Just One Day - BTS

(Have I ever expressed my love for them nowadays? Like, I can’t even pick a favorite anymore. I couldn’t from the start! Originally, I thought it was V but then there’s Jin and Jungkook and Rap Monster and it’s just... so unfair >.> This video made me fall in love with them even more because they look so fresh and sincere. Right when I thought I was done with my obsession over them they have to release a new music video and I’m being pulled back in. The stress...)

“Are you sure he said that?”

“Yep,” Emily nodded. Her eyes were swollen from crying all night and she had deep eye bags. “He said that he didn’t expect me to get attached feelings and everything was just a fling.”

Jong Suk balled his hands into fists. If it weren’t for paparazzi he probably would’ve dragged Jay’s outside and beat him to a pulp. “What the hell is this bastard doing...” Jong Suk muttered under his breath.

Emily heard it and she just shrugged. She wanted to cry even more but all of her tears were already shed. “JYP gave me another chance to debut so I guess I don’t need him anymore.”

Jong Suk smiled pitifully. “Park,” he started. “Don’t keep lying to yourself anymore. You know you still have feelings for him and I think this is all just a façade for Jay.”

“What are you trying to say?” Emily peered at him.

“I think he still loves you.”

Emily scoffed no matter how badly she wanted to believe those words were true. “And he’s trying to show me like this?”

But all Jong Suk did was smile at her. “If love was easy, it wouldn’t be worth it.”

“For the time being, Jay will be helping you prepare for your comeback. Try to limit your physical activities and just focus on vocal exercises since your leg isn’t all healed yet, okay?”

Emily froze in shock. “Jay-sshi?”

JYP turned around, frowning a little. Jay-sshi? “Yes, because he was previously your mentor. Is everything alright?” JYP asked with a hint of suspicion.

“Um, yeah. Is he the only one available to help?” Emily tried to ask without stuttering.

“He was the one who volunteered to help.”

Emily’s lips creased in displeasure but then she turned expressionless when she remembered whom she was in front of. JYP tried not to laugh out loud as he watched Emily walk out of his office. What is Jay doing? That boy needs to step his game up... Unlike other companies, JYP didn’t mind his artists dating as long as it didn’t affect their work. It was torture for him to see his favorite trainee and one of his favorite artists suffer.

“Emily.”

It’s him, she thought. She looked up with a scowl, “What do you want?”

Jay sighed, trying to control his anger. “I’m here to help you.”

“Why’d you offer to help? I don’t know why you keep pretending like you actually care--“ Emily clutched onto her crutches as she missed a step and lost balance.

Jay leapt forward and caught her in his arms. It was like time slowed down. Emily looked into the older male’s eyes and no matter how hard she tried to look away, she couldn’t. It was like Jay was looking right through her soul.

Emily snapped out of her trance and pushed him away. Jay frowned. “Be careful,” he muttered.

The younger of the two yanked her elbow out of his grasp, “I’m fine.” She looked away.

She heard a sigh and looked at him by the corner of her eyes. “When did we become like this, Em?” Jay asked quietly.

Emily looked away. “When you chose to betray me.”

‘Argh! Why don’t you get it? I love you!’ was what Jay wanted to say but his pride held him back. Instead, he looked down and stared at his shoes. I’m such a coward.

Seeing as to how he didn’t reply to her, Emily scowled even more and tried hobbling off with her crutches.

“Hey--“ Jay called. Irritated, he swept her off her feet and brought her into an empty dance room.

“Yah!” Emily yelled, slapping his back repetitively. Her cheeks were faintly red as she felt all the back muscles he had.

Jay gently but firmly pushed her against the wall and trapped her with his legs. “Stop pushing me away.” He said with gritted teeth. “It’s hurting me more than you think it is. It hurts to see you push me away and accuse me of not caring about you. I do care about you Emily. I care about you so much...”

Emily looked away and didn’t say anything. She couldn’t believe his words anymore. She shouldn’t believe him. Yet, even after knowing all this, she did. She believed him quicker than a heartbeat, but that didn’t change the fact that he had caused her so much pain. Jay cupped her right cheek and turned her face so that she looked at him. “I love you.”

The walls around Emily’s heart started to crumble once again. She didn’t expect this. After all his unfaithfulness, she had never expected to be swayed by his words so easily.

Jay started to lean in slowly, all while keeping his gaze on her. His eyes traced her face; from her eyes to her nose to her cheeks and then to her lips. He tenderly cradled her face in his hand as if she were fragile glass.

Emily felt that familiar spark inside her body when he kissed her. She closed her eyes in bliss and found herself responding to his kiss. His right arm wrapped tighter on her waist and his left hand gripped her neck. He deepened the kiss and pulled her closer, if that was possible.

