Yoon jae pov..

I haven’t see myungsoo, since the hospital incident. And I’m telling you that I missed him a lot, a lot that I can even imagine.

My sickness has worsened. Every day the pain increased and it’s slowly killing me. The therapy I’ve been taking makes my hair fall.

The doctor said that the treatment is showing a good sign. But to me, it’s not. It’s freaking hurts and every time when the pain comes, how I wish myungsoo was here and whispering that everything will be okay.

I regret. Regret of letting he go.

Now both of us are suffering.

Woohyun told me that myungsoo has been released from the hospital. I’m so glad when hear that. woohyun also said that, myungsoo still hasn’t changed. Sometimes he will lose himself and start to throw things. But, luckily he’s not hurt.

Day by day passed and I thought that I can make it through all this pain, but I guess not.

After take a walk with woohyun, suddenly there’s a loud sound and its make my head hurts. I clutch to it thightly but my legs feel numb and then I fell.

Woohyun try to calm me down but and he said something. But I can’t hear him; all I hear is a loud ding noise.

Then blood start to flown from my nose and without a minute I start to scream..

End of yoon jae pov

Myungsoo pov..

Weeks have passed, and I still can’t gain back my old self.

When I try to forget yoon jae, it just makes me remin