I was crying. Sobbing and screaming under my pillow.

My chest hurt. My eyes overflowed with tears.

Why?

Let me tell you why.

Flashback:

“Yo dude, isn’t that’s your ex girlfriend?” Hyunseng said to Yoseop, pointing at Tiffany.

My eyes widened. Shocked.

Bwo??

Yoseop stuttered, “Ah—em, yea.” Then he went silent.

I don’t know why. But my heart suddenly thump rapidly and felt like bursting out from my chest.

Hurt and---mad?

Tiffany is Yoseop’s ex girlfriend? For Pete sakes! Why didn’t I know about this?

But then I remember.

When Tiffany and I was still friends, she used to tell me (Like, everyday) about his ex boyfriend whom she truly in love with. They share the same hobby and even finish each other sentence.

They were so intimate.

But her parents disagree with them. Since Tiffany was from a rich family.

And Yoseop was just an average guy.

But she never mentions his name.

And now it turns out to be Yoseop?

Gawd!

“IU.” Mum knocked on my bed room door. “Dinner time, darling.”

I stopped crying.

Then I just realise that I’ve been crying since early evening.

My eyes were puffy. My nose was red.

My hair was in a mess.

What is wrong with me?

Am I jealous?