After a few seconds, he pulled back. They both panted and Jay leaned his forehead on hers, closing his eyes in ecstasy. His thumb drew small circles on her neck and he opened his eyes, only to pull her into another hug.

Emily, who grew hesitant, couldn’t deny her feelings anymore and s her arms around his waist. “I’m sorry,” she heard him mumble.

She pulled back and put her hands on his shoulders. With a small but painful smile, she said, “Now why don’t you tell me what happened?”

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“So... you’re saying that someone has pictures of us?” Emily asked.

Jay nodded silently and couldn’t help but feel guilty. I don’t deserve to be her boyfriend, I chose to stand by and be played like a fool when I could’ve done something.

He felt something soft that landed on his cheek. When he realized Emily pecked his cheek a wide smile spread on his face. Emily reached over and gave his hand a squeeze, “It’s not your fault.”

The male leaned over and rested his head on her shoulder. “But I should’ve done something. Anything.” he said, his voice barely above a whisper.

Emily shifted herself into a more comfortable position. “There wasn’t much you could do. Either sacrifice our relationship, or sacrifice your career.”

Jay’s gripped subconsciously tightened. “I should’ve had the confidence to save our relationship. I was stupid to let you go... I’m a coward.”

Emily frowned. She hated seeing Jay beat himself up. Sure, it had hurt her severely but it wasn’t like it was in his control. Whoever had the pictures made them go through hell. Who wants us to fail? She thought.

“Stop it,” Emily commanded, “You’re not a coward.”

Jay didn’t disagree, but he didn’t agree either. Emily spoke her thoughts aloud, “Do you have any idea who is blackmailing us?”

Jay got up, wrapping his arm around her shoulder instead. “I really don’t. I was so sure that we were extra careful...”

“Yeah, same here.” Emily’s eyebrows furrowed in frustration. She always hated mysteries.

“Lets just focus on your debut preparations for now, hm?” He gently kissed her head before getting up and giving her a mic. He a song and winked at Emily, “Lets see what you got, baby.”

Emily grinned and rolled her shoulders back to loosen up. Her head bobbed slightly at the music introduction and she brought the mic up to her lips. Her voice was loud and clear but it was melodic. It wasn’t perfect, but at least it was pleasing to listen to. Soon after, Jay soon joined in. When they met eyes, Emily looked away with an evident blush. Jay grinned and pinched her cheek, cute.

“Did your singing get better?”

“I dunno, you tell me. Do I still sound like the dying animal you told JYP I sounded like?”

Jay’s face turned as red as a tomato, “I was--!”

“--Just kidding, I know. I was joking with you.” Emily laughed lightheartedly.

Jay softened. I have the best girl, he thought, she’s so understanding.

“I really hope nothing goes wrong this time...”

Jay smiled knowingly. “Nothing will, I promise.”

Emily wriggled her leg weirdly. It felt foreign not that her ankle didn’t have a two-pound bandage around it. She smiled brightly when there was no pain. Two weeks had flown quicker than ever. Things were quiet and nothing really happened; in the music industry and in the JYP building. To be honest, Emily should’ve expected that the silence wouldn’t last for long.

The couple was in high spirits and they often fooled around in practice. Emily showed progress and it was like she already knew the ways of an idol. The news about her on-going debut created chaos with the netizens but they eventually accepted it. Emily already had some supporters and a mini fan club. To top it all off, Emily’s debut was tomorrow.

Jay tilted his head to one side in wonder, “Why are you messing up on things that you’ve never messed up on?”

Emily groaned, “I’m so nervous for tomorrow. What if people don’t like my song? Or what if they don’t like the performance? What if--“ Emily rambled on.

Jay had to cover his mouth with his fist to hide his chuckle. She was freaking out over nothing. He went up behind her and wrapped his arms around her, stopping her thrashes. “You’ll be fine, don’t worry.”

Relaxing, Emily smiled and a shiver ran down her spine when she felt Jay’s breath on her neck. Jay pressed a kiss against her cheek before letting her go. “What’s your song about?”

“You’ll find out tomorrow.” Emily playfully winked.

Like a breeze, it was tomorrow. Emily’s eyes abruptly shot opened and she didn’t move from her bed. It’s today...

It felt like she got barely a wink of sleep and just kept tussling and turning in bed. Her mind wouldn’t stop thinking about her debut, which was today. There were many concerns going through her head. ‘Will I fall on stage?’ ‘Would they like my song or would they hate me?’ That was all she thought about.

A hasty knock made Emily jump a few feet in the air; at least that’s what it seemed like. “Who is it?” Emily called out, putting on her slippers. She ruffled her already messy hair and made sure she looked decent.

With a yawn, she opened to door and looked up. Before she could see who it was, she was tackled to the floor.

“I have so much to tell you!” yelled a very recognizable voice.

