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"Just. . .please. Don't fall in love with me. Promise me."

 

 

I thought it was absurd. I just laughed at her ridiculous favor.

How could she be so sure of that- Me, falling in love with her?

 

But she was serious. Very serious.

Her eyes, if I'm not just imagining things-- are like pleading on me.

She looks vulnerable, that side of her she never showed to anyone.

I was left speechless, yes.

But then, I didn't take it seriously.

I just thought it was really absurd.

 

HUGE THANKS : vanillatinks for the very awesome poster/banner of the story she made. :)

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                                                                 순진한 (Sunjinhan)                                      Luhan 

 

She's pretty actually, but always with those old style clothes- like she was left alone in the civilization. Long skirts down to her ankle, with white socks and black shoes. Weird, very weird and unfashionable. She will be always wearing her sweater, even if it's very hot in summer. There are times where I would think she'd been using the same clothes for days.  She's also very smart. But no, she's not wearing those thick-rimmed eye glasses that would make her like a nerd geek. She's pretty like I said, but not making an effort to be noticed.

 

Almost everyone in school knows her, since she always tops academic rankings; but no one cares. You may call her "popular". . .yes, but believe me NO ONE knows her name, or rather no one even bothered knowing her real name. Teachers would call her 순진한 (Sunjinhan)  meaning: innocent,  simple, silly, heart-whole, simple-hearted, simpleminded. . . etc. She has a very good reputation to the entire school faculty. But really, no one bothers.

She's called Sunjinhan. But I doubt she's Korean. She doesn't look like the usual Korean. Me, as a Chinese- do look like a Korean. But she? No.

With all those kind qualities, she never became really popular. Popular, in a way she's got a lot of suitors, a lot wanting to be her friend, a lot wanting to talk to her, a lot wanting her to be their toture, a lot wanting to have lunch with her- none. 

I rarely see her with someone either, she doesn't have friends. I know it, I've proved it. It's like... well I can see a lot are trying to be friends with her, she's smart- so who wouldn't? But that's it. She never gets any closer to them. Now that I am thinking, she doesn't even have a single bestfriend either. I mean, knowing girls-- they would always have at least one.

But I am very sure that whenever someone tries to be close with her. . . She pushes them away. It's like she doesn't want to be friends, or be any closer with someone.

Now, how did I get to know all those? I never DID really care actually, until that one day I needed something. Something that ONLY she, could help me. I was desperate. And I would do anything for me to achieve it, to have it done. There’s nothing that Lu to the Han could never get.

And now, here I am. The so-called-campus-heartthrob, begging this “Sunjinhan” to help me. No one,  would ever imagine this happening. Me stooping down low just for this.

I never did paid attention to her, never. All I know she’s smart. I didn’t even know people call her Sunjinhan, and. . . look. As much as I wanted to believe he did some sorcery on me- no, she did not. Now, I would notice every single thing about her, and every single change on her; her mood, her expressions, her tone, her eyes, everything.

I never DID care. Until that one day, I thought what she said was absurd. Ridiculous. Balderdash. And ending up- I was WRONG. And. . .she was right.

I should’ve not, but it’s too late.

luluhoney
I'm honestly supposed to update right now, but my husband was a little being hormonal so my updates was again. . .stuck. Sorry. ;___;

