Then there's a message from Donghae. "Audrey Natalia, I'm sorry for all my mistake. This message might be the last message from me. I'm sorry again my darling. Happy 3rd anniversary honey. And there's a ring inside my lugage bag, its actually a propasal ring. But I guess its too late. I want you to have it Audrey. Again I'm sorry and I love you Audrey. And remember, I'll be always watching you from up there :) xoxoxo" and I know what the message meant. I cried again. I feel so stupid. I know if I picked up his calls, reply his emails, he won't be dead! That made me bursted to tears even harder. Then some one knocked the door. I opend the door and it was Hyorin and the others. Hyorin and Sooyoung quickly hugged me and say it will be ok. Then we went to the hospital since Donghae's mum went to Itali for her eye treatment. The police gave me his bag and immediatly opened the bag. And there, a box of ring, with a note. "Audrey Natalia, will you marry me?" Was writen on the note. Then the police said that donghae was with a girl. So we went to the ward the nurse told us.