I want to talk to you

But I can't

I want to hug you

But I won't

What to do?

I feel blocked

But I feel loved.

I was so uncertain,

about what you thought of me.

I was so uncertain,

until you told me.

I confessed.

I told you that I liked you more than a friend.

You refused.

But I still wanted us to be friends.

No awkwardness?

Pinky swear.

Now I feel an emptiness.

Uncomfortable, I swear.

I don't want to regret

pouring out my feelings to you.

But I still bet,

I won't be the same to you.

"The girl that likes me."

I would hate to be thought of this way.

I want to change your feelings for me

But in two months I'll be away.

"Tell him" they say

"In two months you'll be away"

But it's not enough time

I feel like I commited a crime.

Confessing is not bad

You just have to see his reaction after.

"We don't know each other enough!"

You thought I expected a "Happily ever After"?!

Why did I even fell for you?

I don't know why.

But I know that

I fell hard.

And it hurts.