My heart raced when the first time I saw her in front of us, she was very clueless and unaware with everything and it made her really cute in my eyes. I was the first one who knew the truth that she was a girl although her appearance was like a boy.

Her name was Amber, she disguised herself as a boy to join our group, EXO because her grandma was sick in LA and she didn’t have much money for her grandma’s treatment.

I was surprised when I knew about that, she was really tough girl. She wanted to do anything for her grandma including put her true gender beside all of these uphill problems for her.

I liked her, even I had fallen for her already. She was the sun who would set our life alight, she gave us different vibe in our dorm. I knew the other boys liked her too but maybe some of them only liked her as their little sister or big sister but for me, she was more than that.

My heart ached when I knew her true feeling was only for Kris but I tried to hide it. Every time I found them together, it was bitter. Even I had found them kissed on the rooftop of our dorm secretly

Neither Kris nor the others knew my feeling but she knew because I just kissed her out of the blue and the most heartbreaking moment was she just rejected me. You can’t… We can’t… I’m sorry…

I had already known that it was just unrequited love yet I still kissed her. Now, I felt guilty feeling inside my heart. I knew I had to apologize to her, now I understood I couldn’t make her mine and I must let her go with the one that she really loved the most.

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“Look!! They’re cute, right??” Amber just made her dog clothes, she was very satisfied about it and she showed them to Chanyeol in the back yard

“Aaaawww!! Come, come to daddy~” He spread his arms and had Amber bring their dogs into his embrace

“Hey, can we just take a family picture together?” Amber asked him vigorously and Chanyeol nodded immediately because of her great suggestion. She ran into her bedroom and grabbed her camera, she went to the back yard again and they both posed with their dogs in front of the camera

“Wah! It’s great!” Chanyeol saw the result and he was happy about it. “You, me, Jack Jack and Princess won’t be separated. We’ll be together forever.” He gave her a calm smile but she just gave him a little smile because she wasn’t sure if she would stay here any longer with the boys

“Oh, I find you guys here.” Suddenly, Suho came out from the house and saw both of them. He smiled as he walked to approach them two

Looking at Suho’s appearance made Amber little bit uncomfortable because of sudden kiss that he planted on her lips two days ago. She had been staying away from him until now and Suho felt it, other members felt it too but they didn’t take it seriously. “Well, I gotta go now. I should prepare for interview this night.” She excused her in front of those two boys awkwardly right after Suho came

“Is she okay, hyung?” Chanyeol asked the older boy

Suho heaved a sigh seeing her ran into the dorm. “I think she is.”

After a few hours of preparing their outfits and went to the studio where the interview was held, they reached it finally. The interviewer and the other staff welcomed them all warmly and was surprised with Amber’s appearance

“Oh, new member! The one who cross-dressed as a girl before, right?” An interviewer asked for shake hands. “You’re really different. You look cute as a girl but gentle as a boy. I’m surprised!”

“Thank you so much. Our producer gives me the image.” She gave him a smile

“Hmm, I wonder what your real image is.” He said and Amber just laughed it off hearing him. She didn’t want to reply him coz she was afraid if he asked her any further than this

The interview had begun, they all answered all the questions very smoothly from the host. Kris helped Amber to answer the question a lot every time the host brought about her true image while in the dorm.

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