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lwvhans
#1
Chapter 47: "If luhan didn't exist I could like you" JUST HOW COULD YOUUUUUUU???? Aaah idk to who I should feel sorry for.. Poor luhan, poor jinhan and poor myungsoo.. Everything just jxhbxzhxzbxzxz idk T______T anw your baby son's photo without rudolf nose kkkkkk soooooo cuteeeeeeeee
ayaface
#2
Chapter 47: I love how you are always putting me on your AN. but i love you more /winks/
-natsukim #3
Chapter 47: oh, oh, oh Myungsoo-kun~ I feel you, baby, I feel you. Urgh, Too much burden he must have. Poor my baby. >.<
Btw unnie, whoa~ Is that your baby boy? Whoa, he has grown up well, I feel wanting to pinch his cheeks, hehe. The last (and the first time, lol) I saw him, he was so small, hehe.
lulumygosh #4
Chapter 47: Uwahhhhhhhhhh! Your baby is soooo big now!! Last time i remembered you were just pregnant when I stArted reading this.! Uwahhhh! He is sooooo cute! Soooo handsome!!
camickey
#5
Chapter 46: OH MAY GAHD PLEASE DO TELL ME WHY- WHY THE HELL ARE YOU GUYS NOT FREAKING OUT- JUST- WHY??? AT FIRST THOUGHT 'JINHAN' WAS DYING SO HE MADE LUHAN PROMISE HER THAT HE WON'T FALL IN LOVE WITH HER SO THAT IF SHE WOULD DIE, HE WOULD NOT BE SUFFERING AND THAT WOULD BE SO SELFISH OF HER YADA YADA YADA- JUST LIKE ANY OTHER STORIES. AND BOOM, LUHAN WAS ACTUALLY SICK AND IS THE ONE WHO HAS ONLY 2 YEARS LEFT BEFORE HE DIES. SO YEAH I THOUGHT, OKAY LUHAN WILL DIE BUT WHY DID IT LOOK LIKE JINHAN WAS THE ONE WHO'S DYING. AND HOLYMADAFAKEU EVERYTHING WAS ALL AN ACT AND LUHAN WAS SO CONFUSED BUT I'M MORE ING CONFUSED- HELL NO, I'M MINDED AND SUDDENLY LUHAN LOVES HER SO MUCH THAT I CAN'T BEAR TO SEE HIM LIKE THIS AND JINHAN BE LIKE "I FORGOT" AND YOU DROPPED THE BOMB REMINDING HER OF THE PROMISE AND HAVE HER APOLOGIZED TO LUHAN AND JUST FLAT OUT TELL HIM TO JUST FORGET ABOUT HER. LIKE WHAT THE ON ING HELL IS WRONG WITH SUNJINHAN? OH MAY GAHD. I WOULD TREAT SOMEONE ON THAT UNLI SAMGYUPSAL KOREAN RESTAURANT NEAR OUR SCHOOL JUST TO HAVE THIS STORY COMPLETED. THE FEELS OMG. IT'S JUST- THIS STORY TOTALLY ED MY MIND OFF. SERIOUSLY YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW FRUSTRATED I AM RIGHT NOW ODG ESPECIALLY AT SUNJINHAN. HOW COULD SHE JUST- OH MAY ING GEUD, DON'T GET ME STARTED ON IT. IF I'M HER FRIEND (WITH HER BEING NOT SICK) I WOULD SERIOUSLY WHACK HER HEAD AND PUT SOME ING SENSE INTO HER. AND ING TAO, I'M TRYING, REALLY, TO HOLD UP ALL THESE FRUSTRATIONS AND ANGER TO NOT THROW ALL THE POSSIBLE THINGS I COULD LAY MY HANDS ON TO YOU, YOU LIL PIECE OF . PS. I don't get why Luhan always forget that Jinhan knows his motive. First, Myungsoo told him but he didn't pay attention to that God knows why; second, Jinhan told him herself and again he didn't notice it; and finally, Yifan told him about it that he also finally noticed it. I AM DYING TO KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN NEXT OH MY LIFE
squishynim #6
Chapter 46: (TT_TT) why did you have to tell us the ending is soon?? This is too good to end.
Ps: Thanks for update ^^
amanda13 #7
Chapter 46: *thank you for the update
amanda13 #8
Chapter 46: you are a mother ?!
WOAAAAHHH
CONGRATULATIOOOOOOONSSSSSSS
:D
*does a victory dance*
is it a boy ? or a girl? how old is she/he ? i bet he/she has a chubby cheeks , because , babies always have chubby cheeks ! :D
what her/his name ????
sorry if i asktoo much , hehe

okey back to the story , if she is no just sick , she , is contagious ?! *gasp*
thank y
iamshainekawaii
#9
Chapter 46: Congratulations on being a mother . =) I really love this story so when you haven't updated for awhile , I thought u're going to stop . So thanks for the update . And regarding her illness , I think it has something to do with amnesia . XD