“CAM?!”

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“Pinch me right now...” Emily breathed out.

JYP’s eyes went to Emily, then to Cameron, then back to Emily.

He busted out into uncontrollable laughter and clapped his hands as if the two girls just told the most hilarious joke. “You guys should see your faces!” he wiped a tear from his eye.

Cameron didn’t know why but she found herself laughing with him. It was only Emily who still stood there in shock. When she saw Cameron tackle her before, she had immediately dragged her to JYP’s office so that he could explain everything.

“Cam’s... a trainee now?”

Cameron nodded excitedly, “Yup!”

Emily looked at her best friend. The new information processed inside her head and she finally screamed, “No way!”

The two united friends embraced each other with a bear hug and began jumping around. JYP chuckled one last time and hushed them. “We don’t have much time before Emily’s debut. Lets talk while we head on over to Inkigayo.”

“How did you parents even let you audition?”

“Well,” she said mischievously, “technically, I didn’t audition.” Cameron smiled cheekily, “JYP contacted me.”

“--And I offered her a spot here because I know for a fact that she has talent. That cover that you did, Domino, proves it all.”

“No way!” Emily was so grateful towards JYP. He treated his artists and trainees will respect and he was equal to everyone. “But your parents...?”

Cameron sighed, “They let me come here on one condition, and that was that I still had to focus on my studies as a lawyer.”

Emily’s eyes bulged out. “You’re studying and training?”

Cameron pouted and nodded. She shrugged her shoulders, “At least I can do what I love most with my best friend.”

“With me?”

JYP patted her shoulder in a fatherly way. He put his arms around both girls like a father would do and grinned at Emily. “When Cameron’s ready, I’m planning on making you two a duo group. Em, you don’t mind, do you?”

“Do I mind?” Emily asked. “Of course not! I can’t wait to become a duo group with her!”

“Alright, it’s settled!” JYP looked at his wristwatch. “I gotta get going. Good luck on your debut!” He waved and then left.

Cameron turned to Emily and placed her hands on the soon-to-be-idol’s shoulders. “You ready?”

“Nope.”

“Well too bad.”

Emily glared at her, “You .”

Cameron held up a peace sign. “I love you, too.” She turned Emily around and gave her a little push, “Now let’s go. You’re late for your make-up!”

Soon, Emily was sitting in the chair while getting her make-up fixed. Cameron went to the bathroom, leaving Emily with her own thoughts. She stared at her reflection through the mirror. It’s almost time...

Beep! Beep!

Her phone vibrated on the counter. Emily snapped out of her trance and reached for her phone. The next thing she knew, she was holding her own breath. A picture was sent from an unknown number. It was a picture of Jay and another girl. They were holding each other close and from the angle the picture was taken, it seemed like they were kissing. What was worse was that it seemed like Jay was also pulling her close against him.

There was only one thing going through Emily’s mind at the moment. I’m on stage in ten minutes, don’t do this to me. She looked up to prevent the tears from falling so that it didn’t smudge her make-up. I won’t let you.

Hey guys. I wasn't going to update today but so many things are overwhelming me. First off, I'd like to wish Kim Jonghyun a happy birthday, EXO a happy anniversary, and my dog a happy birthday.

Happy birthday, Kim Jonghyun! I can't believe you're 25 already! You've grown so much since 2008 and I remember seeing you for the first time and thinking, "Oh my God! I love his eyes!" I've been with you through thick and thin and I plan on supporting you till the end. I love you voices; it's always calming me. It's so soothing and lovable. I love your laugh; it makes me laugh, too. I love you; your whole existence makes me happy. I love you so much Don't ever change, Shawols are here with you all the way. I must not have been in the right state of mind for putting you guys aside this year. I don't know what I was thinking but I promise to be an active Shawol

Happy anniversary, EXO! I can't believe it's been two years! I still remember how my friend and I called and texted each other to say that you guys were performing Wolf live for the first time. I went to school with large dark circles and deep eye bags, but I don't really regret it. I never thought I would like you guys, to be honest. I feel bad for judging you guys right from the start. I'm so glad I made the decision to actually listen to your music and see how talented you all are. Well, happy two years, EXO!

And last but not least, my dog. Happy birthday, Reggie! I know it seems like I'm scared of your but honestly, I'm not. You're 16 now, in human years! You're getting so old but that doesn't mean we love you any less. You're the best dog anyone can have. Have a good one, Regg.

So, I'm done with my mini speech. All in all, I dedicate this chapter towards them all. And for my readers, thank you for all the supportive comments. I will most definitely finish this story and I promise, I won't discontinue this. Although I have lost the inspiration I had when I first started this story, I will stay strong for all my readers. Thanks, guys. I hope you stay supportive to this story :)