The next day . .

" if im late seohyun will surely nag at me " kris exclaimed and took one bite of his sandwhich

 " KRIS! " his mom shouted

 " mom im going to be late ..seohyun would realy " kris mumbled putting his shoes

 " KRIS!! " his mom yelled very loud even his dad was startled

 " umma .. seohyu-

 " YOU IDIOT!! seohyun is hospitalized! how can she go to school! " his mom scold and kris stiff his cheeks , he gripped his bagstrips and looked at his mom 

 " you are wrong umma , seohyun will come .. . she really hate beign absent bye mom ! " kris chirped and waved at his mom

 "yah! KRIS !! WU FAN!! COME HERE ! . what should i do ? " his mom sighed and walked sadly to the kitchen

 " understand him yeobo . . . he just realised it just now . im going to call mr and ms seo later and i ask for their apologise " his dad uttered and fold the newspaper

 "arasseo . . im going to have a quick visit to her later " his mom smiled and grabbed some food

Meanwhile , snsd and exo walking to the hallway with a really sad aura making the other student sad . it was like a virus spreading everywhere .

 " i miss her . . " yoona mumbled and lay patted her head

 " she will come back no worry " lay comforted and smile

 " yeah . . yah  .seohyun will surely wake up  . . im going to get her goguma cake today. .want to decorate it with me ? " hyoyeon asked and the others forced a smile

 " of course. . yah . hyo. .i can bought expensive and yummiest food i can buy. im surely she will wake up zoooMM~!!" sooyoung chirped

 " annyeong haseyo..  taeyeon unnie. .plese give these flowers to seohyun . ..  i really wanted to go but i have something today.  please . and hope she will wake up soon " the girl and one boy nod giving taeyeon the flowers

 " thank you so much " taeyeon forced a smile and bowed biting her lips forcing herself not to cry not infront of everyeone again .

 " yeah. . taeyeon noona. . please give these candy . this are goguma candies that my parents personally brought from japanese . please give this to her and i will pray for her best " the boy smiled and tiffany patted his head

 " thank you. . . we will also " tiffany eyesmiled and later on . many students came over them some are giving presents and gifts while the others give many advices making their calm for a moment

  " i hope you can see this seohyun. .many people love you a lot " jessica smiled and bowed to all student

IN the other hand , kyuhyun already woke up and eating his breakfast when leeteuk just barged just himself

 " hyung. .why are you here ?" kyuhyun asked leeteuk went to his side and patted his head

 " you . .! really give me headaches . " leeteuk smiled and kyuhyun smack his head making him cried in pain

 " im okay . dont need to worry. . " kyuhyun smiled and leeteuk shrugged

 " how about seohyun ?" kyuhyun asked carefully . leeteuk's smiled fade away and looked away

 " well .your schedule is cancelled for now  .your fans are very worried you know  " leeteuk tried to change the topic but kyuhyun didnt barged and pulled his shirt

 " wha-

 " how is she ? truthfully " kyuhyun said in serious tone leeteuk just sighed and push kyuhyun's hands way from his shirt

 " you want me to talk with you . . a honest talk " leeteuk firmly said and kyuhyun nod

 " i dont need to say she's fine , she's alright  because the truth she isnt , actually she's on coma because of the big impact she received that day " leeteuk said

 " i . - . i wish i can replace her " kyuhyun mumbled leeteuk pulled his shirt and he can see kyuhyun's eyes are teary and red

 " dont ever wish for that. . because if im seohyun i wont let that off " leeteuk said

 " but . . i want her to be happy ! i dont care if i have to die for her " kyuhyun said and leeteuk punched him this time

 " i dont care if you are a patient . . do you think seohyun want this ? do you think she wanted to fell on that stupid stairs ? do you think i havent thinking that same idea ? i -i. .really wanted to replace her . .but do you know what ?! i am worried . i am hurt the leaders are . . do you think we are that strong to hold on ? do youthink our heart is made of stone that we cant cry and all of you can . . when all of you can say negative but we cant. because we are the leader . .a hyung. that you can rely " leeteuk nagged and shade some tears

