To the person that set eyes on this letter

Believe me when I tell you, you might just be the first person to know the kind of private life we 5 led. You might also be the one that will uncover the truth behind our death, if ever we die suddenly without any news.

Just because we look like every other artists that they see, does not mean we do not have a private life we want to hold. Everyone believed that what they see and heard, is the 100% truth. And because of that, nobody knows, the hard life we lead to protect the country and those around us. We refuse to step down from this decision. Yes it's hard to be standing in this position and not knowing when I'll get shot down. But after many years of becoming a hit man and capturing nearly everyone that is a threat to the country, I can't stop now. Even if it means dying from a bullet, I can't stop now. VIPs will understand, I guess? I hope.

As the team leader, sacrificing is the only thing that is at the top of my head. For the country. For the people that I love. For Big Bang. For my maknaes who always had my six. It is because I love them that I do not want to see them suffer.

For my very good friend Dong Youngbae, he was like a brother who never left my side even for a minute. He was always there on every mission, behind those screens and I truly am grateful for all that he has done. He got in to this mess because of me. Because of itchy me who accepted the boss' offer for this job. It was cool at first, then it got really tiring.

For the hyung that have my utmost respect, Choi Seunghyun. Even when he knew that Taeyang and I lied to him about our travel when we first started, he did not get angry. He maintained his compose and smiled, "You are doing a very good deed for us all. How can I ever be angry?" Hyung may look childish, but because of his ideas and innocent mind, we managed to get out of every mission even when our life was in danger.

For my two maknaes, Kang Daesung & Lee Seunghyun, getting angry at me really set me thinking. It made me realise that I should not have hide and lied to the people who always believe and trust me. It was my mistake to leave them behind. It was my mistake that they were angered when I told them not to be part of this mission crap. I could not help myself, they were my younger brothers. It became more than just my duty to protect them, it became my life.

You who have set eyes on this letter, if we have died in vain, please tell everyone how sorry we are to have failed the country and everyone we love. Tell our fans that we're sorry we lied. Tell our family that we're sorry we left just like that.

You who have set eyes on this letter, if we have died in glory, leave us as we were. We want to stay as Big Bang, the 5 men on stage singing for our beloved VIPs because it's our passion & dream. We do not want to be the Big Bang that saved the country, we want to stay as Big Bang that left the remarkable stage.

No matter what, tell everyone we know that we love them.

Don't look back and leave
Don't find me again and just live on
Because I have no regrets from loving you, so only take the good memories.
I can bear it in some way
I can stand it in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
Day by day it fades away

- GDragon