Yoon jae pov..

“oppa..”

“Yes sweetie”

“Can you buy me a flower?”

He closes the book he was reading and put it besides him. “Flower? Why do you want a flower?”

“I don’t know.. I just want it.. Can I” I said as I lay my head on his shoulder.

“Of course you can” he said while chuckle. “Let me text sungyeol to buy it for you”

As he took his phone out, I grab it, “no!.. ummm, I want you to buy it for me”

He look shock at first, then he smile while ruffle my hair. “Okay my dear wifey.. Will be back in a minute”

With that he took his car keys and leaves the wad.

As soon as he’s gone, I bit my hand to prevent from screaming.

My head hurts so much. I don’t want myungsoo to see me like this. Not at this state. It’s even worse from before. I know it, that my time has finally come.

With my last strength, I slowly walk to the closet to take out a paper, it was hard because I barely can walk. With a trembling hand I start to write a letter. My last letter to him..

|| Annyeong oppa :)

I know that I’m a bad wife, ask you to leave when I know that you don’t want to. Actually, I can’t take it anymore. Every day you see me in pain and automatically you will be in pain too. I’m sorry for that. You had suffer a lot for me. You’ve done many things for me and I don’t have a heart to see you hurt anymore.

If I could turn back time, I want to go back to the time where we meet for the first time. I want to say how much I adore you, how much I love you. But at the same time, I hope that we’re never meet, because I can’t make you happy forever.

But I’m glad that never happen. Meeting you is the best thing that ever happens in my life. Do you remember our good memories? If you do, I hope it will always make you remind of me even when I’m gone.

Can I turn back time? I want to experience again my life with you. Once isn’t enough for me because I’m greedy. I’m greedy with your love.

If I know that this will happen sooner, I will give all my love for you that I’ve prepare. But