This is a filler chapter because i havent updated in forever and im still editing the next chapter so i dont want to keep all of you waiting ^^ 

Ps. THANK YOU ALL MY SUBSCRIBERS! 33 OF YOU BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE.. GAHHH SARANGHAE<3

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A poem by Lee Hyukjae.

I don't know how to walk long distances, without having to dream.
I don't know how to show emotions with facial expressions and words.

I'm restricted by hand grabs and subtle groans. 
Twitches and eye contact is the most you can get.

At first i was angry, that my condition defined me.
But now i have to define it. 

Beat the odds.

I'm not in pain, contrary to what people think. 
But it does hurt. 

A poem by Cho Kyuhyun

If i could, I would trade places with him. 
For a day, a month, a year.

His suffering would be my own,
And his smile would be genuine.
He would walk, he would talk.

And by the look in his deep eyes,
I could tell.

He would love.

If only a baby brother could. 

A (very short) poem by Lee Donghae.

God is cruel,
with a wicked sence of humor.

He makes things so beautiful,
So unique, so pure. 
 

To take them away,
make them hurt.

I will never understand,
God's sick humor to mess with man.

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now we know Kyuhyun is hyukkie's little brother. It was a decison to make him a brother or cousin. So i settled with brother just so you can understand the closeness between the two that will be shown in the next chapter. 

Tell me how you like this! please :D once again, thank you for all your supportive comments and subs, it really means a lot to me. 

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Thats how much i love you^