ENGLISH NOT MY FIRST LANGUAGE..AND I DIDNT WRITE IN ENGLISH FOR A LONG TIME..SO..IF IM MAKING ANY MISTAKE FOR GRAMMAR, WRONG CHOICE OF WORDS, SORRY..BEAR WITH ME, OK?

In jongyoung room (kai and youngmin room)

Kwangmin busy with tidy up youngmin’s bed while kai busy with his thought..Kwangmin conversation with his mother keeps ringing in kai’s mind..

“It’s more like youngmin take care of him than he takes care of youngmin”

“It’s more like youngmin take care of him than he takes care of youngmin”

“It’s more like youngmin take care of him than he takes care of youngmin”

The door cracked up with figure of youngmin..with his swollen eyes..Kwangmin run to him while hugging him just like he will shatter if kwangmin doesn’t hold him

“appo..~”, youngmin whined like a hurt kid

“Let me see the wound”, said kwangmin after release the warm hug.Youngmin pull his sleeve showing kwangmin the wound of needle

“fuhh..fuhh..mmuahh”, kwangmin kiss youngmin’s wound just like how they do it in childhood

“kwang..we’re not kid anymore’, youngmin blushed madly while release kwangmin’s grip on his arm

“so what?”

“hmm..aniya..forget it”

Youngmin pov

It feels warm when kwangmin hugs me..before this I didn’t feel it’s wronged..but nowadays after I heard his confession with donghyun, it’s really hard to stand with him..my heart beat fast, I’m suffocated, nervous without reason.. and he really doesn’t feel embarrassed with his feeling.. he acts like nothing.. I don’t know what I feel.. sometimes I feel disgusting..sometimes I feel nothing..it’s really burden..sometimes I can’t breathe normally whenever he around..but..not seeing him in one day, I can’t sleep well.. maybe..because we’re twins.. we never apart.. but if I give him a chance to close with me, he can’t control his feeling anymore..what if he confesses to me? What should I do..? aaahh..my head feels hurt..

“kwang..”, everything turns black

“young! Wake up! Gwenchana?? Doctor!! Palli!!”, kwangmin shout top of his lung

Kai pov

Youngmin act weird.. he feels like depressed with something..especially whenever his twin makes any skinship with him.. it’s weird.. I should ask doctor why he being hospitalized.. I heard youngmin call for kwangmin before he collapse..luckily kwangmin hold him before he falls on hard cold floor..I run to their side.. I don’t know what to do.. he really looks pale..youngmin…

“Kwangmin, put him on the bed and you two please wait outside”, said the doctor to both of us..while waiting outside, kwangmin keep praying while crying.. maybe he also feels his twin’s hurt.. I don’t know how to calm people.. even I can’t keep calm.. I keep thinking about youngmin.. he looks miserable not from appearance..but..I don’t know why I feel like something make him depressed and I doubt it’s involve his twin

The door of our sharing room cracked up.. doctor comes out with one thousand one expressions that I can’t read at all.. he approach kwangmin

“kwangmin.. I think I should tell you something.. let’s go to my office”, with that kwangmin walk with doctor.. I entered the room walking straightly to youngmin’s bed.. poor him..

I his hair.. you look beautiful if you smile.. seeing you like this state, make me feel hurt.. I know it just our first meet..but you don’t know that I already fix my eyes on you before this.. I don’t know what I can do for you to help you..but seriously I make sure to take care of you once you wake up..even my state like this..

Huk..huk..

Youngmin coughed up in his sleep.. I’m waking him up.. He just stares at me..

“kai..hyung?”, the word he managed to say at this state

I pass water to him..I help him drink his water.. he thanks me with his weak smile.. how wonderful this boy.. still manage to smile even in this situation

“are sure you’re okay? You want me to call a doctor?”, I ask him again.. he just shakes his head

“where is kwang..min?”

“he meets the doctor”, I just answer lightly

“hyung..don’t you hate..me? why you so nice suddenly?”, his question took me out of gut..

