POINTLESS

WAIT

"Wait till my heart gets numb.

Till i may look like dumb.

Wait until my tears run dry,

And until I get the courage to walk and try, moving away from you."

It's not that I'm selfish. I just can't let you go.

NO, NOT YET.

I may look like the most stupid person in your eyes, I know it.

And I also know that the love you have for me was already gone. We're just pretending to be lovers outside, but we clearly know what's happening inside.

I'll learn to let you go, soon.

But for now, let me love you like you care.

DIMMED FIREWORKS

I can't give her real fireworks on the spot, or stars on a cloudy night.

"Any fireworks will do." she mumbles sweetly.

So here we are now, up on a cold and dark attic.

"I hope you'll like this."

I removed the wallpapers and reveals the scattered glow in the dark star stickers, and sets up the flat screen t.v. and plays a three minute firework video.

Her eyes smiled like she used to before.

My heart aches at the sight.

It'll be the last time i'll see that smile, dedicated for me.

Tomorrow is her Christian Baptismal Day.

"I love you, welcome to your new world."

BUTTERFLIES

Don't go yet.

Don't step outside the house.

Stay, please.

Take your time, I'll be home early.

The T.V. and remote will be only just for you today. I'll watch your favorite lifestyle and fashion show, too.

I left my card on the table, you can buy anything on the home shopping network.