Chanyeol

Will I really tell her?

What if Hyung knows about it?

What will happen to me? But I'm more concern on what will happen to noona.

Geez.. Just remembering that night brings shiver to my body.

I was referred to a psychiatrist after seeing that scene.

Since I always have nightmares whenever I close my eyes.

It's like seeing the whole thing again and again.

It was hell!

I was unable to sleep most of the time which prompted my parent to see a psychiatrist.

The doctor said it was PTSD(post traumatic stress disorder).

Well who in the right mind will not have nightmare after witnessing those things.

But it's okay. Ive already recovered. I just get scared everytime I saw hyung since it reminded of that day.

I can see that noona has been waiting for me to speak up.

"Okay.. It started when I was still 7 years old and I think Hyung was 11 and noona was 10 I think. You already know that dara noona and hyung is inseparable right." I saw her nod.

"You also know that noona at that time was always kidnap because of their wealth. But beacuse they were inseparable the kidnappers attempt always goes in vain. It is not a common knowldge. I think even Dara noona doesn't even know about it but Hyung is actually good in fighting despite his lanky builed that time."

I saw her listening eagerly.

"But there was once a time when Hyung wasn't able to save noona. Based from the information gathered hyung was found sleeping on the road. He was put to sleep by the kidnappers. But they are not just some kidnappers because they were gangster- The yakuza. It's the first time I saw hyung so frustrated and restless. He was blaiming himself for not being able to protect noona. But no one is really blaiming him. For god sake! Hyung is just 11 at that time. We did everything until we were able to track and save noona. But something in Hyung changed. He becomes cold but not to noona she's always the exception. When we found out that the guys who kidnap noona escaped. Noona's family decided to migrate to other country to find peace again. I was expecting Hyung to went ballistic but no, he remained calmed and what strucked me the most was his smile that night. It was like seeing the devil for the first time." I feel like choking.

Memories keep coming back.

"The noona left was the most dreadful day of my life. Not because of noona leaving, I was even relieved that she and her family will start anew again. The night of noona's departure was also time Hyung's demon com