My friend talked about you

When he said you looked good, I got pointlessly angry

Maybe I still wanted you to suffer because of me

“You know ______, Luhan has is probably going to be more handsome when he debuts than he used to be. Can you hook me up?” Your friend Eunji jokingly asked giving you a sly wink. You looked up from your position that was currently sprawled on her couch and gave her a glare.

                “Shut up Eunji, you aren’t going anywhere near Luhan” You replied taking the joke a little more seriously then she expected.

                Eunji laughed and looked at you through smiling eyes. “Calm down Tiger, I was just joking, but don’t you think you are being a little grumpy? I mean c’mon it’s only been 6 months.”

                You closed your eyes and sighed “Yeah, 6 months for pure hell.”

                 Your relationship with Luhan is very …. bumpy. You and Luhan had known each other since forever and I didn’t help that he had once confessed to you. You, being the young and stupid one rejected him obliviously breaking the poor boy’s heart. Ever since that happened you hadn’t talked to each other because he was off to train and SM entertainment before you could put the pieces together and understand what and why he meant when he confessed to you.

 These days, without knowing, I sing the songs we used to listen to together

On days like this when I’m locked in old memories,

On nights when I miss you for no reason

                You couldn’t understand why you were doing this to yourself. You soon found yourself falling in love with Luhan a tad too late. You moved in with your bestfriend to start a whole new page in Korea, wiping everything off the plate.

                On some nights you would occasionally miss him a lot to the point where you couldn’t even sleep. You listened to his favorite songs and drown yourself in your memories with him. The worst part is that you don’t even try to do it.

                When today passes, you will disappear like dust – what is love?

If I look sad, my tears are like smoke, like dancing smoke

You took a deep gulp as you wiped away the tears as you laid in your bed. Tomorrow will be the day you let go. You will let him be happy and empty your heavy heart as well. As long as Luhan is happy it’s all that matters to you. That is because he needs a girl that is able to return his feelings on the spot. You want to have those laid-back talks that you guys use to have as bestfriends.

If we ever run into each other on the streets

I hope we will look happy as we smile, each with a different person

So long.

“______! ______! How do expect me to keep you in my arms in you keep running around like that?!?” Jong in exclaimed as he ran after you and your trail of laughter. One year has officially passed ever since and you were running around the busy streets of Seoul with your boyfriend of 8 months. “That’s all on you oppa!” you replied in a cheery tone.

                “Hey ______! Watch out! “Just as you turned around your face met a soft black jacket. You stepped back and looked up at the man. “I am so sorry sir, I wasn’t paying attention..” Suddenly your eyes widened as you gave your brain time to process those familiar deer like features and warm brown orbs.

                You gasped as Jong in finally caught up with you panting and leaning on your shoulder. “Don’t do that again jagi, you don’t know how fast you can run“ “Luhan?!?!” Jong in’s eyes fixed on the male in front of him and he couldn’t help but tilt his head. “_____ you know hyung?”

                Luhan couldn’t help but smile as he looked down at you and Jong in as a female walked up behind Luhan and wrapped her arm around his. “______ you sure grew didn’t you?” You stuttered before suddenly wrapping your arms around Luhan taking your boyfriend and his girlfriend by surprise.

                “So you think you can just go train and never tell me? Never inform me that you got a new cellphone and moved?” You mumbled softly into his coat as tears threatened to spill. Luhan chuckled and pat your head. “Sorry, but you won’t have a hard time getting my phone from Jong in.”

                You looked over at you boyfriend who was clearly confused. “Oppa .. you know Luhan oppa?” Jong in blinked a couple times before nodding. ”Yeah, he is in the group that I’m going to debut in soon, at least my group’s Chinese counterpart.”

                Luhan looked over at you with smiling eyes. “Drop by Jong in’s practice anytime; best bet is I’ll be there. We can catch up there “with that said Luhan and his girlfriend walked right pass you as you couldn’t help but smile.

                Tomorrow, my day will start like nothing is wrong and I will forget you

I’ll just remain here, smiling, as I pray that you will be happy.