“aniya33.. I didn’t feel good this morning.. that why I ignore you.. it’s not because I hate you..how could I hate someone cute and lovely like you”, because I’m so panicked and with fast pace, I said something I shouldn’t for our first met

“err..”, I smile awkwardly.. he blushes a little bit.. he’s so cute! Control yourself jongin..

“young..”, someone call youngmin nickname..it must be his twin..but his eyes swollen

“can you leave us for a moment?”, he asks me politely.. what a surprise.. I thought he doesn’t know how to use polite words..I look at youngmin, he give me a signal that he’s gonna fine..so I leave them both

Youngmin pov

I don’t know kai hyung is a kind.. I thought he doesn’t like me..but did he say I’m cute and lovely? Buyaa.. suddenly I feel weird.. in middle school I keep heard I’m cute, handsome and so on by a girl..but nowadays I keep hearing those by a man! Holy.. I should change my appearance..maybe I look feminine a bit..I should worked up more to be manly just like kwangmin

Kwangmin..he asks kai hyung to leave us for a while..I can feel that kai hyung worry for me..so I give ’eyes-signal' to tell him I’m gonna be okay..as soon as kai hyung closed the door, kwangmin sit on my bed and hugs me while crying..my heart beat fast for sudden hug, but once I felt warm water fell on my shoulder, I got panicked..

“kwang.. why are you crying??”, kwangmin doesn’t my answer.. he keeps crying while hugging me.. I don’t know what to do.. so.. I just.. hugs him back.. at first I feel weird. You know right, after I know his feeling.. but then.. it feels really comfortable..it’s like I’m in home..

without they realize, they fall in sleep together while hugging..

tok..tok..

Kai pov

I knocked the door since I wait like an hour outside..I bluntly opened the door.. the first scenes I see make me dumbfounded.. how could they let me stay outside while they sleeping together while hugging!!

I hate this..I lay on my bed..the scene beside me just makes me tense..I cover myself with blanket try hard to sleep..I don’t know what time I managed to close my eyes

In the morning

“aaaa!! Youngkwang!!”, someone shout, someone scream, someone annoyed and someone trying to separate youngkwang by shaking their body

“ugh…”, kwangmin peeking from youngmin’s shoulder to the source of voice

“you! How dare you sleep here?? We already make a deal right?!”, the maknae shout to kwangmin’s face..kwangmin just smile widely to all of them

“hmm..”, youngmin stirred in his sleep..but seems like kwangmin doesn’t want this moment ended..so he ssh-ing youngmin from waking up..everyone glare at him but kwangmin doesn’t scare with their death glare.. for him, this moment just too precious to waste

“yah! If you doesn’t want to release youngmin from your embrace, I will make sure you not gonna see youngmin for a month!”, the leader threat the younger twin

“we already make a deal! We can try our own method to win youngmin’s heart WITHOUT touching him! Now what are you doing???!”, the curled boy shout to kwangmin

Kai pov

I heard someone come in our room..not someone..looks like around 3-4 people…who it is coming for visit early in the morning.. I peek through my blanket to see them..I think they are members of boyfriend.. since I already know who they are, I thought about to continue my sleep..but I postponed my intention when I heard something I should not heard..Kwangmin loves youngmin..no wonder he act more than a twin..and..the others member also love youngmin! What the hell with that??? All boyfriend members fall in love with youngmin..they even make a deal to win youngmin’s heart without touch him..but kwangmin already bid the rule...he even trying to kiss youngmin yesterday..and they even sleep together..it’s really too much if they said it just brotherly love..oh my god! I don’t care if people love the same gender since we can’t choose who we gonna fall in love..but..loving your own sibling doesn’t it feel disgusting?? Holy crap! That’s mean I didn’t get any chance to close with youngmin..he already has 5 secret admire excluding me..wow! I can’t deny his charm..he really can make people melt with him..his alluring eyes, his lovely appearance and his cute and bubbly personality..

