He was just standing there continuing to sip his frap. Then we made eye contact, his stare was so intense i turned away immediately. I looked over to Taemin and he winked HAHA i blushed. I was busy chatting with Onew about his lovelife, for a shy guy he is pretty open (LOL doesnt make sense right?) Then me and Key started talking about the latest fashion and about me visiting his closet (mini mall XD) to check out some cool stuff i might like! Boots and dresshirts were definitely at the top of my list. It had gotten dark outside and i checked my watch. wow! time does pass by when you're having fun! it was already 6:00 pm. Manager Go said he needed to go because his wife was making delicious beef wraps. The other members left together saying that they were tired from practice and had alot of fun for today. 

      So there we were, me and taemin left alone. . .AGAIN. 

     "JiHye-ssi wanna grab some dinner?' he said

      " Yeah sure!" :) [shut up!]

    My heart was racing, my hands were shaking and I could feel my eye was beginning to twitch.

      "what do you wanna eat?" he asked as we went out of Starbucks.

       "uhmmm. . .you choose! :)" 

      "what about some korean barbeque?" he said as he led me to his van

       "Sounds good!"

   We both went inside the car and the whole trip was so quiet i could hear his breathing. we arrived at the tiny restaurant. Taemin opened the door and stepped out first, he grabbed my arm as i was getting down the car. I was still blushing from before and i was so touched by his kind actions. We entered the place and i almost died. The aroma of barbeque filled the room and it was to die for! A little old  lady led us to a table for two. We both sat down and ordered. As we gave back the menus I was looking aroung the restaurant wondering why nobody was looking at Taemin (LOL superstar alert). There was only a few old people dining. The calmness of the people and the music made me comfortable. Taemin looked at me, both elbows on the table and chin rested on them.

      "hmmm?" i said with curiousity. 

       "Nothing! you're just so interesting to look at." he said smiling

       "Merong!" :P

       "I like this restaurant because i never get disturb by fans and no one really knows me. I feel normal!" 

       "How is that possible? doesnt everyone know the Lee Taemin? :O and you are normal! [LOL JK you arent normal youre a god!] 

       " well people who come here are mostly elderly so they wouldnt recognize me HAHA" 

       "really? that's amazing!'

    We talked about his past for a while and then our order came. Taemin offered to cook the meat. I waited patiently and watched Taemin as he flipped the meat. He took a piece, dipped it in sauce and pointed his chopsticks right at me.

        "Me?" [OMG. OMG. :"D]

         "Yup, open wide" he said nodding

     My body was spazzing. I was in so much shock i think i didnt even blink! I opened my mouth and ate the meat. He then took 

some rice from his bowl and fed it to me yet again.

         "HEY! stop being so kind and eat up!" I took a piece of meat and wrapped it with lettuce (ssangchu! :3) and fed it to Taemin. 

   There we were feeding each other like we were a married couple. He took another piece of meat and replayed what he had did a while ago. But this time he started laughing. 

         "why? are you laughing" i said after swallowing

         " You've got some sauce on the side of your lip HAHA" he said still chuckling

         "AISH! ;P" i said kind of embarassed.

     I got a folded tissue from the table and lifted it to my face. I was going to wipe my lips, but then Taemin held my hand down on the table

          "here, I'll do it" He said smiling.

    He grabbed a tissue, leaned over and wiped my lip

           "There all clean!" :)

"uhhhh...uhhh...gomawo.." i gave a shy smile

"hhm! No problem!"

(IN MIND : no problem!?! no problem !?! seriously!?! why does he have to be so nice!?! it annoys me and embrasses me at the same time!)

"So when are you gonna start going to the studio?" he asked while wiping his mouth with a clean tissue

"uhmmm....Next week" I i replied shyly

"Oh yeah thats right! Sorry i forget easily :P anyways you should stop by the SHINee dance studio, maybe i can teach you a few moves." he said while his eyes disappeared as gave me a smile.

"hehe, sure! but I'm afraid I'LL be the one teaching you some moves :P HAHA"

"whatever! but you promise? PINKY PROMISE?" he said with a puppy face as he stuck out his pinky.

"pinky promise" We locked pinkies and smiled.

We continued eating in silence. Taemin paid for the bill after our "NO!  I"ll pay 5 minute argument". We went out to take a walk at a nearby park. It was about 7:30 and the stars were brightly shining in the pitch black sky. Taemin was a few steps ahead of me as we strolled down the brick sidewalk. There was a few benches but there were people occuping them so we continued to walk. Winter was approaching and it was getting pretty cold. Damn, my fingers were freezing. As I was rubbing my hands together for warmth, Taemin looked behind

"JiHye-ssi are you cold?" he asked worriedly 

(hell yeah i was cold)

"uhmmmm. just a teeny bit" i lied

"hey tell me the truth! look at your hands they are shaking and so are your knees!" he said

he went over to my side (darn it, here he comes to save me again ><) I was betting on him that he would remove his jacket and place over my shoulders just like they do in romantic movies. (O_O) BUT NO, NO HE DID WORSE! He went to my left side, and used his right arm to wrap around my waist pulling me beside him (TOTAL SKINSHIP) are bodies were attached side by side. I think Im gonna melt (THIS IS TOTALLY BITTERSWEET) My body  heated up like an oven and my cheeks burned up.

(Imagined it looks like this PRESS!)

"ahemm, you know you couldve just offered your jacket"

"nahh! this is warmer" he said smiling as he pushed me closer.

We continued to walk. He started humming as we paced ourselves.

"JiHye-ssi, do you wanna go home now?  Maybe you need to rest already? Maybe you're tired?" he said with concern

(no I wanna stay in your arms forever)

"uhmmmm. . . yeah i guess so. I have to wake up early tomorrow." I said hesistantly

"Okay :) c'mon I'll bring you home" he replied.

We walked to his van. He opened the door for me.

"ladies first" he said

"hahaha good thing, Donghae isnt here hahaha" I said laughing

"you've got that right haha"

Taemin entered and we took off. I told the driver where my apartment was. As we went through Seoul I stared outside the window.

"The lights are so beautiful" I said with wide eyes

"yup they are, just like you" Taemin said softly chuckling

"what!!???!!! shoooosh!"

(holy crap holy crap holy crap)

"you're the one who is beautiful taemin-noona" I said trying to make a joke to cover the awkwardness.

"hahahaha thanks I appreciate your sign of respect hahaha"

"MEHRONG :P" I said looking at him.

I directly stared back at the window hoping not to make eye contact, still feeling awkward.

After 5 minutes of total silence we arrived at my building. Taemin opened the door and stepped out. I went out after him and gave a big sigh.

"thank you for today Taemin-ssi, i had fun!" I said with a smile :)

he nodded his head "no problem!" :)

"I'll go ahead now okay?" I asked

"sure! Good night JiHye sweet dreams! See you on monday ;)"

"same to you" :)

I went up the stairs. Instead of taking the elevator i took the stairs, the reason why? It was because i always take the stairs when I need to think . . .As I walked up the steps I was thinking about Taemin. Tsk! Its very hard to make decisions. Do I love him? or do i just like him? like a brother or something? Ive never been inlove so the feeling i felt towards Taemin was getting me confused, but like i said there was something missing :/ I just dont know what it is. UGH! i cant think about now it will just make frustrated.