 " hyung. i love her ! . .can you understand that ?! I LOVE HER ! " kyuhyun yelled

 " did you think loving her would change her mind  ? if you would go there and exchange your bodies . do you  think she would be happy ? you know she likes someone and that is not YOU! " leeteuk yelled and emphasized the word you which makes kyuhyun heart groan in pain

 " i know. .  i know . . but how can i ?? she  .may . . " kyuhyun trailed off

 " kyuhyun dotn always think of seohyun . .think of your fans and us your hyung. . . seohyun dont love you . . and if you forced yourself do you think you can just smile and lived happily . .  and if you wanted to date seohyun. . im going to tell you first but i wont allowed that " leeteuk remarked and kyuhyun's eyes widened

" what are you saying ?" kyuhyun asked and leeteuk looked at hhim seriously

 " i wont let you . . i dont want our fans to get hurt and of course seohyun . . " leeteuk said this time kyuhyun was the one who pulled his shirt and glared at him

 " i will quit . for her ! i will throw my popularity for her ! FOR HER! " kyuhyun yelled and leeteuk smack his hands off

 " ARE YOU THINKING ? the first you step in our world . . you already promised and banned yourself not to fall inlove. .we are idols kyuhyun . we need to serve our fans heartly . . even though we cant love someone for now  .. you should understand. .fans love us .and i think that's enough " leeteuk said

 " do you think we can live like this forever ?? hyung . i know you like taeyeon   and i know some of the members also had their own crushes to the girls . but why ?! WHY CANT I LOVE HER ??!! " kyuhyun asked

 " because you cant . . do you think fans will just let you go ? i am concerned to the both of you . .you will ruined your career , yourself and your image . while seohyun would have a lot haters , she will lock herself not to hear those antifans, the throwing of stones and all the bad talks . .you know that kyuhyun . and im telling you . .  i know ya tou and you had this planned " leeteuk said and kyuhyun looked at him with confusion

 " i have a connection . . still. you are my member and i know you love seohuyn that much and you cant afford her life to lose . .like you said  you are ready to sacrifice everything for her and that's enough . . one thing im telling you now . .just stay beside seohyun  like me . stay with her be that comfortable oppa you were the past. . dont stress her if time comes she will loved you then lucky for you . i dont want my seo baby to got hurt. .it hurts  it hurts in my heart . she is also important to me  . please do this favor for hyung " leeteuk cried and kyuhyun's eyes widened when he saw his hyung bowing with respect . he knew his hyung very much  . this scene is very familiar to him , the scene when his hyung wanted him to be on the program since he always nagged and fight with him not having his own program while the others have  this scene makes his heart hurt his bow with respect and hope . .

 " i will. . . i'll try for all of us " kyuhyun smiled and a tear escaped form his eyes offering his hand to leeteuk

 " i wont be happy if anybody will see us . . the great leeteuk is bowing to his dongsaeng . . the one who always fought with him and being a brat to him " kyuhyun smile and leeteuk scoffed ruffling his hair

 " thank you  .. i dont care if you are the brat  . ."leeteul smiled

 "so can i be the brat ?" kyuhyun asked

 " just dont overdo it " leeteuk said and wiped his tears

 " i can overdo it . . let's play starcraft and if i lose i wont overdo my brat but if i win i can embarassed hyung in the national tv " kyuhyun smirked

 " yah! you know i cant defeat you! aish. .YOU ARE TOTALLY A BRAT! " leeteuk exclaimed and kyuhyun laughed

 " seohyun ah .. . im sorry . . forgive me . promise when you wake up i will be the comfortable oppa like the past . " kyuhyun thought and looked up in the sky

IN the school , everyone looks kris eating his lunch ALONE

" hey  ,, kris do you want to have lunch with me ?" a girl asked her and he smiled

 " you can a-

 " if i were you . . i wont . . that guy is really heartless " he heard one of girls whispered and the girl looked at him with scared eyes

