Changmin, Please Look at Me
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I drove my car to my dorm. I had just finished filming the drama for today. My body.. I was so tired. I wanted to go to home as soon as possible and took shower. Ah.. it must be so refreshing!
Oh, I wanted to wait for Changmin too. Today was his schedule for to be the MC in his variety show. I brought pasta and kimchi for him. I hope that he was glad to see these.
I got out from my car and walked to the door. Eh? It was unlocked? Did Changmin in home? It was rare to see that he had been in dorm, before me.
Then I opened the door and closed it back. I saw the person I missed was sleeping on the couch while the TV was on. It watched Changmin who was sleeping, not Changmin who watched the TV. Oh this kid!
Save energy!
I came closer to him and took the remote from his hand.
Click!
I turned it off. Then I turned my head to him. He was sleeping soundly, made me didn’t have heart to wake him up. I knew that he was very tired. But, what could I do? It was already midnight and I didn’t want that he slept alone or caught cold here.
“Min? Changmin?” I shook his shoulder softly. He wriggled in a moment.
“Hmm..” He muttered, still asleep.
“Changmin, wake up! Come on! Sleep in your room, not here.” I said softly.
“Hmm.. Junsu hyung, don’t bother me! I’ll tell Yoochun hyung that you broke his CD if you still bother me! Go away! Hush!”
Ju-Junsu?! Did he say Junsu and Yoo-Yoochun? I was Yunho, not Junsu or Yoochun either!
“Changmin, wake up!” I said a little loud, but still sounded soft. I guess that he was delirious and.. it was about them. Again and again.
Shortly afterwards he woke up and narrowed his eyes. I guess that he was trying to see the person who had woke him up.
“Jae.. Jaejoong hyung? Is that you?” He rubbed his eyes.
Jaejoong? It was okay Yunho, It was okay. Come on, he just woke up from his sleep and his eyes didn’t see perfectly yet.
“It’s me, Changmin-ah. Yunho hyung,” I said slowly.
“Ah? I’m sorry hyung. Okay, I’ll sleep in my room right now.” He said and stood up. Then he went to his room, closed his door, and locked it.
See.. He changed. He even didn’t ask how I did today or just said, “Good night, Yunho hyung!”
Changmin, you were really really changed. Where was my usual Changmin? Untill when were you going to keep this up?
Foreword
Changmin..
When we were five, he really quiet and didn’t talk too much in our group, but sometimes he acted silly and mocked the four of us.
But it was 3 years ago, when we were still five..
Changmin was also looked doesn’t care from the outside, but inside he was really really care to us.
But it was 3 years ago, when we were still five..
Changmin looked mature, but actually he was really really so childish and always wanted to be pampered. He needed our attention very much and always sulked if we ignored him.
But it was 3 years ago, when we were still five..
No longer the silly Changmin, the care Changmin, and the childish Changmin. Everything was changed.. The split made the everything changed, even him. He changed.
Changmin was more quiet and didn’t care to his surroundings. He acted as if I wasn’t there next to him. No, he wasn’t right. He was wrong. I was with him, near him, beside him but he never looked at me.
Changmin, please turned your head.. to look at me!
You were never alone. Remember, you still had me,
Your Yunho hyung..
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