Like always…everybody seems to be so tired except for Heechul. His laughing voice fills up all the hotel's corridors.

Siwon arrived at the front of their room. He knew he has to enter, but he can’t! Just the mere taught of being with Heechul in the same roof shakes his whole body!  

This had been the same story for two years...they always reserve one room and sleep in; but now there is a big difference between all of those days and now.

Suddenly Heechul touched his shoulder "Siwon ...what are you waiting for? Open the door!"

Siwon used the key and opened the door. Heechul went to the room but Siwon can’t! What kind of reaction he should show?  He knows he should be like always…funny…kind ..talkative and cool …but he can’t! He still feels that sweet, soft lips on his own..wow..how delicious the taste is that he can’t forget those great moments …Heechul call him again “Why aren’t you coming in?” 

And then take out his clothes and lay on the bed "O, what a long day! I want to sleep...so you can use the bathroom …”

Siwon got angry "What?...but you should eat dinner you were..."

Heechul  cut his words:"Oh please don't start again I heard all of this advice more than 1000 times before!! I said I want to sleep so.."

"No I won't let you  !" 

Heechul pretended that he didn’t heard anything and closed his eyes. “When you go please turn off the lights ...."

 "I said...I won't let you!" Heechul laughed :"Why? Are you my mom? "

 "We should talk!" 

Yes !he had decided to say everything that fills  his mind! He can't live like this! For two years he’s Involved with himself on how he should confess his love to Heechul and now finally he got the opportunity!  Heechul didn’t open his eyes. "let's talk tomorrow  I am so tired and..." 

"No! We should talk now!" 

He feels his heart beating like a drum! He knew that if he let go this opportunity he would blame himself his whole life! Heechul finally opened his eyes and looked at him “Wow! What is this about that makes you so serious?”

Ssiwon is still standing in the middle of the corridor, fighting with his feelings! “About…about that…you know…”

Heechul lean on his elbow and looked at the other’s bashed face with full of questions in his eyes “What is the matter? Are you ok?”

Siwon went inside the room: “No..ya..I mean yes…but..I don’t know how should I say…” 

Heechul got worried  ”Did something happen? Come closer… “ 

Siwon smiled “Nothing…oh don’t worry I just want to talk about the concert and…” 

Heechul was still upset!”Concert what? There is something wrong?” 

Siwon got closer, laughing “No no …just..I wanted to talk about…that kiss” 

Heechul became more upset “Oh… that made you angry?  Damn! I knew I should speak with you first  I should knew you would make a motion out of it because that wasn’t in the SMT programs but I just taught that that would make the show fantastic and…”

 Siwon sat on the edge of Heechul’s bed. “No …no I am not angry or upset…I don’t have any complain, in fact I enjoyed it!”

 Heechul sighed “Thank god! So what is the problem?”

 Siwon put his head down:”I..Don’t know how I should say…” 

Heechul groaned “Oh come on just say what you want to say, you are killing me!”

Siwon rose his head “I want some more” 

Heechul still didn’t understand what the point was so he asked again. “Want what?” 

Siwon laughed from shame “Kiss…me!” 

Heechul didn’t react which made Siwon laugh. “Oh come on Heenim! You don’t understand yet? I bit your lips in the concert!“ 

“Yes! So?” 

Siwon wondered. “So!?! What do you mean so?!” 

“That’s normal! “ 

Siwon got a headache! “Did.. did Sungmin or…Jungmo…or Henry bit  your lips too?” 

Heechul seems so apathetic. “Yes Jungmo even my tongue!” 

Siwon wanted to scream. “What? damn!” 

Heechul got more upset. “Why? This isn’t normal?” 

Siwon screamed. “Is this normal to you?” 

Heechul got scared. “What is the matter with you? If you kiss someone that reaction is natural and…wait a minute! Why is this making you angry? This isn’t your business! “   

”Yes it is! “  

” What? Are you crazy ?or drunk?” 

"NO! I am  in love with YOU!” 

Heechul’s eyes opened wide. “What? What is this? Are you joking? “

 Siwon’s eyes started filling with tears. “No…my feelings are real hyung..I love you so much!” 

Hee’s face gets pale:  “! I kissed you once and you fell in love with me? “

 “No...no i loved you for two years before and...” 

"What?! Two years?! Oh my god!" 

“Oh come on….you didn’t realize it? All of this times…” 

Heechul shouted “Realize what? What do you thoght about me?”

 “I thoght about you all the time…all of the moments…”

Heechul still couldn’t believe it:” Are…are you serious? But…but…how "

Siwon walked nearer to him: “What a ridiculous  question! You’re so lovable..so cute so funny …so y..everybody will fall with you so easily… this is normal…”

Heechul’s face got red. “Nno…this isn’t normal….I am a boy…just like you…” 

“You think this is important for a man in love?"

 Heechul shouted and slid to the edge of the bed.  "Oh you!  I can’t stand such nonsense!” 

“Where are you going? Wait!”  Siwon panicked and tried to catch his arms but Heechul set back himself and stood up: “I can’t sleep with one crazy guy like you!”

“No I can’t let you go!” 

 Siwon murmured and suddenly  jumped and hugged Heechul from the back. Heechul got more angry and tried to push Siwon’s strong arms from his own waist: ”What are you doing? Let me go!”

 Siwon pushed his cheeks on Heechul’s shoulder. “Please…please don’t leave me alone…I love you so much…I love you Heenim..I can’t stand any more  …”

Hheechul grabbed Siwon’s hands, trying to open them. “Let me go you fool!” 

“No no…please… Let me hold you, just a little bit longer …oh…my god ..you drive me crazy…no one can love you like I do!”

 “I don’t care…I don’t need your love ..I don’t need YOU!”

 Siwon cried:”But I need you….please Chula…for the sake of our friendship …can’t you let me love you?” 

“You idiot! You are destroying  that friendship now!..." 

“My love is stronger than friendship!”

 "But I am your hyung and I want to be your hyung forever..." 

Siwon  whispered. “I don't want you to be my hyung! Iwant  you to be my love..." 

“Oh my god! Are you out of your mind ?… you know better than me   this relation  is forbidden and a big sin…  "

 “You don’t believe God…so let it be my problem!”   

Heechul lost his hope to release and murmured: “Oh I…shouldn’t kiss you…I was wrong.” 

Siwon pushed his hands on Heechul’s tummy and put his head on Heechul’s shoulder:”Oh that was the best moment in my life…how can I thank you? For such wonderful gift."

 "So …what do you want from me ?” 

“I…I want you!” 

 “What?! What does this mean? Oh I am going crazy!!!” 

Heechul screamed and start to struggle again! Siwon didn’t let him go. “Please my Chula ,please..understand me…I am so pitiful ….I am going crazy…I love you so much…until now I didn’t say anything but….your love is killing me…if I don’t have you…I will die I know!” 

And suddenly started to cry! Heechul desist from struggling and sigh:” So what? You decided to hold me until morning?" 

"If I have to...! I will hold you forever until you say you accept me!"

 "And then ?if I accept you ...what happens? What is next? Do you want make love to me?" 

Oh! Make love to Heechul. Only thinking about it makes Siwon crazy! He laughed involuntary from excitement and this made Heechul ensured that the other’s answer is yes! And this drove him crazy again!  “Oh…you bastard ! “ 

And with one abrupt move, he turned and slapped Siwon’s face. Siwon, that didn’t expect it ‘swung and his arms opened.

Heechul’s eyes were burning! His voice trembling from fierce: “I hate you! Never…never touch me again…if you do it I will kill you!”

 And collect his cloth from the bed and went out from room!