Jung Yong Hwa

Seo Joo Hyun

PROLOGUE

BGM : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I7i-ofV0dK4

Jung Yong Hwa walked along the FNC hallway wearing a complete disguise hoping not to be recognized. But still being in a top band even in 2015 the hoobaes still recognize him and bowed to him respectfully. Other than that, everything seemed peaceful for him that day. It's been a month since he came back from the army to his normal life. Most of it stayed the same even in the Kpop scene. As always the leaders of the Hallyu wave is still Big Bang and SNSD. Followed by non others than 2NE1, Super Junior with a few new rookies. SNSD huh? He wonders how is she doing right now so he took a glimpse of her news in the internet using his Iphone causing his eyes to widen in shocked. She is dating?!?! It's been a year! This is last week news why does he not know about this? No wonder she suddenly become so open about dating and blossomed into a beautiful woman.

Seohyun is DATING? and SM confirm it? 

SNSD Seohyun is spotted with her boyfriend after SNSD World Tour In Japan.

The following guy name is Han Ji Sung a recent graduate from Dongguk University majoring in literature. It's been reported that they have been dating for 1 year. SM issues a statement confirming that indeed the picture is true and yes SNSD Seohyun is dating with Han Ji Sung because he is not a celebrity SM hopes that the netizens will respect his privacy. So now does it means that the rest of SNSD is also dating?

His heart felt like being stabbed.. now he knows that he is still not over her. He felt a mixture of sadness and angered. None of them informed him of this news. How dare they? Why don't they? Feeling betrayed, he walked out lifelessly heading towards a coffee shop between the big two entertainment company building. 

There he saw a familiar figure sitting in the corner alone drinking her goguma latte. He felt a rushed of bittersweet memories seeing her sitting there reading her books. Her beautiful back.. it felt so long. His mouth formed a sweet smile and he headed towards the table with all his anger dissapearing into the thin air. He just misses her and that is all important for him now even if she is happy with someone else.

"Seohyun sshi" said Yonghwa while saluting with his stern voice. Implying himself as a soldier that just got back from his service

"Oppa..? Yong Hwa Oppa! Ommo" she is grinning excitedly and immediately stood up and returned his salute.

"What are you doing here alone?"

"Waiting for someone"

"Your boyfriend?"

"Hmm ne." Hearing the word came out from , he felt sad.. plain sad. 

"I thought you will be giving me a hug or something it's been such a long time since we last meet" Yonghwa said trying to cover up how he really felt hearing her words.

"I miss you oppa! I will be giving you just this one time I don't want my boyfriend to feel jealous." Seohyun immediately hugged Yonghwa as tightly as she could.

"Heheh" Yonghwa hugged her back and kept on showing his bursting cheeks.

"Oppa, stop enjoying it! HAHAHA" She immediately released herself from his arms.

"Wae? I'm still one of your closest guy friends right? Well I miss you too Joo Hyun ahh" Yonghwa pouted feeling a bit dissapointed and hurt with her gestures while taking his seat on the same table as Seohyun.

"Seohyun you look different.. not that much but still different."

"So is that a good thing or a bad thing?" She asked him teasingly with a smirk and her twinkling eyes.

"Of course its good, you look more stunning! Oppa like it. Hahaha."

"Tsk chodding. I should never trust you."

"Why? I mean it really. I'm glad though you still have the sparks in your eyes" And of course he did really mean it. She grown into a beautiful young woman. Different appearance than the last time he met her. She seemed brighter, more matured, with a more distinct fashion sense, and there's also this strong confidence radiating from her.

"You change too oppa, I mean look at you. A man with wrinkles! Hahaha"

"Jasshik. You're just the same as me. Pfft and we not even that old."

"How are you Joo Hyun ahh?"

Yonghwa felt that his curiousness is taking over him. Its killing him as he really wanted to know more about Seohyun's boyfriend. He just waiting for the right time to ask her. "So how you met him?" 

"I don't think we should talk about him oppa, lets talk about you"

"Hyun~" he spoke slowly.

"Ahrasso oppa. I don't remember that much except that he approached me first. Persistently."

"So, you love him?"

"..."

"You love him?"

"Ne." Yonghwa felt a pound on his chest listening to her answer. His heart is throbbing painfully... hurting over the reality that she loves someone else that is not him.

"Why, don't try to dodge the question. Answer it Seo Joo Hyun" Yonghwa swallowed the lump on his throat before continuing the conversation.

"He..he was there everytime I needed him. He understands me not as SNSD Seohyun but as Seo Joo Hyun the normal girl. He is ordinary but he makes me comfortable. He makes me feel safe and when I always trying to take a step back from him, he is always there approaching me taking a step forward. When there is conflict and I pushed him away, he braved himself to fight for me like no one else did."

