stop me from losing myself
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After watching Exo on Fantastic Thursday (thai program) it dawned on me how much Tao loses himself when doing martial arts. I was talking about it with my friend and she agreed with me when I told her I thought he may have some kind of issues regarding anger management, making that the reason he started Wushu in the first place. (of course I have no idea if that is true so please don't quote me on that)
Now taking that, my insane holiday-boredom and raging Taoris shipping feels, I decided to write some kind of twoshot :3
Oh, before you read, you know that moment when you're trying so hard to not burst into tears but people ask you what's wrong or if you're alright and you just break down? Take that feeling to feel how (I imagine) Tao feels/felt.
sorry for any grammatical errors and please correct me on those, English is not my mother language c:
Foreword
" OFF!! All of you! Just leave me alone!" Tao yelled. He threw the magazine he was reading across the room and almost hit some of the members with it.
"Tao, calm down." "woah easy man" Some of them tried to calm him, but he'd only get more angry. Lay put his hand on his arm and tried to ease him with his calmness "hey, buddy wh-" "DON'T TOUCH ME" he yelled and roughly pushed his friend back, who hit the table with his back. "Tao what the heck is wrong with you!" Chen walked over to Lay and made sure Tao wouldn't attack him again.
"What is wrong with me?! What is wrong with you! ALL of you!"
He walked towards the door that seperated their living room from the dorm rooms, but Suho was first to stop him. "Tao sit down and tell us what's wrong" "Tell you what's wrong you say?!" He grabbed Suho by the collar. "I thought you were the hyung? I thought you knew about our 'happiness and sadness'!" Suho just stared at him with his eyes wide open. Tao had never, not once, disobliged him or Kris. And here he was, almost seriously injuring some of them.
“Tao...” He knew that voice, he knew exactly to whom that voice belonged even without looking.
“WHAT, Wufan.” He angrily turned around, releasing Suho. But Kris didn't say anything, he was simply shocked to see Tao like that, the cute Tao that meant so much to him. Maybe just a little bit more than the rest of the members... But he could never admit that.
The look Tao gave Kris was simply burning the latter, it was filled with hatred. Hatred and... pain? Kris didn't get another second to think about that because the younger had already slammed the living room door shut in his face.
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