“GO AWAY NOW!” you scream at sago and the guy “I DON’T WANT TO SEE HIM!” you shouted at sago as you walk away from them both in to the kitchen, which was a bad idea. You could feel the tears coming up it wasn’t helping that you were now very, very angry. “I told you that day that no matter what I didn’t want to see his face” you say pointing at the guy who was stood next to Sago looking all innocent.

“__ What’s up… who is this guy” Zelo asked you while also pointing at the guy

“that is my EX” you say while siting down because you knew your legs would give out, you glared at the guy

“ohh so for once you’re not going to show that thing?” he asked sarcastically

“Which one?” you bit back at him “the one on my stomach? My leg? My arm or my back?” you hiss at him, he was an abusive boyfriend and often got his friends to make a big gash in your body somewhere and then he would get his doctor to fix you up and send you right back to him, it took you three year to get out of the relationship but that was only with the help of Sago and now you were trying to get over him and THIS wasn’t helping. You look around to see everyone looking at you even Sago, you never told him everything they he did to you. You jumped up on the counter and revealed the scar on your leg, then the one on your stomach, the turning around to revel the one on your back and the lastly you took off you jumper to show the biggest one that you had where they had cut you more than once. “this is what him and his ‘friends’ did to me when they got bored” I turned to sago who was wide eyed “this is why I don’t were dresses anymore or short sleeves” I confessed, Sago grabbed him by the neck of his shirt

“HOW DARE YOU!” Sago shouted at him as he pinned him against the closest wall to them both.

“You know how I get when I get bored” he said with a shrug, in front of his your eyes Sago lost grip on him and he was starting to make his way towards you.

“What you gonna do?” you ask him, you see Baro start to move “don’t” you say and give him a quick glance just enough to see him nod. You look back at him “what you gonna do Ash?” you ask, saying his name for the first time in a few years and you hated it. Still.

“You haven’t said my name properly in a long time” he said as he looked you straight in to your eyes 

“Would you prefer me to call you all the names I used to?” you ask, shifting your weight to your other foot, he was now in front of you, you looked at him square in his eyes, all of a sudden you felt his lips on yours, your eyes widened but you can’t do anything you just stood there with your eyes wide and your body limp, your knees collapsed and you fell to the floor and Ash followed you kneeling on his knees holding your waist still not leting go of the kiss. Tears starts to fall from your eyes, Ash stopped kissing you and leaned in near your ear

“I’m sorry” he whispered, you shook you head

“No never” you whispered, Ash grabbed you wrists and pinned you to the floor while straddling you just to be pulled of straight away by Zelo and Taemin. You looked at them and then at him

“I’m truly sorry __” he said again. You screamed that was all you could do, you just screamed as loud as you can, Zelo grabbed you in to a hug so you ended up sobbing in to his shoulder, you grip his shirt “__-“ he started but Baro stopped him

“Don’t even think of saying sorry again” Baro said to him “cant you see it is hurting her…or is that what you came here for?” Baro asked and looked at him

“NO!” he shouted, you still crying in to Zelo's shoulder “I realized as soon as __ left that I loved her and needed her”

“but hasn’t it been a few years since she left” Taemin questioned, Ash nodded and looked at Sago

“yeah b