Hyesung's POV

While waiting outside of the studio, I take out my hand phone and check the call list once again. It's quick disappointing when I found it 'he' didn't call me.

I know yesterday incident was my fault, but I didn't mean to be like this. Maybe it's just because our relationship. Fans always known us as oil and water since our debut because of our exactly opposite attitude. 

Oil and water, which cannot been mixed together forever. No, I don't want to end up like this. I know my feeling very well, but I just hide it behind my mind. 

Since our debut, He, Eric Mun were chosen to be our group, Shinhwa, leader.

He really take care of us very well, but one thing that I cannot stand is his skinship. He really like skinship such as kiss, back hug, hold hands...

But I hate it, because...

When he trying to do skinship with me, I will feel very uneasy. I feel very shy and awkward to do such things with him. Because... Yes, I fall in love with him since we were trainee. I always reject him because of two reason..

The first is, I feel shy and scare my feeling will be shown out.

The second one is, I scare that when he know my feeling, he will reject me. I scare to broke my dream paradise..

He always tease me. At first, I thought of maybe because he likes me too...

But when times passed, it change to maybe just because I always reject him so he think it is fun to do such things.

But I really hate it when he do skinship with our member. I feel jealous.

Yesterday incident was just an accident, but why he react like this to me? I don't know... Maybe is just because ,'You don't know me'.

 

Eric's POV

Waiting for 'him' to call me.. But the telephone seems holiday all day long today..

I know yesterday incident not necessary 'his' fault, but I just cannot hold my temper. Maybe because I feel disappoint on him. 

He, Shin Hye Sung, our band main vocal. He really caring, but he hate me.

He always say that his favorite member is Jun Jin, but the member he hate the most is me. He even compare me with a pop? No way, he hurt me very deep tough.

Oil and water, fans always call us that. We really have different personalities from one another. But I wish he can be my best friend.

Although he hate me, but I like to . It seems very fun. I confuse with my feeling toward him. Because I seem like fall in love with him. But I cannot accept. How do you expect a straight guy to accept the truth that he walk into the wrong path ? Maybe I just like him as a friend. But something pulling me away from my original path. That's way I feel confuse and scare...

Usually I will call him and apologies first, but today I don't dare to call... My feelings not correct... Maybe the best way is to 'Keep Distance' with him...

 

"Hyesung hyung, where are you? You know that everyone keep searching for you?" Jun Jin never stop asking. 

"Jin ah, hyung feel very tired right now. Help me to inform the other members that I won't go to practice today." Hyesung reply in a soft tone.

"Why? Eric hyung didn't come to practice today, you too? What happen with you two last night?"Jun Jin ask in a curios tone, he know that Hyesung hide something from him.

"Eric didn't come too? I don't know.. I just feel very headache right now... Jin ah, don't worry about me.. I think I better rest right now.. Bye" Hyesung reply.

"Jin ah, what happen?" Min Woo clap Jun Jin's arm.

"Hyesung hyung say today he won't come to practice too."Jun Jin reply.

"Hyesung too? What happen with two of them? They're always the hardworking one among us."Dongwan ask. 

The other two leave a blank expression to him.

"Andy ah, you know?" Dongwan turn to Andy position.

"No, I with you yesterday Dongwan hyung."Andy back to his day dreaming again.

' Something must be really happen. Or else the two oil and water coupe won't act like this...' Three of them speak in eye contact..