101 Reasons

101 Reasons to Live

 

“Are you going to jump?”

“I don't know,” she responded shakily.

The boy scoffed. “Make up your mind.”

She looked at him incredulously. Was he really urging her to jump? He wasn’t even going to stop her? What kind of person would do that, not stop someone from committing suicide? Curious, she asked, “Y-you’re not going to stop me?”

“Do you want me to?”

She paused to think about the answer to that question. Inside her head, a part of her shouted yes while the other nonchalantly replied no, and urged her to just jump. Perhaps she should do just that, what was left for her in this cruel world anyway? She had no one; nobody loved her. She had nothing either. Heaving a sigh, she looked down the building and yelled: “I don’t know!”

Again, the male scoffed.

The wind blew strongly and the girl lost balance, almost pushing her off the rooftop ledge. Her brown wavy hair flew in every direction and her body continued to tremble in fear. She was still human, and the thought of dying still scared her.

“Jeez, even the wind is asking you to hurry up!” the boy shouted sardonically.

Then, she started to cry. Tears welled up in her eyes, streamed down her face like waterfall rushing to plunge down the river. Her cries were only heard by the boy behind her, the one urging her to end her life already. She wondered, still, if someone – anyone – would miss her. If somewhere out there, someone actually loved her secretly. She hoped that someone, something, would give her a reason to live because she didn’t want to go yet. Even if it was just a little part of her.

“What’s your name?”

Her tears halted and so did her cries. Slowly, she turned to the boy. He was grinning, like he had achieved something. Was he insane? Then again, she was the one standing on the ledge, wanting to jump; she wasn’t any better than he was. “Suzy,” she said softly, hoping he heard her.

“I’m Myungsoo.” He smiled. “Why do you want to jump?”

She hesitated to tell him, but in the end, she told him anyway. “I don’t have anyone or anything to live for.”

“That’s where you’re wrong, Suzy. There are 101 reasons for everyone to live.”

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Meredithaan
#1
Chapter 2: wow, how does Myung know Suzy likes pink?
just a guess? what if Suzy doesn't like pink..
LOL, and Suzy is ike a kid here, maybe ppls just need a simple reason to keep living no matter how childish that reason is..
Living is a blessing..
Meredithaan
#2
Chapter 1: Myung so cold at first but he actually warm to Suzy..
I hope Suzy take Myung hands
soamazingifnt7 #3
I was looking for something to read before i found your amazingly beautiful story! The plot is so realistic and also fresh to read~ It makes me think of other wonderful things around me other than asking why my life's so boring and dull. Thank you for sharing this story with us, hope you, too, can feel happier like what you helped us all!
-Onyuu
#4
Chapter 10: I love this, seriously! ♥ Especially the tight hugs chapter. The chapters are short and simple yet very meaningful. It makes me think twice about the reasons, reasons I have to continue living. Truthfully, I've come to the point of thinking suicide yet I'm still afraid to die. Thank you for writing this fic! Fighting!
dark44rose #5
Chapter 8: that was so beautiful althought i never felt like ending my life i do feel very sad and depressed at time and mostly lonely but reading this it made it seem like it would all be better one day please don't stop it's giving me hope i think music,a good laugh,spending time with people that make you happy ,taking care of animals and holding a child tending for a sick person are all reasons to live for :)
Sujijang
#6
Chapter 8: Wow you're such an amazing author :))
MissCrayon #7
Chapter 8: i love all your short and beautiful updates :) thank you for updating <3
missadaebak #8
Chapter 8: Another reason to live is stories like this :) such an inspiration.
sayA_ninap
#9
Chapter 8: You write beautifully. I can't wait for your next update :)
barosgirl
#10
Yeah you updated!! I've been waiting for ages for this story to be updated. Thank you author-nim.. <3