Youngmin pov

I heard shout and scream from familiar voice..aish..yesterday kai hyung disturb my sleep..what about today? I rubbing my eyes peeking from kwangmin’s shoulder to see who make a noise early in the morning

“ohh..hyung..minwoo..anneyoung”, I giggled to them

“aigoo333…youngmin r..Don’t you miss us?”, ask donghyun

“hmm..ani..”, youngmin shake his head while giggling again

Kai pov

He’s so cute..but..oh..he sees me..

“oh, hyung..kai hyung..morning”, he smiled widely to me.. I like it but I don’t like the way of s staring at me..

“erm..ha..morning, youngmin..and anneyounghaseyo..”, I’m greet youngmin and s

“what’s happen to your leg, kai?”, asks hyunseong to me..I think him the only one being considerate..not like others..just treat me like a tiny of air.. don’t they know I’m main dancer of EXO and I got a lot of fangirl than other members?? Hmph!

“ahh..something not expected happen..that why I’m here”, I give short explanation since I know no one interested to know except youngmin who fix his eyes on me when I’m talking..how lovely he is

Growl..

Youngmin hide his beautiful face with pillow once his stomach releases not so beautiful sound.. he so hungry.. actually he already hungry when kwangmin come in with swollen eyes..but because he doesn’t want to neglect his twin brother, he focus on kwangmin instead his stomach which is screaming for some foods

“aigoo..youngmin r..don’t be shy..you just too cute..”, said hyunseong.. All of us just laughing

“can we eat? please~”, youngmin pleading like a kid..how cute he can be..this kid..

“kajja33”, said kwangmin while trying to hold youngmin’s hand

“wait..kai hyung..let’s go..come with us”, said youngmin to me

“its ok..I’m not that hungry”, I lie to him..actually I’m so hungry..but in my state like this, I should wait for given food only.. I don’t want make kwangmin thinks he’s right that I’m useless.. I can’t take care myself, how can I take care of youngmin..

“ishk.. don’t lie.. you must be think how you gonna walk with your state, right? Don’t worry.. I’m not gonna leave you alone starving while I’m enjoying myself”, Youngmin push wheelchair and his pole ( idk what to call..water that connected to youngmin’s hand) to my bed..he helps me sit on the wheelchair

“hyung, I’ll push your wheelchair, and you hold my pole..you don’t mind to hold my burden-pole, right? So it’s gonna be easy for both of us to walk”, he said to me.we just perfect for each other in this situation..i’m with broken leg, he with ridiculous pole

“Youngmin, its okay.. I’ll push his wheelchair”, said all of members in unison..woo..they really love youngmin..what a caring and lovely secret admire..youngmin so lucky! But I’m the lucky one..because youngmin don’t mind to push my wheelchair by himself! Hooray.. xD

“its okay hyung.. we have duty which is take care each other”, his word really make me touched..actually no one ever think about my sick, pain..they just know me as a great dancing machine like taemin..but what they don’t know is.. I’m just human being too who needs attention and love.. and I never thought I will felt loved by my very own crush..its blessing for me..thanks God..i think it’s the first time you hear me..

COMMENTS=FASTER UPDATE

oh my god! youngmin got another heart attack!! everytime kwangmin touching mouching him, he will be like that..should i separate kwangmin from youngmin?? and give a chance to kai to spend time with youngmin? hoho..evil3.. and who knows why kwangmin crying after he meets the doctor??think3! let me tell you guys one thing..idk either what kind of plot i make for this..even me dont know who youngmin gonna ended up with..dont you think its fascinating? hihi..please read and comment..i really love to read your comment..and i miss you guys so much..i know im being bad author, that why my subsribers sick with me.. i think..since i didnt get many comment anymore..but im truely sorry..a lot of unexpected thing happen to me..2 laptop broken and i spend a lot of money on it..and i got sick..busy with event in the school..and my students involve in trouble..huh..so tired..im sorry if you think im just making excuse..*pout* but im back right? i hope you guys accept me back.. *smile..shyly..*