http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SLaok7h_AYc

The video started and I immediately felt the butterflies in my stomach again, unwanted though. There he stood, perfect as always, his wonderful smooth voice with a little husky touch singing with so much feeling that you just want to pour your heart out to him. His beautiful jawline, those eyes full of sadness and his lips mouthing the words that I've been aching to hear over the past two years.

Those occasional smiles that made me remember the old times, curling up the corner of my lips to a smile as well, a sad one though.

My heart felt like it was about to burst. The meaning of the lyrics just had to fit my situation perfectly, didn't they? I let out a bitter laugh.

The feeling of pain and loneliness, I knew it all too well.

And the worst, the man that made me feel this way was none other than the one singing right now. I wanted this to end. Why was it so hard to get rid of these feelings? Was is impossible to 'unlove' this man? Something in me didn't want to let go, wasn't able let go. I had the feeling that it was hopeless, that it'd always be hopeless.

“Cause I'm loving you.” Those words, that high note, those emotions. He couldn't have possibly conveyed the emotions so perfectly if he didn't know t