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101 Reasons to Live

 

1. Favorite color

Weirdly enough, I like the color pink too, just like Suzy does. The way I see it – or rather, think it – in hell, there is only the color red and in heaven there is only white. So think about it, you have a favorite color, don’t you? Wouldn’t you want to see it until your time has really really really ran out? I don’t know about you, but that’s a good reason to live for the meantime.


 

“You’re lying,” she accused.

Myungsoo scoffed.

“Stop doing that!” Suzy exclaimed.

He looked at her questioningly and asked, “Doing what?”

Suzy glared at him. “Stop scoffing!”

He chortled and nodded. “Okay fine, but know that I’m not lying to you. If you come down from that ledge, I’ll tell you all 101 reasons.”

She closed her eyes and wondered if this was some sort of sign from God. Perhaps the world telling her that she shouldn’t jump; she shouldn’t – didn’t have to – die today. Someday, but not today. Maybe this Myungsoo guy was an angel sent from heaven, she thought. Even though, he was the one urging her to jump a few minutes ago.  Opening her eyes, she turned to the boy behind her. It was quite dark, and Suzy couldn’t see most of Myungsoo’s features. But she knew very well that she was looking him directly in the eyes. That was all that mattered.

“Well, are you going down or not?” Myungsoo asked.

This time, Suzy was the one who scoffed. “Tell me one right now, and if I find that it’s a good reason, I’ll come down.”

Myungsoo grinned. “Pink!” he then shouted.

Pink?” Suzy repeated.

“You like the color pink, don’t you?” Myungsoo questioned. Then, he immediately added: “I can tell you do. If you die now, you’ll never see the color pink again. I’m sure wherever you’ll be going – the afterlife, or whatever – has no pink.”

She looked at him strangely. How would he know she liked pink? She wanted to ask him that; instead, she kept mum. A few minutes later, she giggled. “I guess that makes sense, Myungsoo.”

“Of course it does, it came from my brain!”

Suzy’s lip was graced with a smile. It felt good to smile, especially after a long time. Pink was sort of a good reason to live, she supposed. And what was wrong with indulging this strange yet interesting boy? Pink, she supposed could be a reason to live another day. So, slowly and carefully, she stepped down the ledge and wiped the remaining tears in her eyes.

Myungsoo stepped closer and extended his hands, “It’s nice to officially meet you, Suzy. Let’s live for pink, shall we?”

Suzy nodded and shook his hands. “1 down, 100 more to go, Myungsoo.”

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Meredithaan
#1
Chapter 2: wow, how does Myung know Suzy likes pink?
just a guess? what if Suzy doesn't like pink..
LOL, and Suzy is ike a kid here, maybe ppls just need a simple reason to keep living no matter how childish that reason is..
Living is a blessing..
Meredithaan
#2
Chapter 1: Myung so cold at first but he actually warm to Suzy..
I hope Suzy take Myung hands
soamazingifnt7 #3
I was looking for something to read before i found your amazingly beautiful story! The plot is so realistic and also fresh to read~ It makes me think of other wonderful things around me other than asking why my life's so boring and dull. Thank you for sharing this story with us, hope you, too, can feel happier like what you helped us all!
-Onyuu
#4
Chapter 10: I love this, seriously! ♥ Especially the tight hugs chapter. The chapters are short and simple yet very meaningful. It makes me think twice about the reasons, reasons I have to continue living. Truthfully, I've come to the point of thinking suicide yet I'm still afraid to die. Thank you for writing this fic! Fighting!
dark44rose #5
Chapter 8: that was so beautiful althought i never felt like ending my life i do feel very sad and depressed at time and mostly lonely but reading this it made it seem like it would all be better one day please don't stop it's giving me hope i think music,a good laugh,spending time with people that make you happy ,taking care of animals and holding a child tending for a sick person are all reasons to live for :)
Sujijang
#6
Chapter 8: Wow you're such an amazing author :))
MissCrayon #7
Chapter 8: i love all your short and beautiful updates :) thank you for updating <3
missadaebak #8
Chapter 8: Another reason to live is stories like this :) such an inspiration.
sayA_ninap
#9
Chapter 8: You write beautifully. I can't wait for your next update :)
barosgirl
#10
Yeah you updated!! I've been waiting for ages for this story to be updated. Thank you author-nim.. <3