Chapter 8: I think it's quite amazing you've come back to this after all that time, and I'm happy you didn't just drop this story. Gosh, I'm crying almost as much as Himchan here, I can recognise so many things from myself. I'm so sorry you know how this feels, nobody deserves this , and hope you are feeling better than when you started writing this. Ugh, Yongguk is such a sweetheart, everybody needs a friend like that. I hope your inspiration stays with you, I'm looking forward to Himchan feeling better! Thank you for writing and sharing, I hope you have a good day~!

Chapter 7: So... Uhm... Ugly crying on the train? I think yes. Orz. I have to say your writing has improved a lot since you wrote this, so as someone who follows your development, have to say I'm disappointed. But Himchan is a mess and I can't wait to see how you patch him up properly. Hopefully it won't be too long. Chapter eight can only be better ^^

i really love this story.....i really want all his friends to learn what exactly is going on with him and to help him.....i also like the way this story is written and the way you portray his thoughts......

Chapter 6: I just read this entire thing on my way to work. I just felt like reading it again, and now I'm going to ask you to update again :) when you have time... I want to see how this develops.

Chapter 6: please update soon...i really want to know what happens next

I stumbled upon this fic and it's really good! I hope you update soon.
Good luck with life, I hope you will end up being happier.

Chapter 5: It was a happier chapter but I hope there will be something that will actually help Himchan. I feel that this was just a temporary fix rather than getting to the root cause of his personality. I still haven't figured out why he's like that. Will it be explained?

Regardless, I do like how Yongguk is caring for his friend and not at all pushing him to tell him his problems. That's what a true friend is. Though I think a good friend is what Himchan really needs, I also hope he gets some kind of help.

I'll be reading the next chapter and commenting on it soon, but I have to take a nap since I'm really exhausted from school work =(.

Chapter 4: Yes, Himchan needs some BangHim love. I can’t understand him well other than thinking that these are self-hate thoughts. I go through those as well so it’s a little easy to relate. To think that he doesn’t deserve even the kindness of a friend, it just shows how low he’s feeling. I wonder if Yongguk knows that Himchan goes to therapy since he got there so fast.

Chapter 3: I keep thinking that Himchan is a little more angry than he is sad. Or rather, there is a feeling of resentment towards himself. When I read this, I don’t think he likes himself much and I’m sad about that thought.

I’m excited to see more of Himchan’s interactions with Yongguk since he really does seem to care. Looking for him when he’s gone and worrying about him, that’s what Himchan needs and he needs to see that. He needs to feel loved since it seems like he can’t even do that for himself.

Chapter 2: It was interesting to see Himchan be comforting to Junhong and help him with his troubles. At first, I wondered if he was not as depressed as he was portrayed in the first chapter. Then, I was surprised to see how he wanted to take on another person’s pain. He really does have a weakness for self-harm and it makes me sad to see him that way.
The difference between how he thinks of himself and how he treats others is very interesting and it makes me curious about the mentality that makes him do that. Was it the selfishness that he was talking about?