Myungsoo pov…

After the fight, I just walk to where my legs bought me. Later I end up at the rooftop of our school. I scream my heart out, release all my anger.

Then, I start to cry.. cry because I’m disappointed at yoon jae.. How could she cheat on me. She said that she love me.. but seems like it a lie after all.

I start to recall all of ours memories. For me, be with her is the best thing in my life.

 I thought that we will be together forever and I always dreamt that one day I will leave her and that the thing that I don’t want to happen the most. But it end up she’s the one that let go.

I just sat at the corner of the rooftop, crying.. I don’t know what I’m feeling right now. Anger? Sad? Mad? Jealous?

Argghh!! I don’t know!! Now, what’s on my mind is only the girl that I love with all my heart is cheating on me..

I sat there until it reach dawn. Then I finally decide to go back.

At my room, I start to go thru my phone gallery. It’s full with yoon aje photo. My brain told me to delete it. But my heart said the opposite.

Then I close the gallery and open my message inbox. It’s full of our sweet conversation that makes me smile when I see it.

Seriously I said, I want to forget her, I want to delete her from my life but even if I delete all her message or picture in my phone. My room is still full with her gift and our photo that have been printed out and been stick on the wall.

And also, my memory is full of her. It just hard to forget her..

That night I can’t stop crying. I don’t care if people said that men cannot cry. Screw them.

Tonight I just want to let go all of