You and Zelo arrived at the house, you groggily walked. You noticed Minho standing near the stairs while looking down.

Minho looked up and saw you so he walked to you. "Hey Jae-" Before he could ask that he wants to talk you, you had already brushed past him like he's invisible to your eyes.

Minho turned around, "Hey Jae! Can we just talk?" He yelled since you are already on the top of the stairs. You didn't say anything and just continued walking up to your room.

"Please" He mumbled to himself.

Minho's POV

My sister ignored me, again. I should have expected that she would turn me down like that. I'm like an invisible stupid for her. But well, I'm really stupid. For now I won't care for my pride, I have to gulp it all down for her to forgive me.

Maybe it would take months for her to forgive me completely. She has a serious personality of holding grudges for a long time.

I walked upstairs going to my room, down casted. I suddenly bumped to Zelo and he has his poker face on.

"Hey Zelo" I called still looking down. I just stood in front of him, "Hyung, are you crying?" Zelo asked, worried.

"N-no! Me crying? Ha." I scoffed but I can't hide the fact that my voice broke. Then I touched my cheeks, and it’s wet. So I'm really crying. That's why my sight is a little bit blurry, because it’s blurred with tears.

I wiped all the tears in my cheeks and also in my eyes. I smiled bitterly at him,” So I'm really crying" I chuckled.

"Hyung..." He called me. "Don't pity me Zelo. And I understand you that you wouldn't talk to me until Jaehee forgive me." I told him. I actually don't have a problem dealing with Zelo, sometimes he would talk to me a little.

I just smiled and dragged myself into my room. I threw myself on the bed and sighed. How long would I suffer from the pain because my brother and sister are ignoring me? I just let my tears flow down from my eyes. I really want to cry, for this past few days I've been resisting the urge to cry or bawl out all my pains.

Boys don't cry, they said. But no, I don't care about that. I don't care at all. I can cry when I want to cry. I don't want to hold all the pain in my heart; I can die from that easily.

My phone suddenly rang, I reached for it and my baby is calling.

"H-hello?" My voice broke again. "Hey, are you crying?" She asked worriedly.

"Errrr. Kind of" I honestly answered. "Oh, why did you call?"

"Nothing. Just want to talk to you." She answered. Good thing Yuri is always there for me to cheer up. I knew that Jaehee had already forgiven her. That's good, so Yuri won't cry every night.

"Can I go there?" I asked so I can go cuddle with her and clear out my mind. "No, just rest. I'll go there" She said I decided to agree, "Oh okay. Be safe." I lifelessly said and ended the phone call.

I threw my phone at who-goes-nowhere and let myself drown with thoughts.

Why did I slap her in the first place? I've always been a bad brother to her. I always forced her to do things that she hates. I'm not good enough for my sister who had been through a lot of pains and traumas that she doesn't even remember. I always know every time when she's having a nightmare. Her room is next to mine and I can hear her scream almost