I will give him lesson after this.

I hug youngmin from behind..At first he seems stiff and tries to push me..But when he knows it’s me, he hugs me back..While crying out loud..

“Shh…gwenchana..I’m here with u,youngmin..”,I his soft hair..

After 10minutes youngmin crying on my embrace, I feel something heavy..Don’t tell me he sleeping right now looks to him..I just found he really sleep..I bet crying just make him exhausted..But seeing his defend less state just makes me want to kiss his lip..andwei3..I should not take advantage to him in this situation..I kiss his forehead to show how much I love him even I know him not going to  know it..I’m just smile seeing him sleeping like a baby..I pick him in bridal style entered our dorm.

In living room

“Yah,minwoo..What happen actually?”,ask jeongmin to minwoo

“Nothing..Youngmin just want to check my temperature by put his forehead on my forehead since he thought that I’m sick”, answered minwoo

“aaa..then why kwangmin mad?”,ask jeongmin again

“I don’t know either..he just entering the room, pulling youngmin away from me and start say bad thing to youngmin”,said minwoo

“Oh,did kwangmin think u guys kiss since he sees u guys to close?”,ask jeongmin again

“I think so..”,answered minwoo slightly annoying to answer so many question since his mind already crowded worried about youngmin.

Jeongmin pov

So that the real situation..But I still curious why kwangmin so mad..I want to ask more but minwoo seems doesn’t want me disturb him with my curiosity..hmmm..just then I see donghyun entered our dorm with youngmin..but why he pick youngmin in bridal style run to them

“what happen to youngminie??”,I ask panickly while wiping youngmin’s tears.

“nothing..he just crying..and then he fall in sleep because exhausted with crying session..I think?”,said donghyun

“hyung..what happen to my youngmin?did he fainted? Should we bring him to clinic??”,ask minwoo with panicked mode

“minwoo..shh..please slow down your voice..u going to make youngmin wake up..he just tired since he crying too much”.

“this all kwangmin’s fault”, said minwoo with cold tone

“minwoo,don’t say like that..I bet kwangmin already regret about it.today,just let youngmin sleep in my room since he not in good term with kwangmin..so 4 of u will sleep together in one room tonight..I will take care of youngmin..u guys should sleep now..minwoo,u told them that youngmin will sleep with me tonight and jeongmin,can u take youngmin’s pyjama in his locker since he still need to change his outfit”, said donghyun before leaving us

Minwoo pov

Why donghyun hyung want to take care of youngmin?he should discuss with us first..I really want to take care of youngmin too..aish..I find hyunseong and kwangmin sit on bed not taking at all..

“donghyun will take care of youngmin tonight”, I said slightly with annoyed tone since I still mad at kwangmin for doing this to youngmin

“what happen actually?”,ask hyunseong hyung

“youngmin exhausted because cry TOO MUCH..so he fall in sleep on donghyun”,I said mockingly while glaring at kwangmin..I see kwangmin flinched when he heard my words..serve him right

“kwangmin,which one is youngmin’s locker ? I don’t which one is yours and which one is u?can’t u help me finding youngmin’s pyjama since donghyun hyung want to change youngmin’s cloth”, I heard jeongmin hyung ask kwangmin

“here..u can take my pyjama since youngmin didn’t like someone open his locker without his permission..”,said kwangmin

Kwangmin pov

“kwangmin,which one is youngmin’s locker?i don’t which one is yours and which one is u?can’t u help me finding youngmin’s pyjama since donghyun hyung want to change youngmin’s cloth”, I heard jeongmin hyung ask me

Wait, did he say donghyun want to change youngmin’s cloth?WTH?i give my pyjama since I don’t want youngmin mad at me more if he know I open his locker since he hates people touch his thing without permission.

“hyung,can I meet youngmin?”,I ask jeongmin..I see minwoo glaring at me..what’s wrong with him?

“I don’t know kwangmin..maybe u can follow me to donghyun room..maybe donghyun hyung going to let u see youngmin for a minute..”said jeongmin hyung

I followed jeongmin hyung to donghyun hyung’s room...I entering the room to see youngmin looks really exhausted..It’s my entire fault...suddenly I feel I want to cry again...

“hyung..Donghyun hyung, can I see youngmin for a while?”

“Kwangmin...why don’t u talk to him tomorrow only?”

“Please hyung...I will not waking him up...I just want to see him for a while...since I can’t sleep if I didn’t see him before I sleep...u know twins thing”

“Hmm...Ok....”

“Thanks hyung”

After donghyun hyung and jeongmin hyung leave, I hold youngmin’s hand...

“Youngmin...please forgive me...I know I don’t deserve to be forgiven since I hurt u so much till make u like this..But I don’t know either why I do that...I just feel hurt seeing u so close with minwoo or other people...”

Maybe I should change youngmin cloth...

im just finish my examination..and tomorrow im gonna back to my hometown..waaa..its been long time since my last time with my family..i miss them so much!!! i dont know what happen in this chapter..i just make kwangmin being bad twin here..mian kwangmin's bias..i just wanna make something interesting since u know happy ending not gonna happen if we didnt face any problem/difficult time..hihi..tell me what do u think about this chapter..and..next chapter gonna be kwangmin struggling with his innerself while he undressing youngmin..haha..but sorry,im not gonna make a scene since i dont know how to write .. T.T stay tuned..ppyong! ^.^