“I saw it in his eyes I swear, I know I saw it!”

yearning

“Yun...sometimes people see the things they want to see, but they aren't always there.”

denial 

“But it was real, I swear, I saw it!”

building sense of regret 

“....Yunho...”

grasping, hopeless

“I thought he was going to tell me he loved me.”

hallow

“Maybe..maybe he was just...”

hope

“I’m sorry Yunho, I can't, I don’t know what to tell you...”

the light in your eyes is gone

“Should I tell him to leave?”

anger

“You don’t have to go that far, I’m sure he understands how you feel--”

frustration, its not you’re fault, he’s an idiot--

“Or maybe I should just move out myself?”

no! don’t go..you can’t go--that isn’t fair! 

“Hyung, that wouldn’t make sense.”

your eyes glisten, you duck your head but the tear still slips down your cheek

“Why doesn’t he love me?”

pain, why can’t you see what’s right in front of you?

“Jaejoong loves you Hyung, he always will.”

embrace, comfort, the feel of a heartbeat against my own

“...but not how I love him.”

“...”

but I do.

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a/n: little bit of indirect jaeho~ and then some unrequited homin, enjoy.