I guess I was too selfish back then, I only thought of myself and never once spared a thought about you. I knew that heartbreak was the only option for you to consider, but you never thought of it even once.

But now that you're not here anymore, I regret everything I did. I miss you, I miss your lame and corny jokes, I miss the small things you'd do to me that I didn't realize would complete my day. I miss your scent and every little thing that would remind me of you.

I guess it was too late to say I love you, now that you're gone.  I didn't only lose a lover, but also a friend.