There was a time when I was put into a reality show. That was awkward. I'm not really close to other guys, celebrities and non-celebrities alike. I would always call oppa when I feel awkward before filming.

I'm just so lucky, I had a very understanding "husband" in the show. If he'd ask me what I want, I would tell him what oppa would do if he is the one with me. My "husband" would just nod and try to do what I described. He's really a good person.

As time goes by, things got less awkward. I love the song he wrote and composed. Singing "Banmal Song" ("A Song For First-Time Lovers") with him was really memorable.

When our virtual relationship ended, I cried despite myself. I really enjoyed his company. He's become my friend, my close friend aside from my labelmates..

Jung Yong Hwa..