 " ah . . mia-anhae kris .  i think i should just go with my friends over there " the girl stammered and her body is trembling

 " arasseo . go on " kris smiled and with a speed of lightning the girl was gone

 " mmp . .heartless ? "  kris thought and shoved the food straight to his mouth

Then a shadow went to kris chairs and he looked up

 " what are you doing here ?" xiumin asked

" because i am alone now " kris answered and xiumin bit his lips

 " do you think you are really alone ?" luhan asked and kris looked up there he saw the girls and the boys smiled at him holding their lunchboxes

 " aish .. i just dreamt earlier that i catch  this helpless guy in the cafeteria and i decided to help him " chen smirked

 " i think mr wu fan already know the answer of our question since he is not dumbed am i right ?'jessica asked raising her one brow

 " i am not dumber than you " kris remarked and jessica walked to his side and took a seat

 " dont ask . . we can never be angry to the person especially when he is very special to a certain someone " yuri mumbled and all the gang took their seat

 " so i am forgiven ?" kris asked raising his brows

 " mister . .wu yi fan . . i im yoona really dont like everything about you  . .and you know i am vert certain that we already hate you so .. " yoona was cut off when taeyon and tiffany glared at her " i decided that i think i shouldnt hate you . . since  i know myself i wont really hate you . . that much "  yoona smiled and looked away

 " she was saying you are " tiffany eyesmiled and taeyeon hooked one arm to her neck

 " since we are still friends. . . we are forgiving you. . i know seohyun wont like us to fight like this " taeyeon chirped and the others nod in agreement

 " guys. .. im pretty sorrry . i think reality just struck me so late " kris said

 " tsk . . yeah   it is " yoona scoffed and yuri gripped her hand

 " but i think you should say this to seohyun. . you will still wait for her right ? or else " yoona said and narrowed her eyes

 " hey . chill. .of course i will ! " kris exclaimed and the others laughed

 " seohyun. . i dont care if you would call me ert alpazy many times . . do you know i really like it ? and i think it become my hobby for you to call me that " kris thought and smiled to the blank seat beside him obviously belong to the girl his heart and mind ached for .

In the hospital , after leeteuk left kyuhyun because of his schedule , kyuhyun decided to visit seohyun when he open the door , his heart fell and broke a thh thousand times there is the girl whom he loves , the girl who always there for him the girl he want to have , but because of his selfishness the girl he was dying to have lying in the hospital , oxygen mask and big machines beside her which is not very pleasing to see

 " hi . . .princess. . " kyuhyun mumbled and walked slowly to seohyun's body

 " how are you ?? you know what i am fine , . . princess do you know leeteuk oppa bullied me today ? could you scold him for me ? " kyuhyun whispered and giggled holding her hands

 " your hands are kinda cold , , do you want some tea princess ?" kyuhyun asked even though he knows you wouldnt reply he still smile and ruffled her hair

" aigoo . . your sleeping like a real princess. . if i kiss you would you wake up for me  ?" kyuhyun mumbled lookng very intently to seohyun's face

 " ah . .that's right i am not your prince. . i am just a slave .or more like an oppa . ..  pleas-s-e forgive me  .. seohyun ah . forgive me . . i am very selfiish .  i -i just wanted for the both of us to be happy but it turn out a bad ending . . i realised leeteuk hyung is right . " kyuhyun trailed off and wiped his tears 

 " when i stepped in the idol world . i already knew all the consequences , that i cant love , i cant do anything to damage my image and give our fans a heartly fan service . . . i know it's kinda sad but this is what i want . . and for that i cant love you . . anyways . you dont like me i am just an comfortable oppa right ? " kyuhyun smiled and sniffed his nose is red along with his eyes

 " please. . wake up  .. not just for me but for all of us. .we missed you .  i like you seohyun so much . that i can give you everything i had now but. . but. i cant give it to you .i am not supernatural and for that i am sorry . . i am really a useless oppa . . please wake up  . .for me  , ,for hyungs . .for unnies . .and especially the one you like . . kris . ." kyuhyun said and broke into tears.

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