[03] One Day
Love Pain*The things in [~~~) or (~~~] are thoughts*
**Purple=Me: Green=Daniel**
***Sorry it took so long.***
****And this is no longer a 'you' story. I'm sorry. It was just easier for me to use my name. Even though the character is fictional.****
It felt like the first day of kindergarten all over again. But worse. I had the
the boys already, and I was open to having friends. I actually wanted them. Now,
I just want to run into Daniel's arms and cry. The only reason I'm trying to
make at least one new friend, is so I don't dump everything on him.
There was no such luck at it today, I tried talking to some people. But all I
got was a "Hi." or "You're close with Dayday/Dari/Jisu etc. right?" If I was
going to make any new friends, it wasn't going to be here.
I decided to walk home. I didn't feel up to hanging out with the guys.
"EM! Wait up!" I heard from behind me.
I turned around even though I knew who it was.
"Hi Daniel." I said as I gave him a hug. "What are you doing here?"
"You didn't think I was gonna let you walk home alone right?"
"Well,"
"You know there's all kinds of freaks out here. And they're not getting my best
friend. No sir."
"You're so crazy."
"But you love it." he said as he put his arm around me.
[this is how it's supposed to feel. normal and fun. He really is my best friend)
"Okay, what is the real reason you're walking me home?"
"To make sure you're okay. Em, you know you can talk to me about anything
right?"
"Yeah I know. But it just seems weird that I don't have any girlfriends."
"I understand. But you're not going to find any when you're looking for some.
They have to find you."
"Yeah. I get you."
Suddenly an awkward silence fell between us.
"Okay. I can tell you anything right?"
He nodded.
"You have to promise not to tell ANYone. "
"Cross my heart."
I explained my situation.
"That's what's been making you feel like this?"
"Yes."
"That's nothing to worry about. It was just one little feeling. You're just
thinking about it too much."
"Are you sure?"
"Yes. It's fine. Just don't think about it like that."
"I'll try. Thank you. This makes me feel a whole lot better."
"No problem. You know I love you right?"
"Of course darling." I kidded. "I love you too. I love all of you to death,
that's why this situation was bothering me so."
(if only she knew that I really love her. and how jealous of Youngwon I am that
he ever crossed her mind like that. one day I will be able to tell her. One day.]
Credit for Main&Background Images::
Kris from Playful Melody (<--clicky click)
:D
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