You took a deep sigh as Luhan pulls you up, he looks at you and squeezes your hand.

“Feeling better?” he asks

“Ne.” you nod

“Luhan, I want to buy a new condo… Oh, Kris.” you blurted out when you guys bumped into Kris at the corner

“A new condo? Kris can help you with that right?”

“Me?” Kris raises a brow

“Yes, you.” Luhan shot him a look

“But…”

“Don’t worry, we’ll both help you with it, that’s what friends and boyfriend are for, right?” Luhan slings an arm around Kris’ neck and pulls him down

“Yea…” Kris mumbled

“Great! I better get to class! See you guys later!” Luhan waves and left the two of you alone

You stare awkwardly at the floor while Kris looks around but none of you moved. Both of you were thinking what to say to each other, thinking what is going on in each other’s mind right then, should either of you apologize? But you know it’s not your fault and Kris? Why hoping on him? An apology will never escape his lips.

“I…” you look up

“Kris.” a voice interrupted

“Ji Min…” his voice trailed off; your heart sank at her sight

“I was looking everywhere for you, Mr.Jang wants you back in class right now.” she said and then she notices you “Oh…”

*Oh? You finally notice me huh?*

“Am I interrupting something? If I was, then continue, I’ll wait over th…”

“No, no you weren’t. I was just leaving…” Kris said

*She weren’t? Of course… What’s there to say anyway?* “Yes, we were just… Leaving.” you look at Kris and smiled shortly at Ji Min; you stop and turn back to Kris. You pull out his hand and took out your own; you brush your fingers on his palm and look up to him with a small smile filled with pain that only you know “Bye.” you left them *Kris, somehow… I don’t think we can last long, I don’t think I can last long…*

He can’t deny it, he does miss your hand, how it felt soft in his. But then, at the thought of you using him for Minhyun hurts him more, when you spend time with other guys, when he saw you and Luhan walking together. It hurts… It hurts him. He can’t admit it, he won’t admit it, he knows his parents and moreover his dad won’t approve of you.

And he experienced a heart-rending first love, he fell and it was the biggest mistake he had made, he got betrayed, he was left and to add; he was left heart-broken; he didn’t wanna go through the same thing again, once was enough… He had enough.

“Kris?” Ji Min breaks his trail of thoughts

“Yeah?”

“Are you okay?”

“I’m fine.” he smiles to her

“Good, come on, we better get to class.” she smiled of relief

“You should’ve done better.” someone made you stop your steps

“What?” you look up to see