When Jealousy controls you...

Loving you kills me

Eli P.O.V

‘I-I-I-I!!!!!??????’

Joon moved his head and he woke up. I quickly pushed him off and I got up.

“....hm......”

“I need to go...so hurry up and let’s go home.....”

Joon nodded. He stretched his arms and yawned like a hippo.

‘He doesn’t remember anything...-_-....’

We walked out and Joon and I walked home together.

“So......who did you go with to the movies....?”

“A friend...”

I raised an eyebrow at him indicating the sentence ‘I need more info’

“A friend I met 2 days ago or something....she is really nice....”

‘That idiot!!! He is hanging out with girls all the time now!!!!!!! Why am I so jealous??????’

“Don’t hang out with them.....”

“What?! Why???? They are so nice!!!”

“They will steal your food!”

‘What a lame excuse.....-_-‘

“WHAT?!”

Joon looked really shocked.

“I will be careful around them....”

“Why do you care so much about what I do???”

‘I dunno....’

“I don’t want you to get a girl pregnant.....”

Joon looked really disgusted.

We finally arrived at Shin Woo’s house.

Joon turned to look at me. It was snowing.

I was wearing a scarf but it was a bit crooked Joon reached out for my scarf and fixed it.

His face was so close to my face that I could feel his breaths on my cheeks.

“You will get a cold if you don’t wear it properly!!” Joon said to me in a funny tone.

He waved a goodbye to me and he closed the door behind him.

‘Why is my heart beating so fast....???’

Joon P.O.V

‘He’s been acting weird lately.....meh...not my problem...’

“Shin Woo!! I watched ‘The life of Pi’ with a girl called Sunny. She is so nice and everything but she consistently touches my arm....a bit scary.....but she is nice.”

“She is trying to flirt with you...”

“Oh...well that’s awkward....I don’t really....”

Shin Woo sighed

“Joon...when are you going to tell everyone about your secret.....your dad wants you to come up with a decision soon....”

“I know okay! Don’t rush me! It’s not like I wanted to be born like this!!!”

“Joon calm down!!”

“I just want to a female or male!! That’s all!! One or the other!! FML!!!”

I was soo angry I just walked into my room and slammed the door shut.

‘I don’t know....I want to be a girl sometimes but...I also want to be a guy and dad told me I had to choose my gender when I turned 18......*sigh*....’

 

~~~~Flash back~~~~

Dong Yeon P.O.V

‘That idiot why is he there!  I want to get rid of him!’

I was standing in front of my wardrobe. I could feel the anger rising within me. I grabbed all my clothes and pulled them out and chucked them onto the floor.

Suddenly my maid came in.

“Miss?! What do want me to do about your clothes???” the house maid asked me.

“Chuck them out!! They’re last season! It’s stupid!”

The house maid sighed and left the room carrying the pile of clothes.

“I will find out your darkest secret and us it against him....”

‘He is grabbing Eli’s attention......I don’t want the guy I like to turn into a guy lover.....eww.......what.....like him are you kidding me!!’

I dialled a number.

“Hello...? This is Sunny park.......who is this?”

“It’s me Dong Yeon.....”

“Oh...it’s you...hello.....”

“Do you still dig up dirt on other people...?”

“I stopped 5 years ago....I wanted to live as a normal girl....”

“Can you it one more time for me...?”

“No...”

I smirked.

“I know about your sick sister......I pretty sure you wouldn’t mind a bit of money for her hospital fees.....”

Sunny was silent for a couple of minutes.

“........okay...............”

“Perfect.....”
I hung up and smiled to myself.

“Joon I will make you feel so shameful, that you will just want to die...”

‘I just love ruining other people’s lives...’

~~~~ End of Flashback ~~~~

Sunny P.O.V

I finally got home after my date with Joon.

‘I can’t stop loving him!!!’

“Minnie!! I’m home!”

I ran into her room and she was sleeping peacefully.

I smiled and her head.

‘She is already 10......she must really want to go to school.....’

I could feel tears welling up in my eyes.

‘If only you didn’t have cancer at such a young age....’

My phone began to vibrate.

‘Dong Yeon sent me a message....’

‘This is what he looks like! Hurry up I want you to get the job down quickly.....’

I rolled my eyes and I opened the file and saw Joon’s photo.

‘W-What?!’

I dropped my phone on the floor.

‘I-I-It can’t be him......no I can’t!! I need to text her back.....’

I picked up my phone. Suddenly I heard Minnie whimpering while sleeping; I looked at her sleeping.

‘I have to do this......Minnie is really sick....but Joon.....Minnie is more important.....I will make sure Joon doesn’t get too hurt....’

‘Joon....I’m sorry.....’

~~~~ Next day ~~~~

Shin Woo P.O.V

I looked at Kiseop slacking off again. He was dosing off in one of the chairs.

I rolled my eyes and went up to him. I smacked him on the head.

“Aish!! What the hel- I mean....I was working!! I was j-j-just testing the chairs!! I will now go help Kevin in the kitchen!”

He ran into the kitchen.

I just smiled to myself.

‘He is so cute sometimes.....WHAT?! CUTE ARE YOU KIDDING ME?! HA! HA! HAHAHAHA!! As if.....’

I walked away in a very awkward manner.

“Shin Woo???”

I heard someone call my name; I slapped my cheeks and shook my head...

I noticed what I was doing. I had walked into the kitchen and was staring at Kiseop.

‘Great.....’

“I think I walked into the wrong place...goodbye!”

I turned and walked out of the room.

Joon P.O.V

‘Female or Male......Female or male........hmm.....’

I continued to wipe the rtables while I was deep in thought.

“...um....Joon...”

I woke up. I was wiping Hoon’s right arm.

“OH! I’m so sorry!!!”

I let go of his arm and started to flap my arms around like a crazy person not knowing what to do.

“It’s okay...” Hoon said smiling.

I smiled back.

“EHHH HEMMM!!!”

 I turned to look at Eli.

‘That wason of the worst fake cough I’ve ever heard.’

“Get back to work....stop s-slacking off!”

“Okay...”

I continued to wipe the tables and I continued to wipe the table.

‘...hmm....Maybe....romance!!! Romance can help me choose! If I fall in love with a guy I will become a girl and if I fall in love with girl I will become a guy.....OKAY!’

I looked at Eli.

‘Maybe Eli can help me....’

~~~~ End of chapter 5 ~~~~

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esya97
#1
Chapter 10: please make a sequel~^^
katyloveukiss #2
Chapter 10: you must makea sequel.you must !!!!!
katyloveukiss #3
Chapter 9: om this is freaking interesting please update soon please
Hotcoco123pinkie #4
Chapter 8: I love this story!!! It's so unique!!! Please update :3
katyloveukiss #5
Chapter 7: i need an update this story is just perfect come on come on please update
Ukissmefftime
#6
Chapter 7: Confusidayism....(my word!) lots of Deanna here hehe, YAY! Good story btw^^
Haylle
#7
Chapter 7: I bet kevin likes shin woo .

But !! Kiseop likes SHIN WOO ! and what about Joon ?
Ukissmefftime
#8
Chapter 5: Oooo~ interesting!! Eli is getting jelly~ hehe that's so cute....

Omo I feel so bad fo her little ban sister I'm going to cry D-:

You a pretty good author, can't wait for a new update!
Ukissmefftime
#9
Chapter 4: Gahhh no u r not aloud to do the cliff hanger thing......UPDATE THIS SOOON!
Ukissmefftime
#10
Chapter 1: What is shikkeureo???...I'm very....comment inclined...so I'll comment allot and everytime you update so;D have a nice day