"No one else did, you mean me?"

"Oppa, I'm sor..."

"Stop there Seo Joo Hyun. Don't say that word please. It's breaks my heart a little if you put it that way, i let you go so why are you saying you're sorry? I'm just happy for you Seo Joo Hyun."

"Oppa...."

There is melancholy with the way they spoke to each other, in the way they look at each other. Questioning each other thoughts, with both of them acting as a solitude to each other. But their moment is interrupted when a man approached them. With eyes filled with unspoken thoughts Seohyun stood up and hugged that man lightly.

"Oppa, this is my boyfriend. Han Ji Sung"

Yonghwa looked at her intently. She is smiling, she is happy.. I lost her. I completely lost her. 

"Oh really! Congrats man, you have got yourself a catch here." He shaked Ji Sung hand with force.

"I know, that's why I won't ever let her go" Ji Sung eyes is now on Yonghwa's hand that is still shaking his hand. Questioning Yonghwa's actions with his eyes.

"Ohh mian. And Hyun~ You happy right?" 

"Yes.. oppa. Don't be worried."

"You better take care of her. I will let her go because you make her happy but if I ever see you making her cry you better be prepared" Yonghwa whispered as he leaned on at Ji Sung.

"Oppa, I heard that, I won't get hurt like before" Seohyun looked at him, her eyes twinkle as trying to say something about the past between she and him.

"Yong Hwa sshi, don't worry I won't hurt her. I will treasure her forever"

"Then it's all good Ji Sung sshi. Do keep in touch Joo Hyun ah." 

Yonghwa faked a smile as he walked away from the scene. He stopped his step for a while and turned his back and saw Seohyun laughing with Ji Sung. Not a fake laugh but a genuine one. That was it, that was the trigger of his emotion. 

"If you just turned your face to look at me, I will confess to you Seohyun how much I want to be with you. Please just look at me while I walk away. That's all i need to make a move to be with you" Yonghwa muttered to himself while looking hopefully at Seohyun's back from outside the coffee shop.

But Seohyun didn't looked back at all. He ended up watching them silently from far when he felt a tear rolled down his cheeks.  He touched his cheek and smiled bitterly before retreating to his car quietly leaving the two love birds in the coffee shop. Only then Seohyun took a glance at Yonghwa but he is already walking away not noticing Seohyun's longing eyes are on him.

"Hyung you're back! Let's go out and have some fun maybe find some girls for you." Jonghyun winked towards Yonghwa oblivious of Yonghwa anger towards his bandmates.

"No thanks Jonghyun. This is only so you can't distract me from the hot news huh?"

"Eh, hyung. What are you talking about?"

"I'm talking about SEO JOO HYUN! SNSD SEOHYUN.. Just freaking leave me alone for now can't you?"

He barged into his room and "bang" he slammed his door and went towards his bed. He laid down and looked towards the ceiling by putting his right arm at his head closing his teary eyes. Maybe she really does forget everything.. maybe she already managed to erase all their memories.. maybe just maybe.

***

My love story with her ends when we decided to not give our love a try because of our young age and it seemed that its the right thing to do then but when I saw the news article of her dating with some guy everything changes. That guy name is Han Ji Sung a fairly ordinary guy with no exceptional talent. Honestly I don't get it why is she dating him. Lookwise, I certainly more good looking than him, made more money than him, talented, charming and girls ideal guy. But.. deep inside he knew it, it was because Han Ji Sung is braver than him.

Now only that he realize that his pride, his ego, his needs and his ways got the best of him. His actions caused Seohyun to walk away from him. The mistakes that he made, will now relentlessly haunts him everytime he saw her. He knew somehow that he deserved it because he is a coward that hurt her without even trying. He is a coward that is too stubborn to ask her out and now he lost her. 

Yonghwa kept his silence and continue sobbing silently hoping his pain to go away.

It's been 3 days since that incident and now Yonghwa completely immersed himself in making his musics expressing himself and his feelings the way he knew best. This way he could take his mind off over everything that had happened and he is trying to be happy for her. He kept on smiling and laughing just to hide the pain away from his friends and family and from her.

"Knock.. knock" Yonghwa ignored the knocking sounds and continued strumming his guitar.

"Hyung. hmm... I think you should know this. Seohyun boyfriend, died in a car accident."

Author's Note

I will be updating this story once i finished my other yongseo fanfic. "Enchanting Creature" 

Well the chapter after this will pretty much be about Yonghwa winning Seohyun back. Like a normal man will do when they try to date a person. It is mainly to make her remember the feeling of falling in love again. Please do comment and subscribe. Thanks for reading! Anyways, I'm too lazy to check any error in my writing.. so forgive me. I'm too hungry havent eaten all day xD