Tsug.tsug.tsug I feel like my heart pumps a thousand times from the moment I lay my eyes on her Stupid heart! What’s happening? It’s good that I sit here at the corner. She won’t easily notice me plus it’s enough to hear their conversation. “SO MIN AH! I’m so happy to see you again” the man at the counter shouts while hugging her “BONG JOON GU! You’re choking me” “ohh, I’m sorry, I’m just too excited” “Where’s appa?” “Not here, he went to the market. By the way he leaves a message for you. He said that you have to wait for him” “why?” “He didn’t tell me the reason” “Is that so? Then I’ll wait here… hmm..is there a problem with my face?” “You look really pretty today So min ah” “I know, don’t mention it” “oh, anyway, remember your friend that you brought here last time? His here” “Who’s friend?” “Over there” They both looked at my direction. I stand up and look at her as calm as possible. She looked surprise but she put on a weak smile. A moment later, we are both sitting and facing each other. Like the first time we’ve been here. The only difference is that I came not to thank her but to carry my revenge. “You didn’t tell me that your father own this” I started the conversation “You never ask” she responded evenly “Is it my fault not to ask?” “Neither” She said while her hands were shaking. “Are you really that naïve? Or you just like to play? you might have won a Grammy award for ACTING INNOCENT” I blow up. She didn’t respond. She looks at me and it feels like she was about to cry but still holding on. She clenched her hands. What am I doing? Making a girl cry? BUT I COULDN’T STOP! “Why? Am I wrong? Or I’m just too right?” I cannot control myself anymore. I couldn’t hide my pain anymore. I feel like my eyes become heavier and tears started to fall “All this time, I was a fool believing that you are an angel sent from above. But why? Why did you lie to me? Why did you hide the truth?” She was crying… “I,..i’m.. I’m really sorry… sorry” “Is that all you can say?” “I’m really really sorry” “It is better done than said” I stood up. I cannot continue seeing her like that. Those eyes, those tears…it’s killing me! How come I am so affected by her weariness? Shouldn’t I be happy? Why am I regretting? Why do I doubt? “What do you want me to do?” She asked curiously Well, what do I really want her to do anyway? “Isn’t it obvious? You destroy my life, YOU should be the one, NO, you are the only one who could make it right again” With that, I hurriedly went outside. The fresh air soothes my body. I lean on my car and stayed there for awhile. I try to calm by trembling body. I moved my hands and touched my wet face